Alistair turned once more, and stepped back into her space. The air thickened. His presence alone could strip the room of warmth, the way frost steals breath from a windowpane.
His fingers rose—not gentle, not cruel, rely used to things he was about to do—and brushed the column of her throat.
He touched her as a scholar might trace the margin of an ancient text, studying the slight quiver beneath her skin.
There, beneath his thumb, her pulse fluttered like a trapped bird. The sound of it echoed inside him, each beat a distant drum stirring the old hunger he despised yet depended on.
His fangs tingled, a subtle ache beneath the gumline, pressing downward as though they sought the world on their own.
Yet nothing else stirred.
No warmth.
No thrill.
No triumph.
Just the cold note of hunger, sharp and tallic, and the primal ache for release—never satisfaction.
"You will lie down," he murmured, the words low enough to blend with the shadows. "Slowly."
Selene obeyed.
She lowered herself onto the velvet edge of the bed with a reverence that mimicked devotion. Her breath trembled as she descended, as though she were kneeling before an altar rather than yielding to a creature she scarcely understood.
She would play his ga, because gas had rules, and rules she could survive.
This was not her first brush with the world she now stepped into.
In truth, it was the first ti flesh t flesh—but the choreography was familiar.
She had danced through its shadows in the digital realm, rehearsed its rhythms in solitude, practiced obedience before faceless strangers who demanded it across a screen of R18 Oto gas.
There, the rule had been simple.
Here, it was the sa:
Endure.
Endure long enough.
So that the one in power could take their pleasure without interruption.
Endurance made the submissive admirable. Control made the dominant divine.
In the end, BDSM was a contest of breath and will. Only, Selene would be playing with a vampire who could kill her at any mont.
Alistair followed, the soundless glide of his steps smoothing the air before him. His shadow fell across her body like a velvet drape, dark and enveloping. The candles stuttered, their flas bending toward him as though offering themselves.
Selene swallowed, her voice trembling as she forced words past her lips.
"Uhm... what should I do, my lord?"
A pointless question. There was nothing she could do except what he commanded. But mortals, he had learned, sotis needed guidance—not for direction, but for reassurance, the illusion that the abyss had boundaries.
So he answered.
"Just follow my orders," he said softly, the syllables brushing her like silk dragged over bare skin.
Her eyes glistened—an emotional shimr cast like a net. She nodded, lips parting in a frail, fragile acceptance.
Her act was flawless.
And she knew it.
She knew precisely how to position her shoulders, how to tremble at the right mont, how to lower her gaze so it seed she was breakable—delicate, like a flower pressed beneath a gloved hand.
n of Alistair’s kind, she believed, sought that illusion: obedience wrapped in softness, surrender painted across the body of a woman who looked as though the world had never allowed her to bruise.
Powerful n fed on control.
Ancient n fed on surrender.
Vampires fed on both.
And Alistair... he fed because he had no choice.
He leaned in, the scent of old books and thunder rolling from him. His gaze swept her body, and she felt a strange anticipation tighten her lungs.
She had dressed beautifully for him—jewels resting like fragnts of moonlight against her skin, her gown a dark cascade that clung to every line of her body.
Undressing her would be part of the ritual, she realized. Not because he sought intimacy but because he valued the little details, the unraveling of a mortal woman like silk slipping free of its knot.
Her breath hitched as his fingers toyed with the clasp at her shoulder.
Alistair, for all his centuries, remained a creature of contradictions.
He took no pleasure from intercourse—not in the human sense.
The act itself repulsed him, tangled as it was with warmth and vulnerability, emotions he had not felt in lifetis. Sex tasted of mortality, of living bodies tangled together, of heartbeats he could no longer hear in his own chest.
But he was still a man, cursed though he was.
And n—living or otherwise—harbored urges.
Powerful urges for vampires like him.
Twisting, coiling, demanding release.
His indulgence, his one sanctuary, lay elsewhere: not in the entanglent of bodies but in the architecture of control. In restraint. In the silent, desperate gasp that shaped a submissive’s mouth.
In the tension of ropes drawn taut, the tremor of flesh anticipating command.
BDSM was his release.
The structure.
The dominance.
The absolute certainty of control.
It stripped the world of chaos, allowing him to exist for a mont without drowning in the monotony of immortality.
He hovered above her now, studying the curve of her throat, the faint shimr of her breath as it rose and fell. She thought he wanted her body. She was half right, half dangerously mistaken.
Intercourse repulsed him—but he adored the ritual of unmaking.
He loved the mont the submissive surrendered the last of their resistance.
Loved the purity of obedience sculpted by his command.
Loved the crescendo that built not from touch but from power.
And there was more—sothing she did not know.
He could take them without taking them.
He did not need to claim their bodies to sate the darkness in him.
He could guide them to the very edge, draw them into a spiral of tornt and pleasure, heighten every nerve until the world collapsed into sensation—and still they remained untouched in the way mortals feared most.
Virgins, untouched by intercourse, yet undone entirely by him.
At the peak of their trembling, when their breath broke into desperate fragnts, when pleasure blurred into sothing sharp and unbearable—that was when he fed.
He drank not from lust but from the exquisite tension between agony and ecstasy. Their blood tasted different in that mont, tinged with a subli note no mortal could comprehend.
Alistair called it the high of ecstasy.
And Selene, trembling beneath him, had no idea she was walking straight into it.
He brushed her cheek with the back of his knuckles.
"Good," he murmured. "You are trembling already."
A tremor ran through her—not fear, but performance sharpened to perfection.
He smiled faintly, a shadow of amusent tugging at the corner of his mouth.
He lowered his head, his breath ghosting the hollow of her throat.
"Let us begin."
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