Only I know how I stopped myself from asking him about the beast... {I don’t think he is the beast. If a person has the guts to infiltrate the royal pack in the presence of the royal king and kill a person, he surely is not going to be scared of a gun.} ...
"So, you experinted on a werewolf, and no one knows about it," I asked him in fake amusent, and he smirked proudly.
"Yeah, that family has no one" he started to explain everything from the beginning to , and I couldn’t help but feel that I am living my nightmares. He was so excited and proud about everything he did that he neither noticed my strained expressions nor saw attacking him. I got so mad at him that I grabbed him from the neck with one hand and hoisted him up so that his feet were not even touching the ground. He is struggling hard and scratching my hand that is on his neck, but I can’t see anything but red. His face is slowly turning blue, and he is gradually losing consciousness. Suddenly soone pushed hard, and I fell to the floor along with that scumbag Wilson, but I didn’t lose my hold on his neck... {He is not going to go alive from this office today}
"Leave him, Aadhya," I heard Ben’s voice, and soone grabbed my hand and tried to remove it from his neck. "Ansh, give that fucking shirt from that bag, or she will kill him". I could hear commotion around , but the only thing I know is that this man needed to get killed. Suddenly the familiar scent of Ryan invaded my nostrils, and I looked around frantically. Ben removed my hand from Wilson’s throat and stood between us with Ryan’s shirt in his hand. He extended it towards , and I deeply breathed his scent to calm my nerves. "Only his death can calm ," I gritted and lunged at him, but Ben grabbed in between.
Soone ca behind and grabbed tightly, and I growled at everyone in the room while Wilson was lying unconscious on the floor, "You dare to stop ."
"Shut up," Ben shouted at and released his aura. The people who were holding released and bared their necks to him, but his command didn’t affect ... {If that’s the only way to kill him, then I will do the exact thing}. I closed my eyes and mustered all my energy.
"Get out of my way" Ben gritted his teeth and his eyes were wide in shock. He bared his neck towards and fell to his knees. I went towards the unconscious Wilson and took my gun.
"Don’t do this, Aadhya," I heard Ben’s strained voice from behind. "Ending a life is not only about a single person. Please don’t do that" I turned towards him, and for a flash of a second, I saw the scene of the day when Chandra was lying dead on the ground and Ben was sitting beside her dead body, kneeling while hugging the king... {What am I doing? From when I started considering myself so almighty that I started using the command to kill soone}. I went towards Ryan’s shirt that I had thrown before and started taking deep breaths. After a few minutes, I cald myself and imagined myself taking all the energy outside my body. When I opened my eyes again, everyone was normal and looking at with shocked expressions.
"I..." I didn’t know what to say. I just commanded an alpha wolf and made things ssier for myself... {Not my mistake, though. I stopped myself from killing Wilson, and that is more of an achievent.}
"You should go and vent your anger on so punching bag," Ben suggested, and I agreed without wasting a single second.
"Don’t let him go from here. I knew you didn’t cut the call and heard our complete conversation. He is dangerous for every person that will co in his proximity." He nodded at this, and I went to the floor where the gym and dics were. Everyone seed to know here as I got many warm smiles and hi. I tried to look calm and replied to them with a smile.
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A week later -
It’s been a week that I have been suffering day and night from those super painful nightmares, and there is no one to help out. I tried everything that I could, but nothing helped. Even Ryan’s scent also failed in front of those nightmares. Everything that Wilson did with that werewolf family is so grueso that I cannot forget even a tiny detail about it. Whenever I think about it, I feel like I am the one he tortured. If he had not clarified that the wolf that he experinted on was a male wolf and the ti when he experinted was the ti when I was not even born, then I should have believed that I was the one whom he experinted on.
Nothing is helping in getting rid of those heart-wrenching imaginations that my brain is automatically doing on its own. Ryan called daily, and I knew that he knew that there was sothing that was bothering much, but he never forced to talk with him. It’s the sa in his case, too. I know that he is facing so very serious issues there. Many tis, every day, I feel so emotions very fiercely that are not mine. When I asked Ben, he clarified that those are Ryan’s emotions, and as he had accepted , I could also feel those emotions until Ryan closed the ntal bond between us.
Matt, Mia, and Jack are very busy, as their work is tripled without Layla, Ellon, and Ryan. Ryan specifically told them to raise the security of the pack because it is very likely for the pack to be attacked when its alpha is out for so work... and if we talk about dee, then I am thrilled that he is finally learning to mind-link from reed. He mind-links every day and tells about his day, but I can’t reply to him as I am a human. When Anshuman said to that Dee could mind link only because his wolf was extrely connected with , I was on cloud nine.
I was sitting in Ryan’s hidden room right now, trying to divert my mind from any thought related to those experints. I have played the guitar for so ti, and I am still not feeling tired enough to lie down a little. So, I got up and went outside the house. I love the nights... {you love a certain knight a lot more than these nights} ... I don’t know why my conscience is so eager to make rember that I needed to think and do sothing about Ryan’s matter soon... {hey, you didn’t deny that you didn’t love him this ti} ... because I can’t run away from reality, I do love him... {then accept him and tell Ethan that you have already found your mate. That guy is making sick} ... I am not going to tell anyone until I accept Ryan... {and when are you going to do that?} ... When the ti will be right?... {just do it before we die} ... I swear this conscience of mine is becoming increasingly taunting. I reached the gym and went inside the locker room. After that, I changed my clothes and went to the workout area. As I stepped inside, Ethan’s scent invaded my nostrils, and I groaned in irritation.
