Chapter 105: Alanis and Beau.
Beau.
’’Can you distract . Let’s talk about anything.’’
We are both lying down on the cold hard ground, staring at the moon. this thing cannot co any faster. Alanis is so close to , but I can’t have him until the deities tell
to. I have to stare at him in all his glory and there is nothing I can do until it is the right ti.
I feel like all we have had to do is wait. Wait to be together, wait to have sex and now we have to wait until the moon tells us that it is ti.
’’How shocked are you about Darrien and Jabi?’’ I ask him, rembering his brother. I still find it funny that he didn’t want to wait. It took him such a short ti to figure out that he wanted Jabi.
’’He is in love,’’ he whispers in my arms.
I pull him closer until my face is in the crook of his neck. There is already this pull, like a voice in my head, telling
to mark him, make him mine already. I don’t think I will be able to last the whole night with the way my heart is racing and wishing for more.
In the silence of the night, the only sound I can hear is his breathing. The slow rise and fall of his chest. The way he clutches unto . those are the only things I feel, the only things I want to focus on. It is said that the goddess of the moon, ties us with the infinity bond during the ritual. They are invisible ropes that can’t be seen by the naked eye. This rope joins us together once the ritual is complete. This will be the beginning of our forever.
The forever that I can’t wait for.
My eyes stay on his neck, the beautiful outline and I start to imagine it. that is the spot, the place I will claim him for everyone to see. They will all know that he is mine. I blink a couple of tis to try and control the longing within . this cave is dark, but all my senses are alive. I can sll him, the blood that travels through his veins, the scent that only he has. I can feel him, the coldness that emanates from him has suddenly beco the only warmth I need, he is all I see, all my eyes recognise in the dead of the night, he closes his eyes and at that mont I reach for him and press my lips to his, I want to taste him.
He moans into my mouth as I dive into him a little more aggressive. There is no stopping
anymore. I get to be one with him this ti and nothing is going to ruin that for . He climbs on top of
and I grab him by his waist, his mouth still glued to mine.
’’Is this too soon?’’ he asks in between kisses.
I shake my head, even though deep down I know is too early. I just want a little taste of him. I want to feel all of him so badly and my inner wolf is losing all control.
They say the weakest ti for an Alpha is during the mating ritual.
Lying down next to your soul mate and unable to have him until the ti is torture. I can already feel the frustrations and there is about an hour to go. Just an hour and it feels like an eternity.
He grinds into
and I feel him harden.
Have him.
He is yours.
My wolf screams to .
My heart thuds in my chest as I continue to kiss him delicately, the feel of his tongue on . ’’How do you know when it is ti?’’ he asks .
I can sense the nervousness in the sound of his voice. The croak and stutter within him all obvious to . Alanis rambles when he is nervous. He is so nervous right now. Not like I am not the sa.
I can barely keep myself together.
He pulls away from
slowly and then he looks up at the sky ’’The moon looks full,’’ he points out.
I shake my head ’’Almost, a couple of minutes to go. You will know when it is ti.’’
He furrows his brows ’’How?’’
’’You will see it through . there is no way I will I just let you be once the moon is full.’’
He rests his head on my chest in defeat and I play with the strands of his hair with gentle caresses. ’’This is it... huh?’’ he asks , his eyes still fixed to the sky.
’’Yes, it is.’’
He smiles, the kind of smile I love on his face. the one that is outstretched, the one where I can see the obliterated joy on his face. Happiness at its greatest.
’’Things are going to get harder,’’ I remind him.
He looks away from the sky and at
’’We have a battle ahead of us. Cassius won’t be easy. It would take a lot to get to him and there might be consequences,’’ I continue. I want to let him know the repercussions of being with .
There are risks.
So many risks that co with being with soone that is being hunted. Cassius won’t stop, he won’t ever give up. For as long as he is alive. The only way this will stop is when I kill him.
It won’t be easy, but I also need him to know that I need him by my side for this fight.
’’I am not going anywhere,’’ he reads my mind.
The only person that really understands . the only person in my life that I cannot live without.
’’I don’t plan on letting you go. I will find a way to protect you. I will never let you down. you will only find happiness with ,’’ these are my promises to him.
Sohow this is like my vow to him.
’’I love you,’’ I pull him closer at my confession and he welcos
into his arms. This is the beginning of our forever. A union that no one thought was possible, one that we will make possible.
His lips lt into mine and at this mont I give in. the part of my brain taking over. Lanis grabs
by my neck and pulls
closer to deepen the kiss. This kiss is rough, the kind that feels like the last. We both struggle to get oxygen, no one wanting to let go.
’’I love you too,’’ he mutters breathlessly in between kisses.
That is all I need to hear to send
off the wall and drive
crazy. The pull intensifies as I wrap my arms around his waist. The voice in my head getting louder, begging
to devour him.
I take off his clothes in an instant, we are all over each other, desperate for more than we have. ’’Now?’’ he asks in between kisses.
I remain silent because I don’t know yet, I just know that the craving is stronger. My hand slides all over his body as the butterflies’ dance in my tummy. The cave is cold and dry but the only cause of my shivers is his touch.
I place his clothes on the ground in a way he could lie on them and not the bare ground because I don’t even know how he feels doing this on the cold hard ground with all the dirt. Lanis is not one of us, he might now be used to this.
’’Tell
its ti,’’ he breathes against my chest, the desperation etched in his voice.
I told him he would know when it was ti. I can already feel it. I feel the pull getting stronger, but my inner wolf needs to co out. Once I show my true form, he will know.
’’almost,’’ I assure him. My voice is unrecognizable to . I have never sounded so frustrated in my life. The depth of my voice, engraved with lust and hunger. Hunger for him, hunger for this unity.
He opens his eyes in shock from the sound of my voice. The expression on his face tells
what I need to know. There is a gleam in his eyes that tells
that he sees sothing. He sees the part of
no one has ever seen before.
I feel my inner wolf co out for a complete takeover. I am still here but he is the one in charge. The one that will make this happen.
’’You are mine,’’ he growls to Lanis who just nods in agreent.
This kiss is different as I smash my lips to his. Completely engrossed in him and this mont. Lanis moans into my lips as I bite at his lower lip, wanting more than this innocent taste. Blood spills out of the cut and the acidity makes
want more.
I want to mark him.
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