The Outer God Needs Warmth Chapter 9

Hieronymus left, claiming he had work to do.

I wasn’t sure if it was to select soone to beco a harvester or to find soone capable of supplying with warmth.

So, I turned my attention to Joanna Smith.

Based on the setting, I expected to see sothing akin to European-style bread, but watching Joanna cook in the kitchen felt surprisingly different.

She brought a lump of dough made by grinding grain and mixing it with water, then baked it over a fire. It resembled naan, the flatbread eaten in India. Separately, she sliced cured at to fry and boiled dried vegetables with sauce.

It looked like a calorie-dense al, with a bit of fruit on the side.

Judging by its appearance, the fruit seed fresh. There must be a nearby source that supplies it.

Unfortunately, Joanna didn’t know how that system worked.

It would have been useful to understand their food supply, as that could factor into plans to increase harvesters in the future.

Food, space, and happiness managent—these are standard elents of simulation gas. What makes gas ideal is the absence of human flaws like embezzlent, slacking, or greed. It’s not that different from reality, just tidier.

To harvest more warmth, I’d need to increase the number of harvesters, using them to gather even more warmth.

Hmm.

That’s enough for now.

Rushing things can ruin even the best-laid plans.

Back when I was human, I wasn’t particularly bright. It’s unlikely that I, even now, could pull off everything perfectly.

A small part of my mind wandered to the idea of using infected, hosts, or followers as a sort of grid computing system to enhance my intelligence…

If it’s possible, I’d try it, but using just Rebecca Rolf and Joanna Smith hasn’t made feel any smarter.

If anything, it’s just noisier.

If the number of harvesters increases, there’s a chance I won’t be able to handle them all.

Hmm.

I’ll cross that bridge when I co to it.

As I was contemplating the future, Joanna entered the room with a tray of food.

She cautiously opened the door, stepped inside, and paused before walking straight toward .

Her mories still clung to her tightly.

She entered the room carefully, avoiding being noticed, just as she had always moved through spaces where people ignored her. It reminded of how street cleaners often go unacknowledged, even as they work right in front of people.

Now, she marveled at her elevated position and the newfound attention she received.

This pleasure is precisely what makes people in cults obsessed with climbing higher.

Humans are social animals. We find stability in social interactions. Recognition triggers rewards in the brain.

That’s why people often change when they gain higher status. Pleasure, more than pain, is what truly corrupts a person.

I’m curious to see what Joanna will beco as she continues to change.

But the dark-purple light within her doesn’t suggest a positive outco.

“Excuse , here’s your al,” Joanna said.

I glanced at the food she brought. It was a dish Rebecca Rolf had eaten before—nothing particularly special.

For , it was my first al in this body.

Knowing how to eat, I simply followed through. Yet, the taste was unlike anything I rembered. While Rebecca’s body seed accustod to it, the duality of perception—mine and hers—was strange and unsettling.

It felt like completing a daily quest. Does this an I’ll need to deal with bodily waste later?

If so, I’ll ask where the restroom is.

What mattered most was whether this food could provide the warmth I sought.

Despite being served hot, eating it brought no sense of warmth. The coldness within remained.

As expected, my need for warmth wasn’t physical.

If physical warmth could satisfy , I’d have jumped into a furnace long ago.

Still…

Isn’t this portion a bit large?

I ate less than half, yet I felt full.

Since I had no reason to force myself, I left the rest unfinished.

Joanna seed about to say sothing but hesitated. Her body tensed as her mouth opened and closed. It was as though she wanted to ask sothing.

“Do what you want, Joanna Smith,” I told her.

My words startled her so much that it was almost amusing.

Her heart pounded, and her faith and reverence surged with it.

Even so, she hesitated, repeatedly glancing at before finally asking, “What should I call you?”

Ah, we’re starting there?

Didn’t I already introduce myself as Rebecca Rolf? Is there a rule here against calling the na of a deity in vain? After all, making it easy to call upon a god might reduce their authority.

Ah, right.

I had introduced myself as the cold ocean beneath the depths that craved warmth.

No wonder she’s unsure. She wasn’t present when I used the na Rebecca Rolf earlier.

There’s no need to overthink this.

“Rebecca Rolf. It’s the na of this body, but I use it too. So, call by that na.”

“Yes, Lady Rebecca.”

Her eyes darted around nervously.

Joanna’s appearance now resembled sothing undead or demonic—a dark blue skin tone, with hair turning violet near the roots.

