I couldn’t tear my eyes from him while wherever he touched , his hand left a heavenly tingling sensation all over my body... "Ryan", I whispered, but he was not looking at all bothered by our closeness. His whole focus is on my neck right now, while I can’t even understand what he is looking at with so much intensity... {Is he planning to mark now when I have accepted him?... shit, that vampire’s fingerprint} ... as soon as I rembered, I cursed audibly, and now I can understand why he was looking so mad.
"I can explain."
"Then explain ’’ he shouted, and I flinched.
"I went to the club where Rita worked for the information. There a vampire misunderstood for a huntress" I stopped and, as he was still looking mad, I turned my gaze downwards {Mad Ryan doesn’t look that much good}
"Look at ," he said with gritted teeth, and I didn’t know why he was angry...ok, I can accept the disappointnt because let’s agree, that was not a very wise decision, but why the anger? I gathered my courage and looked into his eyes. "Why didn’t I feel your pain or emotions when you were there?" His question instantly made from confused to sad in seconds... {He should have felt all this after our acceptance}
"You didn’t feel any emotion of mine?" I asked him and removed his hands from . When he didn’t say anything, I again asked him, "Panic, anxiety... anything... just a tiny bit" I can’t help but beco anxious with each passing second, "that’s not possible. It can’t be possible; we are mates, after all. Does..." I looked at him in panic.
"Does this an that we are not mates? No, no, what the hell am I thinking?" I rubbed my temples "you must be busy with sothing very important, that’s why you didn’t feel any emotion. Maybe the doctor would have given you sedatives when she took the bullet from your body. Yes, that can be the reason that you didn’t feel my emotions... or maybe you were also feeling the sa emotions, and you were not able to distinguish between your emotions and mine. Yeah, that’s very much possible... you are my mate, and that’s the truth" I couldn’t help but tell myself again and again that we are mates... {but then why are things not becoming normal with ... Why does everything have to be so complicated?} I am feeling a ntal breakdown and want to be alone. "Let’s go ho."
I walked in the direction of the house while he still had not said anything... {even after accepting each other, he was unable to feel my emotions. What if the mate bond between us has also vanished, as happened earlier in Ethan’s case? How am I going to keep myself together this ti? Ethan was always an to , so I made up my mind that rejection happened for good, but Ryan is a different person. How will I be able to make my heart understand that he is also not the one for ?... god damn ... what am I going to do? I don’t think I can survive all this again, especially when I have already started imagining him in my future with }
Suddenly he took my left hand in his, turned towards himself, and pulled to him. I was not even able to understand what happened, but the next thing that I felt was his lips on mine. I was so shocked that I couldn’t react to anything. Slowly he started moving his lips around mine. His one hand snaked around my waist while his other hand went towards my neck. I felt as if my whole body was burning and begging for his touch, but I was still unable to move the tip of my finger. I can’t see anything because my eyes have already shut themselves, but still, I am very much aware of every action he is doing.
Ryan’s POV -
I don’t know why I did that but watching her doubting our bond was so hard that I needed to do sothing to prove that our bond was true. I moved my lips around hers and tried my best not to do sothing that would scare her off... {oh, co on, dude. The kiss itself is enough to scare her}. Her lips are so soft that I am afraid my facial hairs will bruise them, I am also afraid that my cheek will also bruise her cheek, but still, I couldn’t help but keep kissing her. I had to break our kiss unwillingly because of her escalating heartbeats. I was afraid that she would get another heart attack... {now, that’s a heavenly kiss. I am not going to forget it till my last breath.}
When I opened my eyes, her beauty caught my breath away, and my heart skipped a beat. Her face turned into a bright shade of red, and her lips looked more kissable than ever in this deep shade of pink, which made it hard for to stop myself from kissing the hell out of her. I was in a daze looking at her like this when a tear slipped from her eye, which scared . Her eyes are still closed while she is not breathing anymore... {maybe we seriously caught her breath away} ...
"Chicky", she didn’t respond, making more nervous "breath", I whispered, but she was still the sa. I wiped her tears using my thumb "love". As soon as I said this, she opened her eyes as if she had woken up from a daze "breathe, love" I can’t help but smile at her reaction. She started taking deep breaths and grabbed my hand, which was on her neck, from behind. While she is struggling with her breathing, she is looking directly into my eyes, and to my relief, only surprise and nervousness are written on her face... {we kissed our mate, and our mate is not mad about it} ... King is howling happily in my mind and for the first ti, it is not annoying .
