After a long ti, Li Yi confird that Little Bun was really asleep before reaching out to pick him up and place him on his other side. Even though his actions were cautious, it still startled Ji Niandong awake. Lu Beichen quickly leaned over, held her in his arms, and gently said, "Don’t be afraid, it’s !"
Hearing the familiar voice, Ji Niandong instinctively snuggled a bit closer in his embrace. The woody fragrance was still so familiar, bringing her back to this warm and broad embrace.
She reached out to encircle his waist and asked, "Husband, why are you still awake?"
"You’re not calling Little Uncle anymore?" Lu Beichen asked deliberately.
"Mm... ’Little Uncle’ is too casual, and you are my husband after all. I want to call you that forever, husband, husband, husband!"
"Husband is here!" He lowered his head and kissed her forehead, "I’ve always been here."
"Yes, you have indeed always been here!" She paused for a few seconds and said, "But, I just don’t rember."
"It’s okay, Mrs. Lu, I..."
"No!" Ji Niandong interrupted him, "Husband, no matter if our past was good or bad, it’s a part of us. Maybe at that ti, you didn’t really like , and maybe I genuinely had thoughts of not wanting Nian Nian... Maybe it was really not a very beautiful mory, so much so that I forgot everything, but, husband, I want to find it back!"
She tilted her head up. In the pitch-black room, her eyes still glimred with light. Lu Beichen made a sound of acknowledgnt, "No matter how painful it was back then, you still want to know?"
"Yes!" She held him tightly, "Husband, you’ll be with , right? No matter how painful it gets, you’ll always be by my side, right?"
"I’m sorry!" He lowered his head and kissed her forehead, "If you had co to back then, and I knew you were pregnant, I would never have left at that ti!"
Ji Niandong was stunned. Did she go looking for him when she was pregnant?
"I’m not sure how much harm I caused you, not sure if such actions made you misunderstand that I didn’t want you or Nian Nian, so you also didn’t want Nian Nian."
She had never seen Lu Beichen look so insecure. Was it because of guilt?
Ji Niandong stroked his cheek and said firmly, "I thought sothing must have happened to make have the idea of giving up Nian Nian. If it was just like this, I would never have given up on my own child. So, Little Uncle, I want to go to Paris, I want to find out what exactly... exactly happened back then!"
Lu Beichen was silent for a few seconds, "I also suspect if sothing happened to you back then because when you ca looking for , I couldn’t tell you were pregnant at all. Later, you completely disappeared... After that, I was notified to go to the hospital to pick up Nian Nian, and you never showed up. Even the doctors said you lost too much blood and were gone!"
Lu Beichen took a deep breath, "When I later saw you still alive, I had Li Yizhong go back to investigate again. The doctor who perford the C-section on you even said it was impossible for you to survive because there wasn’t enough blood supply in the inventory; they... actually gave up on you!"
"If it wasn’t for my montary negligence that caused you such harm..." He paused, "Tongtong, if you go and recover your mory, would you still want by your side all the ti?"
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