I raced out of the room and Luca followed from behind, I felt like the ground was starting to close up on .
"Luca," I whispered against my breath, my heart tightened against my chest and I stared at him, every mory ca rushing back to , the way they stared at each other after he said white fur, the way they didn’t want to fight anymore, they bowed down.
I glanced at Luca again when I rushed out of the room and I rushed to our bedroom, my feet felt wobbly against the floor and I could feel my heart racing against my rib cage, I had never felt like this before, not even when he thought I was betraying him.
It felt like I could not breathe, my throat was starting to close up, and my eyes glimred with more tears.
I could barely see the room perfectly because of the tears that covered my eyes and I felt myself losing my balance when a hand wrapped around , stopping from falling.
"Breathe." The voice said, I closed my eyes for a second, the tears fell against my cheek when I started to breathe softly, I continued to breathe until my sight was clear and I had an idea of what was going on.
When I realized that he was the one holding and I pushed him away.
"Don’t even." I breathed out, when I moved away and his eyes t mine. "Luca you." I was about to say when I choked back on a sob. "The speech, the way you stared at , you told them you love , you slept with , you fucking marked and you behaved like you didn’t know that you were doing it," I yelled.
"Listen to - no," I yelled cutting him off, my eyes t his for a second when I looked away from him, I felt a wave of anger wash over .
My head felt heavy, the throbbing didn’t stop, it felt like I didn’t have control over myself, I didn’t have control over what I felt, and my chest, was blazing with anger and frustration.
"Tell he is lying, tell that he is not saying the truth, this is just a fabricated lie, because he wants to be hurt, because he hated that I am happy without him, because what he wanted didn’t happen, because my ex husband is a sadistic man who wanted nothing but to ruin and to help a cousin that wants to use and dump him when he is done, you say the word and I will believe Luca, you tell the reason you have that look of regret is because you feel bad for , it’s because you didn’t co to take away from him sooner and you feel like you should have because you can think about all the pain he put through when he was with ," I whispered. "Please say the words Luca." I breathed out.
My eyes filled with tears as I stared at him, waiting for him to say the words.
"Please I am begging you, Luca, please say the word." I breathed out. "Tell he is wrong."
I moved further toward him, his eyes were on mine when my hand hit his chest softly. "Say the fucking words, Luca," I yelled, and more tears stread down my cheek.
"I just- I am sorry." He spoke, I pulled away from him despite the fact that he was holding my hand, I didn’t care, I didn’t want him to, how could he look at and say the word, how could he even pretend all these tis.
"So all of this was just a ga to you, so you didn’t care about , so you didn’t even fucking bother how I feel, and like every other person, you used , I don’t even bla you, it’s my fault." I breathed out.
He wanted to co close to , he wanted to touch but I didn’t let him, he is not going to manipulate amore, I don’t want to hear the word that escaped his lips and I don’t believe it. Of all people, Conrad is saying the truth.
"How long, how long were you going to keep this up, how long were you going to keep using , until you are done, until you are sure it’s completely gone, how fucking long Luca?" I yelled.
I never felt like this, even when my husband left , I guess I saw it coming, I knew he would leave eventually, he just took by surprise by doing what he did yet I didn’t expect much from him because I had stopped loving and trusting him a long ti ago.
No matter what happened, I knew that he was always going to betray in the end.
"I never lied about loving you," Luca said and a chuckle escaped my lips
"Co on Luca I have been a fool for so long but not anymore, don’t you think I am a fool, don’t you think that i deserve even a bit of honesty after everything, co on, I can go down there and he will tell everything at least he didn’t lie, he has always been hosy with I just didn’t see it, but you, wow you are the greatest alpha indeed because you can make just about anyone believe that you are good person."
"I didn’t lie to you when I slept with you when I said I will care you when I told my n that if anything happens to you they will be dead, I didn’t lie to you when I said that you an all to when I said that you are everything to and when I said that I love you, I never lied."
"You manipulated the truth, and you knew I would believe these words of yours, I guess I should have even better. Better than being this stupid, I can’t even look at you again Luca."
"Would you let explain?"
"Were you ever going to tell the truth, was there any part of you that would tell the fucking truth?" I asked, my head was starting to throb with pain, I stared at him unable to find the words that escaped my lips.
His eyes were on mine.
"I was going to- when Luca, when I beco the fucking mother of your child, or when I finally find out from soone else; you make this huge deal about and in reality you didn’t even care, you didn’t even give more shit about , you say you are not like him but you are worse than him."
"Don’t say words you don’t an, don’t say words we will never be able to recover from."
"I think you and I Luca, we would never be able to recover from this, atleast Conrad never showed he loved before he sold , for months he stayed away from , made think that he is good but I saw through all of it, and I realized the truth, for months I didn’t even know what was going on, for years he was starting to move away from , when he sold , the sting of betrayal was not much because I fucking knew he would ruin ," I yelled.
My eyes t his, I stared at him with anger written all over my eyes, how did he even think this was going to work, what did he even think was going to happen?
"Luca, don’t even co close to ." I breathed out, "don’t even think about it, when all of this is over, I am leaving, I don’t care about this fucking mark, I don’t care about what you think, I don’t care if you are hurt, I don’t care if your wolf would ever be able to live with you, I don’t care if you hate , I don’t care if you would not be able to look yourself in the mirror." I yelled.
"You don’t an it, you don’t fucking an it, you want to leave , you can’t leave, you are mine," Luca yelled
"You are wrong Luca, I belong to myself, I don’t belong to you or to Conrad or your fucking pack, I don’t belong to your mbers of the pack, I don’t belong to a fucking Beta or a fucking Alpha, it doesn’t matter because I belong to myself, I am done with all of this, I am done with you," I yelled
He moved close to when he wrapped his hand around and I could feel his burning gaze on mine, his breath writhing with anger.
"What is it Luca, are you worried that you would lose everything because of , are you worried that they will all see you for the monster that you are?" I asked, and I have never felt like this before.
"Make no mistake, if you think of leaving , I will show you the monster I am." Luca threatened.
I was about to speak when a scream pierced through my ear and I pulled away from him.
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