~What is this, blood? My bare feet are walking across the cold wooden floor a trail of blood before . The pictures on the wall are all shredded. I run faster following the blood. Ahead there are large white double sided doors as I burst through them. Bodies are everywhere. Where is he I look around frantically? I see a gun across the way on a dead faceless body, grabbing it I Rush out through two glass doors across the way. It's so bright, the sun blazing down on my eyes that are accustom to the shadows of the house. The garden is painted red. Where is he? Ren! I shout. Where are you! Ren! Please! I scream pleadingly.~
Waking up, I jump sitting up. I gasp for air feeling like I'm suffocating. I can feel the warm liquid flowing from my eyes as the tears drip down onto my blanket. Looking around everything's dark and I'm alone. Ren, Where is Ren? Climbing out of bed I slip on a robe and run out of the room. Panting and panicked I bump into sothing hard.
"What's up with you." The voice I longed to hear is ringing in my ears as I looked up to see I had run into Ren in the hall.
Suddenly I'm grabbing his arm, my hands trace around his body quickly as if unable to believe he's here he's okay. I feel my knees start to buckle as I plop to the ground.
"You stupid, idiot, jerk, you left all alone," I whale as I start bawling out in frustration.
"It was just a nightmare." Ren's calm voice whispers in my ear, he was on the ground holding . He patted my head I wrap my arms around his firm body trying to control my own shaking body. Tears streaming down with no end in sight.
"Can you walk?" Ren whispers questioningly as he's trying to support . All I could do was nod and try to stand.
Ren looks back over his shoulder. When he does I notice noise coming from around the corner soone had been coming. I was so stupid making a commotion out in the halls like that. I was so terrified I wasn't thinking. Back in the room I sit on the couch feeling so dumb waiting for my punishnt. Ren fetches water saying nothing. Now that I get a good look at him he was in just his pajama bottoms. My eyes glued to his succulent body as he stood in front of .
"What are you staring at my sweet." Ren's expression beca almost sinister with delight.
"Nothing!" I quickly try to turn away but my eyes fail as they glace back over.
He walks closer leaning over . "You want ." His voice, his sll, his eyes, his movent everything made want him.
I nod in agreent, I missed his touch. Leaning in to kiss , I push him back. Does he think just because I want him I will let him. He left all alone in here and who knows where he's been I was frustrated and miserable. I glare at him he's not so hot shit that he can just co and get what he wants after refusing to share the bed with without saying even a word. He looks down amused as he sleeks his hair back.
"What's wrong I thought you wanted to touch you." His damn smug look was on his face again. I fold my arms grumpily under my chest. The dream had faded as he stood before and now I was upset more then I wanted to admit, I hated that I loved this man sotis.
"Do you even want to touch !" Snapping back in frustrated. He won't even sleep in the sa bed as even though he was the one that moved into this room. Then what he wants to take advantage of my desire for him only when it suits him. I do want him and I'm sure he thinks I'm being childish but that's not the point. I want him to want to be with to sleep with not to just co for sex. He looked at surprised.
"Why wouldn't I?" He casually says taking a seat next to his long legs crossing on top of each other elegantly in one smooth motion and his arm falling down around my shoulder.
"Why you ask." I mumble. "Because you have move in here and your never here, I feel like the second it beca okay to have as much as you want you disappeared." I'm sure I'm acting like a pouting child right now but damn it I don't care.
I watch as he scratches his head looking away then glances at from the side, then looks straight on across the room toward the windows.
"I had thought with the training it be best to give you space. I had been sleeping on the couch in Maliki's room for the ti being. Especially after today, I hurt you so much I pondered if you would be so mad you would want to just shoot yourself. With your skills I don't think you would miss either. It's not easy fighting the woman I love you know. I couldn't stand the thought of seeing the hate in your eyes for after hurting you and berating you." I can almost hear a sigh escape his lips as he finishes explaining. Removing his arm from around my shoulders he blowing his hot breath into his now cupped hands as he glances over at again waiting for to speak I assu.
Is this really, why he isn't with . I glance at him unable to speak feeling childish. I should have known. I'm his soon to be wife I should understand how he thinks shouldn't I?
"Why Maliki's room?" Is all that I could ask.
"Too keep the n from talking. We go to his room often to discuss matters so, less questions. It be pretty pathetic don't you think to see your fearless and ruthless leader hiding from his wife in another room." He smirks with a soft laugh. I can't help but giggle at that to imagining him afraid of though I doubt that would ever happen.
"If you're not going to kill ." He says partly laughing. "I guess I will sleep here from now on." He casually stands heading to the bed. I feel a little annoyed how he acted at this mont that it doesn't matter if I was upset or not and just heads to bed.
"Leave alone again, and I promise I will shot you." I mumble as I get up following him. I can hear him laugh from over by the bed. Guess that ans he heard and, he doesn't think I'm serious, jerk.
"Hey Ren, you idiot, wake up, don't go to sleep! You need to finish what you had started, you jerk!"
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