Chapter 363: Explanation
Alanis
How did things get so fucked up in such a short period of ti? I bla myself because I should have just let him go when things were so good. Sotis, I forget that Beau still has that anger inside him. The one he has learned to control. I an, I get why he would react like that. Belis did shove .
He didn’t want to hurt
but I pissed him off with my statent. Yeah, I didn’t an to aggravate him but I wanted him to talk to . I needed to know what is bothering him at the end of it all, he just got upset and hurt.
Beau is in a corner in the room as I lift Belis up to see the damage. There are bite marks all over him but the closer I look, the more they are healing. He will be fine and even though Beau knocked him out of consciousness, he will wake up and be as good as he was when he ca.
"What happened?’’ Drusilla walks into the room and I turn to her and notice that her eyes are wide in shock but I also notice that she doesn’t run up to him like I would if I see Beau hurt. Suddenly, I can tell that whatever is getting him in this mood must have to do with her. this is the first ti I have heard her say anything today.
I lift Belis up and Beau runs over to . he has a guilty expression on his face "Let
carry him,’’ he offers but I shake my head imdiately. He has already done enough damage to my brother tonight.
"Just go for now,’’ I tell him with Belis in my arms.
"I don’t want anything that would hurt the babies,’’ he cries and I see it again. the weakness in his eyes. The worry for our cubs. I guess this is all he cares about.
"I got it,’’ Darrien walks up to us when he notices that I am not going to give in to Beau. I hand Belis over to him and we walk to one of the empty rooms together while beau stays behind. I am upset with him and he knows. I thought we had reached a point in our relationship where we didn’t have to worry about his anger. It has been so long and now he decides to bring the side of him that I hate so much. The part of him that he promised to keep in check. The fact that he used that anger on my family hurts even more.
"Well, this isn’t a Dravon dinner without soone getting hurt,’’ Darrien jokes as he puts him on the bed.
He does have a point, but for the first ti in my life, I wanted things to be different. I wanted things to go well.
"This is not a big deal. Don’t get upset with Beau,’’ Darrien tries to comfort
but it is already too late. I am already upset with him.
"He almost killed him,’’ I exclaim still in shock.
He rolls his eyes "He wasn’t going to kill him. Belis started it and you know it."
I sigh and then run my hands through my hair in frustration. "what happened that led to you guys fighting?’’ he adds in question.
"I just wanted to know why he was acting like a jerk. I didn’t an to call him out on it so bluntly.’’
"Belis has always been a jerk and you know it.’’
I shake my head "YOU were the jerk. Belis was a good brother. Even though I wasn’t as close to him as Eligio, we still had a good relationship. He helped
a lot.’’
"Yeah, yeah, yeah. Keep calling
the jerk. At least I am here.’’
I smile because Darrien has co a long way. in fact, he is the closest to
now. maybe it is because of the fact that we have a lot in common now. I have Beau and he has Jabi. We have too many similarities.
"I think there is sothing going on with him and Drusilla.’’
"Yeah, she was a lot quieter today.’’
The door opens and I see her as she peers her head into the room. "You can co in,’’ she obliges by walking in. Clutching her purse tightly.
"I’ll be outside,’’ Darrien walks out of the room. Leaving
and her alone. She looks sad and this is sothing I should have noticed when they all ca here. Sothing is definitely up between them and I want to find out.
"What is going on Dru?" I ask her worriedly.
She sighs and I see the tears as they well up in her eyes. This is even worse than I thought which has
panicking. Drusilla is still a sister to , so whatever is bothering her still affects
like it would Eligio and Darrien.
"I don’t know,’’ she covers her face with her hands crying.
I reach for her and she doesn’t push
away "You can talk to . tell
what is wrong." I push her because this is the only way she will talk to .
My hand rests on her shoulder as she cries next to her link on the bed. it almost seems like whatever is making her sad has to do with him and he is the only one that can make it right.
"He is rejecting ,’’ she breathes out finally. At first, I don’t understand what she is talking about but after a couple of seconds, it registers. Belis and Drusilla have been together for the longest. He can’t be rejecting her. he loves her.
"He hasn’t said anything to
but I feel him slipping away. I have tried to make things as they used to but no matter what I do, he just pushes
away.’’
My heart aches at her words because I don’t know how I will feel if Beau ever rejected . I love him too much.
Belis must have a reason for this.
It just doesn’t make any sense.
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