****(The one POV to rule them all)
I am truly glad I have a free-to-read novel. Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to write stuff like this chapter with a good conscience.
I truly believe that there are certain monts in life that are worth noting.
Even if it might only be us rationalizing our own existence that is in the grand sche of things pointless and aningless. That is what I truly believe.
I believe we just happened to co on this earth like any other lifeform. We simply exist. Of course, I might totally be wrong. I am often after all haha.
Now don't get wrong. This viewpoint is not depressing, on the contrary. Believing in no predetermined purpose is freeing.
It lets do pick a purpose for yourself. Whatever you want to do with your life is your own decision. As long as it makes you happy down the line, I say go for it. That is assuming you don't trample over others unnecessarily to get there if you know what I an.
There are successes in life and there are also failures. What matters is that you keep fighting for what you want. Succeeding would be best, but sotis the journey is more important than the destination.
I am not trying to convince anyone with this rant either. I am just being .
That is how I live. That is how I am.
Life is a series of coincidences too. Is there a higher being controlling everything? Perhaps. Is there sothing such as fate? Perhaps. I truly do not know, nor care.
I will be doing . I believe there is an explanation to everything, but we are simply lacking the foresight to understand it all. Then might as well focus on what we can impact, on the mont.
Again this isn't so motivational bullshit.
I truly believe that ti enjoyed is not ti wasted.
Worse case you will look back on these lazy days and be those were the good tis. But then again, there is a balance to be had in everything. I also believe in working hard whenever needed.
Is this a contradiction? Perhaps. Humans are complex yet simple creatures.
starting to write was such a coincidence. More so a bunch of coincidences that ultimately led to this point.
I spent many years of my life reading and genuinely enjoyed all of it. Was it productive? Not especially haha, but I loved it anyway. It also let figure out what I enjoyed in a novel.
I also spent many years gaming. One of the best social activities there is in my opinion. You get online with people trying to accomplish a goal together. It has good and bad tis, but the sweet feeling of victory after struggling for long is addictive. You can also chat and get to know others while doing it.
I spent a lot of ti too watching shows. May it be series, movies, or ani. Whatever is cody/fantasy I binge like there is no tomorrow. Either actively or on the side while grinding a ga.
Finally, I spent many years working. Mostly part-ti while studying and now COVID-19 complicated all of that, but life is still good.
As I stated above writing ca about with a bunch of coincidences.
I was reading at the ti but finished all the novels I was currently following and kind of got bumd out when I realized a novel I truly loved was over without it ever being completed.
I was gaming at the ti too, but my account got hacked and I couldn't access the ga. (I got it back no issue after a while)
I had just finished watching a bunch of shows and I didn't know what to start next.
I was actively working at the ti, but I had 2 weeks off.
This made it so I had a lot of ti on my hands. No novel to read, no ga to play, no show to watch. Oh yeah, I was totally single too.
I was bored!!!
Were you expecting so deep reason? Nope. Not at all.
I was bored as simple as that.
Thus I started this journey. I wrote a bunch of words on paper and published it instantly. Not only a rash move but sothing I did quite clumsily too.
As I kept writing I changed the way I structured paragraphs for them to be easier to read.
I reviewed the grammar for it to be less disgusting. (Not a good DISGUSTING)
I started adding cool and obscure references.
I added emoticons and got restricted many tis because of it. I finally figured out a way to bypass it, but it takes a lot of ti. The ti I could spend writing instead.
Overall I ca up with a unique style of writing that is extrely trashy, but still sothing I enjoy.
That brings us to this very mont. Chapter 100. What happens at chapter 100? Nothing at all. Nothing new. The story will keep progressing. There is no mass release either.
Why the emphasis on 100 then?! It is simply being petty and celebrating finally hitting 3 digits of chapters.
It is too early to celebrate? There are thousands of chapters yet to co right?
Yes, 100 chapters will be nothing in a few years of writing this novel. I will look back on this chapter and scoff, damn this dude was truly a noob back then.
But so what?! We gotta enjoy the little things.
Let this chapter be the very first tiny milestone I have cleared.
One so insignificant, but still.
I have big plans for this novel. Really big ones. Are they realistic? Who knows, but at least I am striving for sothing I want to do right now so who the fuck cares!
I see this novel becoming a in the novel circle. 100% of the people will wholeheartedly agree on how trash it is yet will still read it. People will co here for the weirdness and stay for the story.
I want this novel to be an all-encompassing one. I will cover all the genres there are. *Takes car salesman voice* You can fit so many genres in this bad boy *slaps novel cover*.
At so point, anyhow. I am also forgetful sotis so remind on discord haha.
Talking about the discord it is way more to than a typical author's discord.
It started as a gaming discord. A bunch of friends would use it to voice chat and post all kinds of new gas they wanted to try as a group. Right now, we are playing a survival ga and we are getting wrecked! xD
Then I invited a bunch of friends from webnovel. Most of them fellow newbies authors that all know what the grind is all about. Wanting to make your novel known for it to be drowned in the sea of new releases. Being just one of the others. Of course, there are few experts that joined, but only a few for my discord is all about having fun and sharing with people. Not anything serious or professional.
Finally, I added it as the official discord for this novel. For you see the people that keep up with this novel regularly are ones I consider very aweso. I felt like I wanted them there. Every ti I see a cool GIF or comnt only making that feeling stronger.
Talking about comnts, I truly hope that at so point every of my ghost readers will take a second to write a comnt (after every chap). It can be whatever, it can be anything. Only to show you are there. I added a bunch of sect mottos to chapter 69. You guys can copy anything there and paste it.
Every comnt I see puts a smile on my face as I know sowhere soone is enjoying my work. So I talk to on discord and sotis it's enough to fucking make my day I shit you not I am that simple!
Thinking stories is sothing I have actually done for years. Putting it on paper is the thing I am truly new to. English isn't my main language either. I have been told my writing sucks the way it is. For many reasons. While I am trying to improve, I don't expect it will magically happen. If I can share my story it will be enough for .
But sharing is all about knowing it brings joy to at least one person.
Let this chapter be a fan appreciation chapter. Thank you!
If you are reading this chance are you have dealt with my bullshit for 100 chaps already. This deserves so praise. Probably flowers and chocolate too with a news feature. Today I am live with user XXX that dealt with Zombie's weird writing style for 100 chaps already! OMG!
If I was a successful author, I'd do so autograph signing or so shit. Sadly, I am both extrely broke and unknown.
This also ans that if you are reading these lines at this exact mont you are one of the few that actually managed to find this novel and yet decided to keep reading. What are the chances!? When this novel blows up, I believe at so point it will (let be optimistic) you guys will look back on this very day and think I was there!
I want this place to beco the family you've never had (for your family probably aren't degenerates). Of course, I am using degenerate in a good way here haha.
This has been an origin chapter, a celebration chapter, a fan appreciation chapter, a vision for the future chapter, and a brainwashing cha oh never mind the last one.
Do you know what is worse? I'm not even drunk as I write these lines, unbelievable isn't it?!
That is how I truly am and will remain.
A goofy Zombie that speaks fluent and sarcasm.
I can promise you it will be chaotic, it will be weird, even disturbing at tis, but it will be one hell of a ride.
So buckle up your belt for the shitposting will continue!
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