The Werewolf's Chapter 184: Do you feel the same?

Chapter 184: Do you feel the sa?

Rex.

"What?" I stutter in shock at his words.

He is watching . after saying sothing so outrageous. There is no look of sha in his words. why would he suggest kissing ? does he feel sothing for ?

"Just joking,’’ he smiles.

I am still in shock that he even suggested it but the best approach is acting like it doesn’t affect . If he thinks it does, he might think I have feelings for him. Gyles doesn’t like . he doesn’t even feel anything for him. This is just him trying to figure out what he is going to do. The love of his life just died. He has no ti for anything else.

Fuck, why am I thinking about this?

Blue is my mate.

I confird it with the kiss.

He said he was going to co back to make

his. That is the plan. I shouldn’t deter from that. I am an oga. Even though blue is a lone wolf just like his father, he is still an Alpha. I need an Alpha to survive. He is the best bet. At least I think he is. Gyles on the other hand cos with so much drama. He is a vampire and a wolf. A hybrid. Jabi is the only other hybrid I know. Gyles has a lot of drama with the Elis. He is not sure he wants to stay in the community but Blue would stay for .

This should be a no-brainer but I feel like choosing Blue would be settling. My wolf is screaming for the two of them. Is it possible to have two mates?

Does that even make any sense?

"Oh,’’ I manage disappointed that we are not making out right now.

He smiles and I look away from him because his smile is blinding. Holy shit, it makes my heart race. Freida takes this mont to co out of her house. She said she was going to take a second but being in this car alone with him feels like an eternity. Sohow, he found a way to slow down ti or rather stop ti.

"Hey.’’ She screams hitting my side of the window.

I get down from my car and she hugs

imdiately "it feels like a year since I last saw you T-Rex,’’ she manages in my arms.

I watch Gyles from the corner of my eye wanting to see if I will get jealousy out of him. I want him to hate her. feel like she is a threat.

I know that is far-fetched but he is ssing with my mind. Making

crazy. "There is soone in your car,’’ she whispers into my ear. I smile because there is a smile on Gyles’s face. He can hear her.

"Yeah. He is a friend.’’ I tell her.

She pulls away from

and waves at him "he is fucking hot. Why are you always surrounded by hot guys?’’

I laugh. It is not my fault that I am an oga and I have to be surrounded by Alphas to fucking survive.

"Is he single?’’ she asks. Suddenly the jealousy that I wanted springs up to my guts. I wanted him to be jealous but just thinking about Fry and Gyles is sending

into a rage.

"He is not dating anyone right now,’’ I tell her straightforward.

She furrows her brows. At this point, we are just gossiping about the guy when he can literally hear us.

"Why?’’

She seems interested in him but in any world, Freida is not his type. Gyles wouldn’t be with a girl like her. okay, that is the anest thought I have ever had. There is nothing wrong with her. she is my friend. She is beautiful with black curly hair and grey eyes. She is petite, easy to carry, and as pale as snow. To a vampire, that must be a dream classification in a girl. He will be lucky to have soone like her but I don’t want that.

Thinking about it is making

boil.

"He is just not Fry. Please don’t hit on my friend,’’ I pull away from her completely and she chuckles.

"It seems like YOU have a thing for him.’’

I freeze at her accusations. Quickly, I look in his direction. He is still smiling; I know he is waiting for an answer. He wants to know if I actually like him.

There is no way I am confessing to that.

Especially when I am not sure that I actually do.

"Get in the car, let’s go.’’ I ignore her and enter the car. This gets a laugh out of her. Freida likes riling

up.

She enters the back seat and I watch her as she leans in between the two seats "hey T-Rex’s friend.’’ She stretches her hand out for a handshake but there is only confusion on his face.

"T-Rex?’’

I smile.

He is so innocent.

"T-Rex is a nickna,’’ I explain and with that, he takes her hand in his. A smile sprawling on his face.

"What is your na, pretty lady?’’ he asks her, I can swear he is being seductive right now. Holy hell. Why is this getting to

as much as it is?

I watch Freida as her cheeks redden. She is totally blushing because of him. I don’t think I can handle anything happening between them. "I am Freida,’’ she tells him.

They are still holding hands.

Fucking let go.

Gyles looks away from her and for a second it feels like he heard

because he lets go of her hand imdiately. the relief I feel from that is scary to . I don’t want to care. I want him to move on from Cassius and be happy but I don’t want him to move on too.

What the fuck is going on with ?

We get to Hudson’s house in less than fifteen minutes and the whole car ride was awkward for . I have so many regrets and they involve bringing him to this thing. I should have kept him hidden from the world. He and Freida are hitting it off. He likes her. she is easy to talk to and it feels like before the night ends, I will be alone.

I don’t want to be abandoned by him.

I want him to stay by my side all night but I also know that is not possible.

Freida is the first person to get out of the car. She whispers to

that she would be inside, giving Gyles a flirty smile. I roll my eyes because of everything that has happened inside this car tonight. I can tell that she likes him. It might just be an attraction—maybe the exact sa thing I am going through. I see Gyles and I want to devour him. Is that even a good thing? It is not like I know him.

He is basically a stranger to

but all I want to do is change that. I want to get to know him. What he likes, what makes him tick, how great of a kisser he is.

What about Blue?

The voice in my head asks. He is on my mind. After our kiss, he never left but it feels like I feel an equal amount of emotions for the both of them. Does that even make any sense? To an outsider, I might look greedy but this is not . there is a pull. With both of them. Blue is not here right now. Gyles is the only one I see. I want him so badly.

"Why am I nervous to go inside with you guys,’’ he mutters shakingly.

I get out of my head because thinking about how much I want him is selfish at this mont. I have to focus on him. This is his first outing in God knows how long. He needs to get through this without causing a scene. I have to be there for him.

"Well there is nothing to be nervous about,’’ I try to assure him even though highschool in itself is nerve-wracking.

He smiles warmly "you seem nervous too,’’ he counterattacks.

I am not nervous about the gathering. This is not a typical high school party like the ones I used to go with Beau. This is full of nerds. In the mix of nerds, I am popular. They see

as one of them and also an outsider. So it usually helps .

"Your hands are shaking,’’ he points out at the sa ti reaching for my hand on my knee. I stiffen against his touch because that was unexpected but the mont he touch registers within. I feel it all. I feel the butterflies. I feel the tension. Everything that could make this situation a lot more complicated.

His eyes bore into mine. There is a faint smile on his face but in this empty car, with the silence between us. I hear everything from his heavy breathing to his heart racing.

I know what I feel.

Does he feel this too?