ERIS
I watched him ride away.
Soren... the man who’d been feeding pastries and making blush like so lovesick fool just minutes ago... transford into the Ice Emperor of legend as he descended the mountain path.
Frost spread from his horse’s hooves, creating a trail of white against dark stone. His guards ford a protective wedge around him, their movents synchronized, weapons already drawn despite the distance between mountaintop and capital.
He didn’t look back.
"To the palanquin, Your Imperial Highness."
The title still felt foreign. Wrong. I’d been a queen, a villainess, a monster wearing a crown... but "Imperial Highness" suggested I belonged here, suggested Nevareth was mine to claim, and right now it felt like a lie told to comfort children before the darkness ca.
Imperial guards surrounded ... not the elite fighters who’d followed Soren toward battle, but the ones assigned to protect rather than engage, the ones whose sole purpose was ensuring I reached safety regardless of what happened to anyone else. Their faces were professional, concerned, already calculating the fastest route back to the palace that avoided the outer districts entirely.
Away from danger.
Away from the screaming I could hear even at this distance, carried on wind that shouldn’t be able to travel sound across miles of mountain terrain but sohow managed it anyway.
Away from the people who needed help more than I needed protection.
I could still feel it... the fire beneath the city, the heat signature that registered against my own magic like discordant note in a familiar song.
The sa from two nights ago, that strange sensation while Soren had pinned against his office door, that cold-foreign-hungry presence that I’d dismissed as stress or imagination or anything except what it apparently was: warning.
The universe trying to tell that sothing terrible was stirring and I was sohow connected to it.
This fire felt familiar in ways that made my chest tight with dread. Not my fire... I knew my own power intimately, knew its rhythm and flavor and the specific way it moved through my veins.
This was sothing else. Wrong fire. Corrupted fire. Fire that had been twisted from its original purpose into sothing that existed only to destroy, to burn, to reduce everything it touched to ash and screaming.
Zahkar.
The na rose from mories I didn’t know I possessed, from knowledge that ca with housing a dragon god, from Pyronox’s own recognition of his forr servants now perverted into weapons.
They had been beautiful once, the Zahkar. Divine soldiers created by Pyronox to protect humanity’s first fires, to guard the gift of fla against those who would misuse it. But centuries of imprisonnt in hell’s depths had corrupted them, had transford guardians into monsters, had turned divine purpose into demonic rage.
And soone had summoned them.
Soone had cracked the seal that kept them imprisoned, had opened a door between realms that should have stayed permanently closed, had unleashed forces that would burn until there was nothing left to consu.
This was my fault.
The thought hit like physical blow, stealing breath, making the fire in my chest surge with guilt and fury in equal asure.
It had to be connected to . The timing was too perfect... demons of fire appearing just as I arrived in this frozen kingdom, just as I prepared to marry its Emperor, just as prophecies spoke of reshaping the empire through our union. Soone wanted to destroy that future, wanted to paint as the threat, wanted to make Soren choose between his bride and his people.
And they’d succeeded spectacularly.
"Your Highness, please." The guard captain’s voice carried urgency barely concealed by professional courtesy. "We must move quickly."
I let them guide to the palanquin... an elaborate construction of carved wood and silk curtains, designed to transport nobility in comfort while protecting them from weather and common sight. It was beautiful and useless and everything I’d always hated about being royalty, about being sothing precious that needed protecting rather than sothing dangerous that could protect itself.
The curtains closed around , cutting off my view of the darkening sky, of the smoke rising in the distance, of everything except luxurious interior and my own racing thoughts.
Guards positioned themselves around the palanquin. I heard orders being given, felt the structure lift as bearers took their positions, felt the first swaying steps as we began moving away from the mountain altar, away from the ceremony site, away from everything burning in the capital below.
But I could still hear it.
Distant screaming that shouldn’t have been audible at this distance, that my magic sohow amplified or my guilt conjured or possibly both.
The sound of terror, of agony, of people dying in ways that fire made particularly horrible because burning alive gave you ti to understand exactly what was happening before unconsciousness or death granted rcy.
I could sll the smoke too... acrid, thick, carrying undertones of burning wood and flesh and everything that made cities function reduced to component elents and scattered on wind.
And I could feel the heat. Even miles away, even separated by mountain terrain and altitude and every possible physical barrier, my fire magic sensed its corrupted cousins and responded with recognition that felt like nausea, like looking at a reflection that had been twisted into sothing monstrous.
My seal throbbed again.
The sensation was unmistakable now... A small crack spreading through the magical structure that contained Pyronox, releasing a little more pressure, a little more power, a little more of the dragon’s desperate desire to be free and whole and unchained.
The fire begged for release.
I could feel it like living thing inside my chest, like prisoner pleading through bars, like force of nature that understood it could save those people if I would just let it out, just allow it to do what fire did best when properly motivated.
Fight fire with fire. Burn the corruption. Purify through fla what had been perverted by imprisonnt and rage.
I’d promised Soren I wouldn’t use my magic.
Had looked him in the eyes and given my word that I would stay safe, would protect myself first, would not risk the catastrophic loss of control that could kill more people than the demons were currently managing.
But they were dying down there.
Soren’s people. Nevarians who feared , who whispered about the foreign fire witch, who’d never wanted as their Empress but who deserved protection regardless of their opinions of .
Mine nonetheless.
The thought crystallized with perfect clarity, sharp as ice, bright as fla.
They were mine. My responsibility. My people by virtue of the crown I’d accepted, by the marriage I’d agreed to, by the simple fact that I had power and they were dying and doing nothing made complicit in their slaughter.
I couldn’t live with that.
Wouldn’t live with that.
I had spent my first life as a monster and my second trying to be sothing better, and watching people burn while I rode to safety was not better, was not redemption, was just cowardice wearing the mask of prudence.
"Stop."
My voice cut through the rhythmic sound of bearers’ footsteps, through the guards’ quiet conversations, through everything.
The palanquin halted imdiately. Curtains parted as the guard captain’s face appeared, confusion evident despite professional composure. "Your Highness?"
I stepped out before he could offer assistance, my feet hitting frozen ground with more force than grace, my entire body thrumming with decision made and consequences accepted.
"I’m going to the capital."
Silence.
The kind that isn’t empty, but full. Full of the unsaid, the impossible, the mont a world cracks.
"But His Imperial Majesty ordered—" the captain started, his voice already sounding like a eulogy for his own career.
"I don’t answer to orders." The words left my lips, and my eyes burned. I felt it—the dragon, surging against the cracking seal, not with rage, but with recognition. "I answer to myself. I am going."
"Your Highness, we cannot allow—"
I was already moving.
Running. Not as a queen, but as a weapon finally aid. My focus narrowed to the horses. To Solara... white as a bone, temperant like a lightning strike. Guards shouted. Orders tangled into noise. They scrambled, a wave of silver and panic trying to form a wall between and the end of the world.
I didn’t need a saddle. I had mory. Muscle. Desperation.
My hands found her mane. My legs locked around her barrel. I was a part of her, and she was a part of the fire building in my chest.
"HYAH!"
Solara erupted.
She didn’t run. She devoured the ground. She had been waiting, this creature of Solmire’s sun, for the mont when protocol died and speed was the only prayer left.
We rode toward the smoke.
Toward the screaming.
Toward the stupid, glorious end of a promise.
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