As soon as I removed my arms from her, her feet gave up, and she was about to fall when I again snaked my arms around her... {what is wrong with her?} ... She was still looking in a daze. Is it because she was surprised? ... {maybe she didn’t think of her first kiss being like this. Shit, dude did you scare her?} ... "Are you alright, Chicky?" I asked her nervously. She is not looking toward now.
"I want to go ho," she said in a raspy voice. I nodded and was about to remove my arms from her "stop" she squeaked, and I looked at her in concern. She was still looking downwards. "Give a minute. My legs are wobbly," she whispered timidly, and I looked away from her to hide my smile from her. I cleared my throat... {Whooooooo}
"Sure, I am here," I said to her. She nodded but neither said anything nor looked at while. I couldn’t help but look at her.
"You can let go now", she whispered after a few minutes, but I didn’t remove my arms from her... {I can still hear her racing heartbeat, though}
"King can take you ho", I suggested, and she shook her head in panic. She took steps away from , and instantly my hands that were around her waist brushed her wound on the back, making her wince in pain while a painful expression crossed her face.
I went towards her and grabbed her shoulders. "Are you alright?" She nodded but didn’t say anything. Her lips are tightly pursed, which stopped her from screaming.
"I am fine," she said to , but her face still had painful expressions "these stitches are going to take so ti to heal."
"I told Shira to make that dicine for you, but she needed at least three days and many ingredients for it", I explained to her and can’t help but feel bad about it... {We should not have forgotten that she is not a werewolf. We should have been attentive.}
"Sorry, Chicky. When I found both you and Lily on the floor while your knife was inches away from tearing her neck, I couldn’t help but act on my instincts. For a second, I forgot that you are not a werewolf, and my push was four tis harder for you to resist" I apologised, and she finally looked in the eyes.
"I don’t want to talk about it" I nodded and removed my arms from her... {God, I am already feeling the loss of her touch... Is it love, Ryan?}
"King will take you ho," I told her, and she shook her head and said a squeaky ’no’... "There is no need to be afraid of him. He is not even capable enough to hurt you by mistake," I tried to assure her that we were not going to hurt her again... {Does she not trust ?}
"I am not afraid of him ... but for now, I don’t want to be around you or king," she said awkwardly, and her blush again beca clear.
"How about I will walk you ho?" she looked everywhere but now.
"I can go there by myself" her voice is becoming normal slowly, but her heartbeats are still nowhere normal ... {What if she got another heart attack? Shall we take her to the hospital?} ... King’s question made worry about her more. I think I should stay away from her for an hour at least. I don’t want to see her in the hospital again. I mind-linked Matt to take her from here and looked at her.
"Matt is coming here to take you ho. Go and take proper rest, and don’t forget that our talk is not over," I told her, and before she said sothing, we saw Matt coming towards us. He gave a stink eye and looked at aadhya’s arm that was in a sling.
"Piggyback ride or milo," he asked her, and she smiled at him.
"Milo, obviously", she is making damn jealous now... {I am going to teach that Milo a befitting lesson} ... yeah, sure, do that, and she will not even see your face again. Matt transford into Milo and lowered in front of her. Before she sat on him, I went towards her and lifted her in bridal style. She shrieked in surprise and grabbed my collar from her left hand. I smirked as she looked at in shock. I placed her softly on Milo and kissed her forehead.
"Take care, love," I said to her loud and clear. She tightened her hold around Milo’s hair while her eyes were fixed on . I turned away and walked in another direction, and I could still feel her gaze on .
"What is he doing to ?" I heard her whisper, which made happier... {don’t forget that we have matters to deal with. But first I wanted to talk to lily} ... King is mad from the ti he saw her with aadhya and is now adamant about talking with her on his own. Are you sure that you are going to talk to her? I can handle this matter... {no, I can’t believe her now. I have already told you before that I don’t trust her. Still, you tried to make her wolf my mate; now you have no right to interfere in this} ... this made shut my mouth.
Aadhya’s POV -
When I reached ho, I ignored everyone and directly went to my room and locked the door from inside. I was about to lay on the bed when I rembered the stitches on my back and my broken arm in front. I groaned in irritation because I didn’t know what I was even feeling. That kiss was so shocking but content at the sa ti. I can still feel the tingling sensation when his moustache brushed around my lips, I can still feel his bearded cheek brushing against mine, I can still feel his hands around my waist and neck, I can still feel his body wrapped around mine, and I can still feel the imnse love that I felt at that mont. I rubbed my forehead and tried to think about anything else, but I felt as if my mind had lost all its powers except to think about this kiss.
"This feeling is going to kill for sure." I groaned in irritation.
"As if killing you was that easy" I heard a very familiar yet unfamiliar voice from my back, and I turned around quickly towards the window.
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