So, in the very end, Qin Jiran suddenly flipped off of Su Yanyi and lay beside her on the bed, his chest rising and falling rapidly, as if controlling sothing.
Su Yanyi slowly sat up, her gaze at the man was complex and sowhat helpless.
"I thought I was already being very straightforward," said Su Yanyi, her voice a bit hoarse. She hadn’t refused him, which already ant consent, yet, to her surprise, the man had stopped in the end.
Qin Jiran’s eyes were also complicated. His rampant desire was not relieved, and clear traces of it lingered in his eyes, but his reason, now having the upper hand, spoke in a hoarse voice, "It’s not the right ti yet, wait a little longer."
What he wanted had never been Yanyi’s body—he had been longing for Yanyi’s emotions. Although his whole being scread for Yanyi, his intellect told him it wasn’t the ti yet. Their feelings had not reached that stage; they needed to wait!
Qin Jiran’s feeling of ’not yet’ didn’t concern his own feelings for Yanyi, but rather Yanyi’s feelings for him.
Although Qin Jiran could sense that Su Yanyi probably liked him and was even developing towards love, these feelings were still budding. They had not spent enough ti truly together. It was like a couple who had just started dating—although there were feelings, more intimate matters still required more ti together.
It wasn’t that Qin was old-fashioned, nor did he lack desire. The lust that nearly overwheld his reason was suppressed in the end, held back by his commitnt to their relationship. He wanted Yanyi to truly and deeply fall in love with him before they shared such intimacy. Until then, he didn’t want Yanyi to feel the slightest pressure or for there to be any triviality or desecration in their relationship!
"Then when do you want to wait until?" There was a mont when Su Yanyi was sowhat annoyed. She had gone this far, yet the man still wanted to wait. Was she not charming enough? In that mont, even though Su Yanyi was well aware of the man’s feelings for her, she was a bit angry.
"Until you say you love !" With perseverance cos courage. At that mont, Qin Jiran was resolute and persistent, even carrying a slight air of dominance.
"Are you expecting to confess?" Su Yanyi’s expression changed, hinting at danger. She seed sowhat angry at Qin Jiran’s relentless approach, his directness as if he were threatening her, which felt very strange.
"Of course, I wish for that. But what I hope for is that you say it willingly and sincerely. Yanyi, no matter how long it takes, I will wait!" Until you fall in love with , just as I fell in love with you!
"How do you know I don’t love you now?" Su Yanyi’s tone shifted, no longer angry but still carrying a hint of fire.
"Do you love now?" Qin Jiran looked into Su Yanyi’s eyes, asking very seriously. Compared to Su Yanyi’s anger at the mont, Qin Jiran seed very calm, but a careful look would reveal a concealed unease and expectation in his eyes.
This wasn’t the first ti Qin Jiran had asked Su Yanyi a similar question, he just wondered if the answer would be the sa!
Su Yanyi still hesitated for a mont. If the question had been about liking, the answer would certainly have been affirmative, but love...
And that mont of hesitation from Su Yanyi was, naturally, seen by Qin Jiran. He felt a touch of disappointnt but showed nothing on his face. Instead, he smiled tenderly and lightly kissed Su Yanyi’s mouth, then spoke in a doting tone, "If you’re not sure, then there’s no need to answer. Yanyi, there’s no rush, really. Take your ti, I believe the day will co when I get my answer."
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