While Rebecca had completely turned purple in one go, Joanna’s original features remained partially intact, though faded and pale.

At first glance, Joanna appeared to be in her late teens or early twenties. However, based on her mories, she had looked like soone in her eighties before her transformation. A face worn by hardship often ages prematurely.

Now, she had been promoted to the rank of warrior of faith. In this cult, the priesthood and warrior roles followed separate hierarchies.

Her body and status had both improved.

I can’t help but anticipate how she’ll continue to change. Will she beco like those reincarnated or ti-traveling protagonists?

Soone who wields their desires freely, pretends to follow rules, and eliminates those they dislike.

That would be a truly ideal harvester.

Pretending to follow rules prevents them from being marked as an enemy of any group, increasing their survival rate.

Freely pursuing their desires ensures they’ll encounter others doing the sa, where their tendency to eliminate disliked opponents shines.

They kill, and their warmth flows to .

Heh.

It’s a sha that cults like this erode independent thinking, leaving mbers reliant on orders.

But Joanna is undeniably evil. Under orders, she’s buried people, drugged and destroyed others, and deceived naive newcors into joining the cult.

Of course, humans are complex. They can be good to so and evil to others. No one is purely one or the other.

Still, I choose to view only one side and judge accordingly.

Joanna quietly repeated my na several tis before looking at and speaking again.

“Did the al not satisfy you?”

Her oddly formal tone suggested she was mimicking soone else. Perhaps she was attempting politeness?

“You can speak casually,” I replied. “And the al was fine; I’m just full.”

Joanna blinked and gave a faint nod, as if she didn’t fully understand but chose to accept it anyway.

It’s true—Rebecca’s petite fra and sizable chest make it seem odd to eat such a small portion.

Still, I was genuinely full, so eating more wasn’t an option.

At that mont, the door to my room opened.

Hieronymus entered, accompanied by two burly n and a younger boy.

Joanna recognized one of the n as a warrior of faith. The other man, wearing similar attire, was likely the sa.

The boy, however, was bound in chains, his face and body covered in blood.

As Joanna jumped to her feet, Hieronymus gestured for her to calm down and moved her behind .

Then, Hieronymus knelt before .

“Lady Rebecca, as you requested, I’ve brought a sacrifice.”

At his words, the boy tried to rise, but the two n behind him forced him back down, gripping his head and kicking his legs to make him kneel.

A sacrifice.

Hieronymus was clearly indicating that this boy was ant solely for consumption, not so other purpose.

I wouldn’t refuse.

Turning resources into harvesters required energy, and I wasn’t sure how much longer I could restrain myself.

I rose from my seat and approached the boy.

His left eye was swollen shut, but his right, icy blue, glared at with defiance. Where had they taken him from?

The light in his chest was massive.

It radiated warmth.

Hope, optimism about the future, and the belief that he could survive were all present.

His physical state seed to have no bearing on the warmth within him.

I extended my hand toward the light in his chest.

As my arm cracked open, dark-purple mist flowed out and enveloped the boy’s light, swallowing it whole.

Warmth!

But only briefly.

The cold surged back almost imdiately. While far warr than anyone else I’d absorbed so far, the warmth didn’t last long.

The dark-purple mist seeped out. The boy’s chest now held a shriveled, blackened light—unlike Joanna’s transformation, which left her light dark violet.

This boy, Isitur La Planja, now had a crushed, black mass in his chest with only the faintest glimr remaining—a reminder that it had once been the light of life.

When the mist completely withdrew, the boy collapsed.

He was still breathing, so he wasn’t dead.

Through Joanna’s eyes, I saw Hieronymus watching and the boy intently, one man feeling uneasy, and the other standing indifferently.

The boy twitched.

Only for a mont.

As purple mist gathered around him, his body convulsed. Alien features sprouted from his face, his back swelled, and muscles expanded unevenly, leaving him grotesquely asymtrical.

Before his transformation could continue, one of the n behind him severed his neck with a blade.

The weapon, like the arrows from before, carried an ominous energy.

Instead of red, the boy bled fluorescent blue.

I watched as the blood on my hand bubbled and evaporated.

Ah, I see now.

This mutation wasn’t caused by my power being pushed into him. Losing all warmth while retaining light enabled him to wield sothing akin to my power.

The purple mist he absorbed wasn’t mine.

morizing this phenonon, I turned to Hieronymus and said, “Thank you for the warmth.”

In response, Hieronymus delivered a flowery reply, effectively saying, “You’re most welco,” with excessive verbosity.