Even with a passive that was created to oppose you, things still go your way don’t they, fate? I realize it now, the reason for everything that was happening. Why Dusk didn’t rember , and why I was granted this passive.
I was foolish to think I had acquired such power purely through my own achievents, but as always you prove wrong. Is it just another way for you to laugh at , or do you just want to get rid of that much, Core?
Have you had enough of ? Well, I don’t bla you. With everything I’ve done in my past life, I’d want to erase a bug like too.
But you’ve made a grave mistake, your carelessness got in the way, and you desired this too much and gave away one of your biggest weaknesses. For all your power, fate is beyond your grasp.
I looked over at the moon once again. I smiled lancholically as I rested my head on the palm of my soft hand. The heat painted my face with bright colors that are unseen by the naked eye, and only visible looking beyond the blank canvas.
’Just forget it. And you better not let win again, or I’ll think you pathetic.’ I said softly, the cockiness from earlier completely vanished into the calm air.
I didn’t look as he left the room, the tension that once filled the room slowly disappearing. I could feel that my comnt made him really frustrated, maybe cause I knew what subject angered him most.
Being seen as not good enough, maybe it has to do sothing with his background, but I’ve observed that his blood boils whenever I say sothing that makes him feel lower than .
If I were him, I wouldn’t want to erase my past, no matter how bad it was. At least it defines him. Compared to that, I have nothing to prove I exist.
I do wonder, is my face blurred to everyone watching the stream right now, is that why people are so attracted to , a naless being? It probably was a surprise when they saw win the first ga, and who wouldn’t looking at ?
I guess it’s true what they say, even among those who know you best, The Core puts all of them to sha. At this mont, with my realization of what I’ve gotten myself into, I felt lonely.
It has been a while since I felt like this, it bring back, to the mont I was abandoned by my mother for that wicked human, the ti when my hatred began. And this ti is all my fault.
I have never had this happen, or have I? This though itches at the back of my head. It could have happened, but at the sa ti, I don’t rember sothing that could have led to it.
’Death inside The Core, such a horrible way for your path to end.’ I got up, feeling my blood rush to my head to keep from falling on the cold floor. I kept my smile as I wandered through the boundless hallways of the room. I dragged my hand across the wooden walls, getting splinters inside my hand. Hey wasn’t that a way to create an identity? Hmm, Splinter Boy doesn’t sound that bad.
I reach my room, the one that was assigned to match best. I laughed, as I slowly stepped through the doorway and saw an empty bedroom. A bed and a desk, such simplicity, can’t say it’s quite my style, well I can’t say I have a style at this mont. I only have my na and myself.
I walked to the bed, my feet touching the hard stone of the floor. I could feel the coldness crawl up my body as if it wanted to greet , maybe it had once been warm himself and used to hug people with its hot self, but with ti being as rciless as it is, it had beco what it is today and now was trying to be a shadow of its past self.
As I arrived at the simple bed, I laid on its soft sheets. At least it was warr than the floor, but even so, it wasn’t enough to console at that mont.
How could I have forgotten, that people forget even the mightiest whenever they perish to The Core? That’s one of the reasons the even the so-called heroes fear the idea of going inside The Core. They dread their achievent being forgotten, not being worshiped as gods.
I had died inside this place, and even with this price being paid, whatever it is, it doesn’t an things would go back to normal. I had lost my identity that day, and this passive just emphasized it even more.
Though The Core erased my existence, fate refused to forget and placed back on its path. This passive was just a way for The Core to isolate from my real self even more. With the people’s mory of lost, the only thing binding to my past self was fate, so with this power that defied it, I had lost even that.
The Core had created this passive to encourage to beco soone else, to let go of my early identity.
If I were to ask you to define yourself what would you do? Maybe you’ll be baffled by such a dumb question, or maybe you’ll be offended but anwhile proving your existence is easy enough, proving it on your own is sothing else.
Most would probably yell at to use my eyes, but that only proves my point. As tell again, whose eyes did you tell to use? Maybe I’m blind, deaf and I can’t feel any touch. How would you prove to that you exist?
There is no way to prove existence alone, our very being depends on others. And at that mont, I had no one. I was without an identity.
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