The Werewolf's Chapter 168: Cassius and Gyles

Chapter 168: Cassius and Gyles.

Cassius.

This must be a joke to them.

They are trying to get

back and he is using the one person that has slowly beco my weakness. He knows that Gyles has my heart. He knows how I feel about him. He felt everything when I showed him and now he is using my hospitality against .

All I feel is weakness.

I can’t move, breathing has beco so hard and my eyes keep closing. Staying awake has suddenly beco very hard. I haven’t had blood all day. They won’t feed . It is all part of their plans to kill

but I am sure they want

to suffer first. That is alright. I am ready to die, I have been ready to die since I lost him.

It feels like a million years as I wait for him to co back. He said Gyles was alive, I heard him loud and clear. That is not possible. I rember everything.

It rings in my head every single day of my life.

The fire, the burns, his clothes in the pile.

You didn’t see a body.

A part of my mind reminds . Yes, I never saw his body but I felt his presence. He is dead. They killed them all. I rember it all.

I am counting the seconds in my head. Lucinda is still watching . I don’t know why she is here. What the fuck does she even want? I never had the sa kind of love for her that she has for . They are the ones that turned

into this monster. They took

in when I was ready to die. I didn’t want all the power they poured on . I didn’t want the love they gave . I didn’t want to live a happy and semi-normal life. The only person I wanted, died leaving

alone. Now she is here for what?

’’You should leave. Why are you even here?’’ I ask her dryly.

She sighs ’’I ca to say goodbye, I hear what happened and I needed to see you.’’ She gets down on her knee again and her eyes bore into mine ’’I can heal you. Before he gets back. I am not ready to say goodbye.’’ She whispers.

This is an opportunity. ’’Do what you have to do,’’ I tell her because I haven’t finished what I started. Dying right now will be futile and is sothing I am not ready for yet.

I let out a cough as she reaches for . Her hands touch my neck, the part that is contaminated. I don’t even know how this happened. That fucking mutt bite is venomous. The light that shines during her healing process emanates out. I watch her as she gives

all her energy. This is like the most intimate process for a vampire. I don’t know what will happen if Beau walks in right now.

’’Hurry up,’’ I shout at her.

Her eyes open ’’I am trying, sothing is wrong.’’

It seems like it is not working. Why is it not working?

Her breathing spikes, as she tries even harder with shaky hands. I am not healing. With a jolt, she jumps away from

with so much force ’’Fuck,’’ she cries out in pain. I have never seen Lucinda in pain. She is the strongest of her siblings but this is the weakest I have ever seen her.

Her powers didn’t work.

Fucking hell.

’’How is this possible?’’ she asks , she should have the answers to all this. She is an original vampire.

’’Your powers are useless,’’ I bla her in anger. There is no use for her anymore ’’Leave, I don’t need you here,’’ I dismiss her cruelly. Her eyes open wide and I see the shock and pain in them. The door to the room opens and I direct my attention there. Imdiately I see him, I freeze in shock. Completely in disbelief. I don’t even look at Beau or Lucinda anymore. All my attention is stuck on the man in front of . He is exactly like I rember, all those mories that I never forgot. The smiles, the laughter all the love he showed . His beautiful eyes, the crinkle on his temple when he teased .

It is all there.

I try to stand up but the minute I pull the chains, I feel the burns imdiately. Screaming out in pain, I fall back to my knees. ’’Please bring him closer,’’ I beg desperately for so contact. I don’t know if this is all a dream. I might not even be awake right now. Lord knows how many tis I have concocted mories of him. I have held him, kissed him so many tis in my dreams.

’’Do you deserve that?’’ Beau’s voice cos into play. I force my eyes away from Gyles painfully and to him. There is a victorious smile on his face. He is too happy for my liking. This is his way of letting

know that he has won.

Ga fucking over.

’’Please, I know I don’t deserve anything. I just need to know if he really is the one.’’

From seeing him, I can tell that sothing is wrong. His eyes are open and he is standing but he hasn’t said anything. Sothing must have happened to him all those years. Soone must have done sothing to him.

’’I didn’t bring him here for a reunion. I just wanted you to see that all along, he was alive and instead of focusing on finding him, you chose to go with the anger in your heart. You killed all those innocent people for nothing.’’

He has said this so many tis. Gyles wouldn’t want you to do this. Gyles wouldn’t be happy with you. I didn’t listen. I wanted to avenge his death. I killed all those people for him and I would do it again in a heartbeat.

I try to fight the tears, stay strong in front of the love of my life. This is the first ti since he died that I feel tears in my eyes. I blocked my emotions. Let it all out and now, just seeing him again is bringing it all out.

Fuck.

’’Please,’’ I beg him on repeat.

’’This is not fair, let him see him, ’’ Lucinda takes my side. I am grateful to her. I press my palms on my knees. All the weakness that I felt earlier evaporates. Even if I am dying right now, I just need to be with him. I need to hold him. ’’it’s the least you can do,’’ She adds.

Beau frowns ’’what about you? You knew about this for a while and you didn’t think to tell him.’’

I look away from him imdiately as the words leave his lips. Her eyes are wide from the shock of his revelation. The anger I feel suddenly cloud all the sadness in .

’’You knew,’’ I ask pulling at the chains angrily. She takes a step away from .

’’I can explain. It was supposed to be a surprise. I wanted to get him back to the way he was.’’

Surprise?

I have carried so much hate for a whole breed for years and now she is saying this bullshit. All along, she could have told

about him. I would have had more ti with him. Now I might be dying and she is saying surprise.

What bullshit is this?

’’You lied to , you kept seeing

when you knew the person I was fighting for was alive.’’ my anger cannot be contained by the chains and with enough pull, they are off

as I ignore all the burns on my flesh. What is the point of anything? I am already dying.

I jump so fast, that no one expects is and grab her by her neck. She screams out from the pain of my grip. If Lucinda wants to, she can take

but I know that I am her weakness. She wouldn’t fight .

She has never been able to fight

and for the first ti, it has co to my advantage.

’’I am sorry,’’ she pleads with so much difficulty.

’’You’re sorry? You ruined my life.’’ I shout. The mont Beau gets to , I feel him. His scent is strong and very different. Suddenly I am afraid of him. The fear that he could end my life before I even get close to Gyles. Gyles is here and I am focusing on all my anger.

’’Let go of her,’’ he warns .

I obey imdiately not even wanting to be on his bad side right now. I am not ready to die without even saying goodbye. Not yet. I let go of her and she coughs as she grabs her neck.

’’You cut my chains,’’ he accuses .

I look at the ss, I look at my wrists. They are bruised so bad and not healing. The one thing a vampire should always be able to do—heal and I can’t anymore.

’’I will leave you with him, for five minutes. Don’t make

regret this.’’

With that, he takes Lucinda with him and walks out of the room. Now I am alone with Gyles.

Fuck.