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"Haaaah…" A long sigh escaped my lips as I stared at the rchant before .

"150 points. That's as much as I can offer," the rchant said, eyeing the mana core I had handed him. It was the sa mana core I'd obtained from that mana beast that attacked when I was searching for the Trinket of Destiny.

To think I've gotten this desperate.

"Fine," I muttered. He began etching sothing into the relic before him, working with the practiced ease of a seasoned swindler. After a mont, he asked for my student ID, which I read aloud from my ta-watch.

[Ding!]

[Credit!]

You have just received 200 points.

Total Available Points: 220 points.]

"…Nice doing business with you." He grinned.

And in that instant, I realized—I'd been scamd.

Nice.

Just what I needed.

I frowned, glaring at the fat bastard who wasn't even trying to hide his smug satisfaction.

But…

Sigh.

I guess I'll have to let it go.

Shoving my frustration down, I turned on my heel and walked out of his stall.

Damn it!

I still can't believe there was a ti I could leisurely spend a hundred points without a second thought.

"This is all your fault," I grumbled, turning to look at Nelia. She had been waiting outside, and the mont I stepped out, she rushed over, hooking her arm through mine.

These days, she preferred being visible rather than lurking unseen.

I think it has sothing to do with the essence she shared with .

"Oh, please… Don't tell you don't like having around. Or could it be… you actually don't?" she asked, narrowing her eyes. Her grip on my arm tightened slightly.

I sighed. "Of course not." My fingers trailed along her cheek. "Who else would I want to be with, if not my love?"

Lately, I'd grown smoother with my words.

Well, I had to—Nelia had started acting more like Selena these days.

"...Oh, shut up." She grabbed my fingers, rolling her eyes, before quickly glancing around. Then, without warning, she pulled into a nearby alley.

Well, not completely like Selena—if she were, she'd be a blushing ss right now after hearing those words from .

"Bend down a little," she ordered, stretching her arms out.

I did as she asked, and instantly, she pulled into a deep kiss.

But before I could take things further, she pulled away.

"...You know," she murmured, her forehead resting against mine, "the only reason I let you hang around Ariana is because I know she's the one who saved your life." She cupped my face, her gaze darkening. "Don't think you can fool . I see what you two do in those private training rooms, and I won't lie… I've had so stray thoughts about just castrating you."

A shiver ran down my spine.

Alright, a lot has happened these past weeks.

Like a lot.

For so reason, the exams were completely canceled, and everyone was admitted.

I won't lie—I got a little scared since that was a massive deviation from the main plot.

But a week passed… and nothing happened.

There was also Selena, who, for so reason, had beco even more attractive. Her hair was now pink, though whenever I tried to ask why, she would simply 'distract' —with her body.

Like.

We did it a lot.

A lot, to the point where it was probably a daily occurrence.

'I'm hopeless.'

I can't explain it.

It's as though a part of I never knew existed is surfacing.

After that day with Lucas, sothing changed within .

Perhaps it's the bloodline again, this ti affecting my behavior.

But…

… it actually feels good.

The only issue was making sure none of them caught with the other.

Well, I knew for a fact that Nelia knew, but I chose to turn a blind eye.

"Co on, it's not like—" I started to say, but she pressed a finger against my lips.

"You're turning more and more into a playboy… I just hope I won't have to resort to extre… asures," she purred before pulling into a deep kiss.

"What the fuck?! You kids actually have the gall to—!"

A scream.

I tried to pull back, but she didn't budge. However, I felt it—mana.

"... Now, that was good~" She grinned.

"… You just… killed him," I said. But the truth was, I didn't really care.

Why would I?

It wasn't .

It wasn't soone I cared about.

"… I had to vent sowhere," she said, grabbing my hand.

I glanced one last ti at the corpse lying in the middle of the road.

Tsk.

'Should I check if he has any points on him?'

That was the only thought in my mind.

"Let's go."

"…Alright," I finally replied, following her.

There was no denying it.

Sothing had changed within .

But it felt right.

I felt more complete now than ever.

Perhaps this was the real .

As for the issue of Ariana—who I now knew was Renay—as much as I knew accepting her was a mistake, and no matter how many tis Nelia tried to beat sense into , telling to forget about her… I couldn't.

I still wanted her.

After a while, Nelia finally gave up.

Well, at least, that's what I thought.

"Don't try to kill her, Nelia," I said for what felt like the hundredth ti.

"…Why would I ever do that?" she asked, but there was no sincerity in her voice.

I had the sa problem with Selena.

I just had this feeling that if I let things be, one of them might actually try to kill her.

I halted my march.

She turned to look at .

"Then promise ," I said, holding her hands. Students walked past us, but I paid them no mind.

"Promise you what?" she asked.

"That you won't harm her."

She only stared at , her eyes dark.

"…."

No response.

"I know what I'm doing is wrong. I really do. But… I just have this feeling that one day, I might lose everything. I love her, Nelia. I love you. And I love Selena. Yeah… I'm stupid, selfish—call whatever you want. But that's how I feel. I can't lose any of you.

This world can burn for all I care.

I just want you all to be safe.

So please… don't do it."

That was the truth. The most honest thing I had ever said.

But there was sothing else.

Sothing I hadn't told Nelia.

Lately, I had started feeling more… detached.

Detached from everything.

My only anchor, the only thing tethering to my humanity, was them.

When I am alone—when none of them are with —I feel this… coldness.

The world becos colorless.

"…"

She bit her lip, her eyes turning red before she pulled into a tight hug.

"Why did I fall for an idiot like you?! You're the biggest idiot in existence… Sotis, I just hate you," she whispered.

I said nothing.

I simply hugged her back.

I was changing.

I just hoped I wouldn't change so much that one day…

I'd forget who they were to .

....

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