No one was in the gym as it was 2:00 am, so Ethan was working out and only wearing shorts. I went to the opposite side... {I am only interested in Ryan’s abs now}
"Hey, addy" I rolled my eyes and heard Ethan’s footsteps running towards .
"Hi"
"Can we talk?" It is the sa question he has been asking since he ca here. I gave up and looked at him.
"Say it," he was shocked by this, "Don’t act surprised. You are the one who wanted to talk with . Tell whatever you wanted to tell, and then don’t bother more." I knew I was harsh, but he had been more brutal with .
"Can you give another chance? I know that the mate bond is severed between us. That’s why we don’t feel those sparks or the sa attraction as before, but we are mates." I didn’t give him any reaction, and he continued, "It’s not only about . Think about yourself. You always wanted to be a part of the world you grew up in, and finally, you are getting a chance to be accepted here"... {Is he trying to pursue or make madder at him?} ... "Don’t think negatively. I am just counting the logical factors for both of us. If we accept each other, we can get what we always want. You will get what you always wanted, and I will also get what I want"... {yeah, yeah. I know... to be the alpha of blue moon pack} ... "And there is no need to deny that there was a ti when you used to like a lot"... {seems like he knew about your little infatuation about him} ... "Let’s go ho, addy," he said softly, and I took a deep breath.
"I heard everything you said. Now, I want you to not only listen but understand what I am saying, ok?" I asked him, and he opened his mouth to say sothing, but I cut him off. "First, mate bond is not severed between us. It was already broken a long ti ago; that’s why we don’t feel attraction towards each other at all" he again opened his mouth, and I again cut him off.
"Second, I no longer want to be soone that I am not. Whether soone accepts or not, I have accepted myself, and truth be told, I am pretty much aweso." I couldn’t help but smile proudly. "I accept that when we were teenagers, I used to have a crush on you because, let’s accept that you were good-looking, and alpha Borns always attract people attraction... this is in their blood" he looked relieved by hearing this ", but your bullying made lose interest in you within a month, and after that, I never wanted to like you. When you rejected , you gave the reason to stay far away from you. Now I don’t want you as my mate."
"But..."
"And unlike you, I am very clear about my decisions. I knew you wanted to be the alpha of the blue moon pack, and without getting your mate, you can’t take that position over, so I suggest you talk with alpha Ryan about this. He will surely find so solution for you," I told him, and I had already lost my mood for exercising. "I am going now."
"You don’t understand, Aadhya. Stella has already left because she found her mate; no other wolf will be going to accept as her chosen mate when they will know that I have rejected you. I didn’t have much choice than to plead with you," he shouted in irritation, which made angry... {damn this anger. Why am I becoming angry about these teeny tiny issues?}
"Did you want to be mad at you or kick your ass or give so very cool bruises to your face, or worse, do you want to kick you on your family jewels. The last thought is implentable, but I don’t want to end the family tree of alpha Aiden." I didn’t know why I said this all, but when Ethan fell on his butt, I finally noticed that my silver knife was pointed toward him, and a lot of energy was flowing in my veins. I took it back quickly and extended my hand toward him. "Can you please don’t do sothing that will not make do sothing stupid?" I asked him, and he was still looking startled.
"Why do you still have silver knives when you are not even the warrior of the pack?" he asked .
"These are called safety precautions. Talk with alpha ben about your problem of becoming the alpha of the blue moon pack, and don’t try to force or talk with again in this matter. I already have soone I love." the last sentence made him smirk.
"Loving him will not do you any good. He is not even accepting his long-ti girlfriend because he wanted to wait for his mate, so there is no chance he will even be interested in you" I gave him a tight-lipped smile.
"Thank you for enlightening with the information" I turned and walked out of the gym, and he again followed . "What do you want now?" I asked him in irritation.
"You didn’t deny that you love him," he stated, and I rolled my eyes.
"Because you were right, I indeed love him," I told him confidently and continued walking towards the house.
"Stop, Aadhya," he called from behind, and his nagging was actually making madder.
"What the hell did you want now?" I asked him and turned towards him.
"If you don’t need to give a chance, then it’s alright, but there is no need to live in false hope. I know you will not accept it, but I care about you. You were once my friend. That’s why I am saying this." He looks genuinely worried now.
"I am not placing my hopes on him. I am happy with my one-sided love" he nodded, and we walked silently for a few minutes. "How are the things in the blue moon pack?" I asked him, and he took a deep breath.
"All the ranking wolves have mixed feelings about being an alpha. Mr. Black even gave up his rank." this really shocked ... {Layla didn’t tell about this} ... "They are waiting for Beth to find her mate, and after that, they will leave our pack."
"And that’s all because you rejected your mate?" I can’t help asking.
"No, this is all because I rejected the girl, they consider their daughter. They didn’t think I was worthy enough," he explained, and I nodded.
"They are right though" He didn’t say anything on this, "So who is new delta."
"Rember the guy who had been the best warrior of our pack" I nodded at this. "He is our new delta. Greyson or grey," he told , and suddenly sothing clicked in my mind...
"Grey is not just a colour..." I couldn’t help but mumble in surprise, "Damn, gramma, your stupid puzzles. Can’t you give so information like normal people for even once?
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