"No… no, no, no," he whispered, his voice cracking. He clawed at the ground, his fingers digging into the ash as if he could unearth the past and change it. His chest heaved, each breath labored and uneven as his vision swam with images of that fateful night.
He rembered the mont he finally forced himself to move, how he had plunged into the flas, his hands burning as he fought to pull them from the wreckage. But it had been too late. His wife, his daughter—they were gone. He had found only their charred remains, their fragile bodies reduced to unrecognizable fragnts by the rciless fire. The sight had broken him, a wound that ti had only buried, never healed.
"Rylan!" Derrin's voice cut through the haze, distant yet sharp, like a beacon trying to pull him back to the present. Liora barely registered it, the mories too overwhelming, too consuming. He could still see their faces, hear their voices, feel the oppressive heat against his skin. The weight of his failure crushed him, the realization that he had been powerless to save them.
His trembling hands fell to his sides, fingers brushing against sothing solid in the ash. He looked down, his blurred vision focusing on a small, charred object. It was a wooden toy, its edges blackened but its shape unmistakable—a bird with outstretched wings. His daughter's favorite. He had carved it for her with his own hands, shaping it from the softest wood he could find, painting it in vibrant colors she had chosen herself.
The sight of it now, broken and burned, was like a physical blow. He clutched it to his chest, his body wracked with silent sobs as the full weight of his grief bore down on him. "I'm sorry," he choked out, his voice barely audible over the crackling remnants of the fire. "I'm so sorry. I couldn't save you."
The world around him blurred, the present fading as the past consud him entirely. He was no longer standing in the ruins of his old ho but back in that terrible mont, surrounded by flas and death. The face of the man who had set the fire appeared in his mind, cruel and unrepentant, his smirk etched into Liora's mory like a brand. He had hunted that man down, had ended his life with a blade driven by pure rage. But it hadn't brought them back. It hadn't undone what had been lost.
"It's my fault," he whispered, his voice trembling with the weight of the confession. "It's all my fault. Without … they'd still be here."
Derrin approached cautiously, his face etched with concern as he crouched beside Liora. "Rylan," he said softly, his voice steady but tinged with urgency. "You need to let this go. You're carrying a burden that isn't yours."
But Liora shook his head violently, his grip on the toy tightening as tears stread down his soot-streaked face. "I can't," he said, his voice breaking. "I can't let it go. I failed them. I should have been stronger, faster… better."
Derrin placed a hand on Liora's shoulder, his touch firm but gentle. "You can't keep punishing yourself for sothing you couldn't control," he said, his voice filled with a quiet intensity. "You did everything you could. You loved them. That's what matters."
Liora looked up at him, his eyes filled with anguish. "And it wasn't enough." His voice cracked, raw and guttural, as he pulled away from Derrin's touch. "It's never enough."
Before Derrin could respond, Liora shot to his feet, his movents sudden and frantic. He turned and bolted, his body propelled by a desperation he couldn't contain. The streets of The Hollow blurred around him as he ran, his vision clouded by tears. He didn't know where he was going—he just knew he had to get away. Away from the fire, the mories, the guilt. Away from everything.
"Rylan! Wait!" Derrin's voice rang out behind him, but Liora didn't stop. He couldn't. His feet pounded against the uneven cobblestones, his breath coming in ragged gasps as he weaved through narrow alleys and darkened streets. The past chased him, relentless and unforgiving, each step echoing with the screams of those he had lost.
The city fell away, replaced by the quiet expanse of a hill overlooking the distant glow of The Hollow. Liora staggered to the ground, his legs giving out beneath him as exhaustion and grief overtook him. The stars above were faint, their light diffused by the lingering haze of smoke that clung to the air like an unwelco guest. Each breath felt labored, the acrid mory of ash and charred wood still thick in his lungs.
