Chapter 246: Midnight friend
Gyles.
"Tell
this is the wrong thing to do,’’ I say those words out loud but I am talking to my wolf. I know he can hear . Rex is panicking because he doesn’t think that this is a good idea. Going to look for him but I don’t know what else to do.
It feels like I am dying.
I don’t want to die without Blue forgiving .
You are not dying.
My wolf replies to my thoughts and not my question. He is the one that convinced
to do this, so I know this will be sothing we will do together. I don’t even know how I will find him because I don’t even know anything about him but I plan on trying. I will look for him, no matter what.
"What are you doing Gyles?’’ Rex walks into the room with a confused expression on his face. I know Rex and he always likes to play it safe. He doesn’t take risks and he won’t do this with .
"I need to find him,’’ I rummage through the little clothes I have and start to put them in a bag that Beau gave . Everything I have is all thanks to Beau, from the clothes on my body to the ones in the drawers. Maybe that is why I still don’t feel like I belong here. I don’t have anything of my own. Maybe when I start to set my roots in this community, I will start to feel at ho.
"This is a bad idea Gyles. Blue doesn’t want to see you.’’
I sigh and stop what I am doing, running my hands through my hair. I know he doesn’t want to see . I know he hates
right now and I told him that I want to make things right. He said I should prove it and this is the only way I know how to. I might be a little selfish at this mont but I really want to see him. I want to talk to him. See him in person—apologize to him until he finally forgives .
"I have to try sothing, anything.’’
"How do you plan on finding him?" he raises a brow. It seems like he is challenging
right now. I want him to follow . I want him to be with
so that at least, his presence will smoothen things between
and Blue. I want so much from him but I know it is hard to expect him to do this. He is in communication with Blue, one thing that I am not and my wolf is getting desperate. The last ti I saw him was in the dream and it felt so real when I woke up. I don’t still know if it was all in my head because I thought there was a little progress between us but then he didn’t want to talk to —so I don’t even know anymore.
I don’t know what to think.
"I don’t know. I want to talk to Beau. I know he will help ,’’ I tell him what I plan to do because I want him to see that this could work.
"I don’t think this is a good idea, you don’t have the ans to get there and you can’t even drive,’’ he reminds
of all the things I am incapable of doing. He is not doing it to hurt
but it still hurts.
"That is why I need you with ,’’ I tell him as I grab his hands in mine. He sighs out of frustration and I don’t an to manipulate him into doing this but I also know that the only reason why he will agree to this is that he finds it hard saying no to . If he asks
for anything, I won’t be able to say no too. This thing goes both ways.
"I don’t think this is a good idea. He wouldn’t be happy about this.’’
"Please co with ,’’ I beg him one last ti even though I already know that he is caving in. He exhales heavily and I watch him patiently as I wait for him to tell
what I already know. it is the look in his eyes, the sign of defeat.
"If he is pissed, it is all on you though.’’
I nod my head incessantly as my smile widens. This ans he is coming with , which just ans the possibility of seeing Blue is higher. I can’t wait for a month and I know deep down Rex doesn’t want to wait either "UI think we should tell him about this,’’ he says.
I shake my head "He won’t agree to this if we do.’’
He raises a brow "He won’t be happy about the ambush if we don’t,’’ he points out. I know he might be upset at first but I have so things I need to say to him in person. I need to see him to even feel a shred of happiness. Right now, I am a miserable wreck. I don’t know how long I can stand the distance.
"This is all on you, I am not going to interfere,’’ Rex basically calls
out.
I nod "Find out where he lives. If you can, I will drive us there.’’ He says planting a soft kiss on my cheek and walking out of my room. I close my eyes for a second because it won’t be easy. I have a better relationship with Alanis. We have shared secrets and I feel like he gets . I could ask him to help
get the information that I need.
Beau is the only one that will know though.
Ask them.
My wolf tells
quietly.
There is no other option and if I don’t do this, Rex will not help
otherwise. I walk out of my room and in the direction of Beau’s room. I bump into Alanis in front of their door as he walks out and he smiles at . For now, he is the only one I have ford a bond with. I know Beau’s intention of keeping
in the pack was to give
a family and at first, I thought it was impossible, I thought I would never fit in but the people here are friendly and even though a lot of them are still wary of . No one has said anything hurtful to . The ones that feel so type of way about
have kept their distance and the ones that are okay with
are friendly.
Like Alanis.
"Hey midnight friend,’’ he smiles warmly.
"I was just coming to you. I need a favour,’’ I go straight to the point because I need to get his address and leave before it gets dark.
"Is there a problem?’’ he asks already going into worry mode.
I know the people in this community are still on edge—after everything that happened, it is expected and I heard that the man that killed Beau’s father is still at large. Not knowing where he is must be making them worried.
"Not really. I actually need to talk to Beau. Is it possible?’’
He sighs "I don’t think Beau is in such a good mood,’’ he confesses and I know he is about to tell
why.
"What happened?’’
He sighs "He kind of found out about everything and I guess the fact that I kept it from him is beating him up." He sighs "What do you need?’’ he adds in question.
"I need Blue’s address. I think his father will know. If I can get it, it will an the world to ."
"Can’t you ask Blue for it?’’ he asks.
I shake my head "He is not really talking to
right now and I thought I could surprise him,’’ I tell him a half-truth.
"Hmmm....’’
He looks suspicious of
but right now I am desperate and they are the only ones that can help . I need to do this and I doubt that anything would change my mind.
"Wait a minute, I will talk to him,’’ he tells
before walking back into the room. I take a deep breath because my fate lies in their hands right now.
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