"But there’s only one Ye Ranran in the world," Huo Yi interrupted her eagerly.
Where could he go to find another Ye Ranran who would risk being chased by guard dogs to help him pick strawberries?
He missed out on soone like her.
"I’m not the best. We were together before, you saw it, we weren’t right for each other." Ye Ranran clung tightly to Jun Mochan, preventing him from speaking.
"There wasn’t anything unsuitable; it was my fault. If it weren’t..." Huo Yi stopped mid-sentence.
"Reaching that point shows you didn’t love enough. You see, I’ve been gone for so long, and my husband hasn’t looked for other won. Putting that aside, he waited for for so many years, clearly showing his feelings for . But when you were with , you couldn’t bear it and found another woman, proving that I wasn’t attractive to you." Ye Ranran analyzed the situation with clarity.
Now that she’s older, she’s faded her loves and hates and can face her past.
Ye Ranran thinks it might be due to Wen Cai’s mories that she still can’t completely fade away from Fu Rong because Wen Cai’s mories occupy part of her brain.
As for the part concerning Huo Yi, it’s the opposite; since she recalled it later, plus the elapsed ti, it already doesn’t matter anymore.
Like old people recalling their lives, whether success or failure, it’s all calm and indifferent.
"It’s not that, it’s that back then I wasn’t clear, I was confused, I didn’t understand my own heart." In truth, he always cared about her.
It’s just that after being together for a while, the passion faded, and since she was indifferent to everything, he thought she didn’t love him, generating other thoughts, ultimately embarking on a path of no return.
"If we can’t have a sensible conversation, there’s nothing to be done, I’ve said all I need to say." Ye Ranran didn’t want to force it anymore.
Huo Yi didn’t say anything more, moved to the balcony, and started making calls.
Ye Ranran lay in Jun Mochan’s embrace and closed her eyes.
Jun Mochan gently stroked her back intermittently, whispering in her ear, "It’s not your fault, don’t feel burdened."
He understood Ye Ranran felt burdened, thinking she had delayed Huo Yi.
The last thing she wanted was to entangle herself in emotional debts, yet inadvertently, she shouldered such heavy emotions.
"He was the one who wanted to break up with , so what’s the point of acting like this now?" Knowing it would co to this, why bother?
"What are you talking about?" Ye Tianjing asked as he erged from the kitchen.
He had overheard bits of the argunt earlier.
While cooking, he couldn’t leave, but with Jun Mochan there, he wasn’t worried she’d be bullied.
"Nothing much," Ye Ranran replied, exhaustion showing on her face.
She considered herself as soone who adhered strictly to marital ethics after getting married, keeping to her duties, avoiding ambiguity with others, not proactively engaging with anyone, so why did these disputes co to her?
Ye Tianjing sat beside her, thought for a mont, and said, "Don’t overthink it, he’s brought this upon himself, you don’t owe him, he owes you, he deserves it, he’s responsible for his own ss, understand?"
The more Ye Tianjing spoke, the more agitated he beca.
He was also among those who hurt Ye Ranran, and hurt her the most; she nearly couldn’t recover.
So she absolutely shouldn’t feel burdened, there’s really no need.
"You’re right, none of this is my concern, it has nothing to do with ." Ye Ranran smiled.
"Don’t overthink it, he did it willingly, just live your life," Jun Mochan also consoled her.
"Actually, I’m not that fragile." It’s just a bit of sentintality.
Knowing what it is today, there’s no need for how things were at the start.
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