His hands trembled as he clutched the charred wooden toy to his chest, its once smooth and brightly painted surface now warped and blackened. It had survived the fire, just as he had, but not without scars. His voice was a broken whisper, barely audible above the sound of his own ragged breathing. "Please… forgive ," he said, the words cracking under the weight of his regret. "Please…"
The world seed to blur around him, the distant hum of The Hollow fading into an oppressive silence. His thoughts spiraled, tangling themselves into knots of despair and self-recrimination. He was back in the flas again, the mories wrapping around him like chains, dragging him down into the depths of his guilt.
He could still see their faces so clearly. His wife's soft smile, always tempered with a quiet strength, now twisted in terror as the fire closed in around her. His daughter's laughter, so pure and full of life, now replaced by her screams as the smoke and heat stole her breath. These monts, these fragnts of a life he could never reclaim, were all he had left.
He squeezed the toy tighter, the edges digging into his palms, a small pain that felt almost grounding amidst the chaos of his mind. He whispered her na, his wife's na, the syllables breaking apart as they left his lips. "Anna… I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."
For a fleeting mont, he thought he heard her voice—soft, soothing, like the way she used to hum lullabies in the quiet monts before sleep. But the sound vanished as quickly as it ca, replaced by the low murmur of the wind through the grass. He looked up, his vision blurred by unshed tears, searching the stars for sothing—anything—that might offer him comfort. But the heavens remained indifferent, their faint light cold and distant.
A voice broke through the quiet, soft but distinct. "Hey, are you alright?"
Liora flinched at the sound, his head snapping toward the source. His vision wavered, his eyes straining to focus. At first, he thought he saw soone familiar—a figure from long ago, soone who had once pulled him back from the brink. The thought sent a spark of hope flickering in his chest, fragile and tenuous.
He whispered their na, the sound barely escaping his lips, his voice trembling with the weight of longing and disbelief. For a fleeting mont, the figure before him seed to be the sa—black hair falling in familiar waves, the sa gentle smile that once brought him solace, the sa expression of calm that had anchored him in his darkest monts.
The illusion gripped him, dragging him into a tide of mories that surged to life like a torrent. He saw flashes of a journey shared, vivid and bittersweet—a winding path through ancient forests, the laughter of comrades echoing against canyon walls, the quiet camaraderie of nights spent beneath a canopy of stars. He rembered the thrill of battles fought side by side, the shared triumphs, the warmth of a campfire as they spoke of dreams and burdens. It was more than just friendship; it was a bond forged through trials and triumphs, a aning he had thought he understood but only now truly grasped.
The man's face crystallized in his mind, the voice that had once steadied him reverberating through the chaos of his thoughts:
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"If you ever et him, I entrust him to you."
The mory of those words pulled him back, grounding him even as his emotions threatened to spiral. His breath caught, the weight of the mont too heavy to process. For an instant, he was certain it was him—standing there, waiting, as though nothing had changed.
But then the illusion shattered. His vision cleared, the faint light revealing the face before him was not the one he had longed to see. It was Kael. The boy knelt beside him, his youthful features etched with concern, his expression steady but searching. The black hair, the tentative smile—it wasn't the sa, but it held its own truth.
Kael's voice broke the silence, soft and unsure, but carrying a strange kind of strength. "Hey, are you alright?"
The words jolted Liora back to the present, and for a mont, he simply stared at Kael, his chest rising and falling with uneven breaths. His mind wavered between the ache of the past and the grounding presence of the boy in front of him. Slowly, the storm within him began to quiet. The longing remained, raw and unyielding, but the clarity Kael's presence offered was undeniable.
Liora didn't answer imdiately. He stared at Kael, his mind a swirling ss of grief, guilt, and disbelief. The weight of his emotions didn't lessen, but sothing in Kael's presence—his steady gaze, his grounded voice—brought a fleeting sense of clarity. It wasn't salvation, but it was sothing.
And it was enough.
Liora nodded faintly, his voice a hushed murmur.
"I'm… fine."
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