The Throne Is Mine N Chapter 164

Chapter 164: Chapter 164

"You will go to bed faster if I help you. By now I thought you could trust that I have no intentions of bedding you. I will do nothing after helping you take off your dress," Killian said, watching Alia from the chair which gave him a clear view of her struggling to get off her dress.

Alia sighed, giving up her attempt to untie the back of her dress. It was tied as if she was never ant to take it off. She glanced at Killian eagerly waiting to help her. "Please help ," she said.

"See, that wasn’t so hard," Killian said, placing his cup on the table as he stood up. He walked over to where Alia stood to help her.

"Are you drinking alcohol again?" Alia frowned.

"No. It is water. I don’t plan on worrying you by constantly drinking alcohol even though alcohol doesn’t have the sa effect on

as it does with your kind. I am only drinking it less to please you."

"If it has no effect on you then there is no problem with you drinking it," Alia replied.

"Your mind will continue to picture

as your father who seems to drink a lot. I can do without drinking it unless it cos from the underworld. That one is exquisite. Did you wish to choke yourself before the wedding? Why is it so tight?" Killian asked as he looked at the knot before attempting to undo it.

Alia closed her eyes after she felt Killian’s warm hands on her back. His touch sent a wave of emotions throughout her body and she was certain he felt her shudder. "Killian, I don’t want to prolong us having children after we are married," she said.

Killian looked up from the knot he was about to open to Alia. "Did soone rush you?"

"No. It won’t benefit us or the Blackwell kingdom if we wait till I have a better relationship with you to have a child. It is not like this isn’t normal. Newlyweds start trying for a child on their wedding night. It is what everyone expects. Ow," Alia winced after Killian pulled the strings of her dress.

"I didn’t know I was getting married to everyone and since when did you care for what everyone expected of you as a woman?" He asked, curious about what changed her mind so quickly.

"It won’t be before Fraser gets married and he will start trying to have his heir. If you get rid of him before he has an heir another one of my relatives will be nad king unless I have a child to offer. Then we will face another issue. I cannot give up the child ant to take over the north so I will need to have two-Oww. Can you stop that?" Alia asked, turning to face Killian.

"If I was concerned about us not having a child in ti I would not have proposed that we wait. There is no need to worry about it. I have everything planned out. Can’t say I am not tempted to start trying now. I hope that eased your mind. Done," he released the strings.

"If we start trying to have a child after our wedding, my mind will be at ease. Not because it will make everyone else happy but because I want to guarantee that I will have a child to sit on this throne and the Blackwell one. What if we wait too long and then I am unable to conceive? What then?"

She heard nurous tis that the longer young won later the lower their chances they had to beco pregnant. This was why her father was angered by her every attempt to not get engaged when she turned sixteen. She was already viewed as a spinster by many.

"We will deal with that when the ti cos," Killian replied.

"The only reason we were waiting was that I needed to be ready for it. I am now-"

"Are you truly comfortable with ? Do you trust ? I have been kind to you but you remain guarded and push

away sotis," Killian said as he went back to his seat.

"I," Alia started to speak but she paused to think about her answer. "I can’t help being guarded around everyone. Even you. I don’t trust you completely and you shouldn’t trust . There are things about you that I do not know so I find myself questioning your motives but I do trust you. Enough to sleep in a bed with you."

Alia slowly walked to where Killian was. "I will try my best to show you that I trust you. I will continue to let down my walls around you and be kind. I shouldn’t be so guarded around the man I am spending the rest of my life with. I hope you understand that it is not easy for

to stop being so defensive when I have always constantly needed to protect myself but I am comfortable with you."

"Prove it."

"What? How am I to prove it? Isn’t being alone like this and having a conversation enough?" Alia asked.

It wasn’t enough for Killian. They had been alone in a room before she ca to the north so he needed to test what had changed. "Co," he patted his leg for her to sit on.

Alia didn’t see how sitting on him would prove anything. "What does this solve?" She asked.

"Are you scared to just sit on my lap? You do know making a child requires more contact than this. I wonder if you will handle..." Killian trailed off when Alia marched up to him and sat on his lap. She pushed it further by placing her hand around his neck. "You hate to lose, don’t you."

"I do. I told you that I am comfortable. Was this honestly enough for you to be convinced? Do I need to do more?" Alia asked, for a mont eyeing his lips she wanted to feel again.