Chapter 285: A different person
Gyles.
I think I ssed things up.
Is it possible to make soone worse than they were before you offered to help? When I convinced Rex to let
do the compulsion, I did it to get him out of the funk he is in. if he knows who enchanted him—then we could get the person to undo it. for a second, it was working. I saw the look in his eyes, I felt the release I usually get when I compel soone. We were interrupted but that shouldn’t have changed anything.
"Hey,’’ I grab his chin and he looks at . His eyes are red. It looks like he has been crying but no tears have dropped out of them. Right now Rex is ssed up. The more I look at him, the more I feel him slip away from . The man I know and have co to love is not in this body.
"It didn’t work,’’ he manages and stands up from the bed. I watch him as he walks away from
and to the window in the room. His back is facing
but I can’t look away from him. Blue said I should keep an eye out for him. In simple terms, he basically just wanted
to make sure that he didn’t leave the room. It has just been a couple of hours since he left and I have already ssed things up.
I stand up from the bed and walk over to him. I stay behind him not wanting to creep up to him "It worked. You rembered,’’ I tell him because I was there. I knew the mont when he got his mories back. He is keeping it for
and I don’t know the reason why.
He turns back to . There is a frown on his face. His eyes are still red and blotchy. Now he just looks angry. "Are you saying I am lying?’’ he asks coldly.
I shake my head "I just think you don’t want to tell
who it is." I manage because I don’t want to accuse him of anything. I don’t want to make it seem like I don’t trust him. I might not think he is being sincere right now but I know he must have a reason. Why would he just keep this from , there must be sothing bothering him. Sothing that he doesn’t want to know.
"I don’t know anything Gyles. I am fucking tired of all this." He pushes
and walks over to the other side of the room. He is trying to give
space. Almost like he doesn’t want to be next to . I am not giving him the space he needs until I get to the bottom of this.
I walk over to him and he runs his hands through his hair "Please just leave
alone Gyles. I am exhausted." He breathes out.
"I can’t leave you alone. There is sothing you are keeping from . Sothing that I might need to know.’’ I tell him.
He frowns and then turns to
"I don’t fucking have to tell you anything. I don’t understand why you feel so entitled." He walks past
again but this ti I grab him by his arm. Completely unexpected, he pushes
again and this ti with so much force. I fly over to the other side of the room and my back hits the wall roughly. I see the shock in his eyes as I hear the crack of my bones. I know it will heal but he just hurt .
Rex doesn’t co over to . He doesn’t try to help . I watch him as he walks out of the room. I was supposed to keep him in the room but I failed.
Just like I fail at everything.
I don’t know how long I sit on the floor. I don’t get up, I don’t think as my heart races in my chest. I hear him when he cos back into the room. He doesn’t budge or try to talk to
as he crawls into the bed. I don’t know how to handle this because a big part of
blas myself for everything.
I don’t know who that man is.
I am the one that brought him here. I am the one that forced him to co with
and now he is treating
like shit.
I know it is not his fault but at the end of it all, it is a reminder that I ss things up.
You promised to stop with all the self-bla.
My wolf reminds .
I know that but I don’t have a choice right now. How do I not bla myself for this? Rex was fine in the community but I manipulated him into coming here and now he is going through shit. Things that I don’t know how to get him out of. He hurt
and didn’t even flinch. He left
on the floor to heal. He didn’t care. That is not the man I love.
He is not Rex now.
My wolf tells
what I already know. I get up from the floor just as Blue opens the room door. I know that Rex is pretending to be asleep. He isn’t really sleeping right now but I guess it is better to avoid us than actually talk about things. He doesn’t want to let
know what happened and I don’t think he will let Blue know.
I walk over to Blue and he watches
confused—probably wondering what happened. My arms are around his waist instantly as I take him for a hug. I guess this whole thing is taking a toll on . I don’t know how to handle not being able to help him. He welcos
into his arms by squeezing
tightly. It ans a lot to get this acceptance from him. Even though I want both of them, I will take one of them for now. I want to stay strong and believe that things will co around.
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