At this mont, he finally realized how violently the woman in his embrace was trembling! Her complexion was terrifyingly haggard, her bright eyes were bloodshot, and her full lips were devoid of color, like a withered rose!
In that instant, he wished he could die from the heartbreak!
This was what he had brought to her, pain and nothing but pain!
"Yiliang..." He heard his own voice, as if his soul was detaching, uncontrollably speaking the words he most hated, "Stay away from ..."
"No... I won’t!" Mu Yiliang fiercely reached out and held him tightly, "Don’t think you can use this excuse to push away! I don’t care, I don’t care! Yan Sijue, I’m begging you, please don’t..."
Begging you, please don’t...
She was really reaching the brink of what she could endure! Why did he have to push her away, why make decisions for her! She didn’t care, she truly didn’t care! She didn’t care if he might hurt her, nor did she care what might have happened between him and the man on the bed, she only knew she couldn’t let go!
Yan Sijue slowly closed his eyes.
"Stay away from ..." He closed his eyes, slowly but firmly starting to push her, "I’ve been drugged... Yan Yaohao is sick, Yiliang, I’m no longer qualified..."
He felt as if he was looking down at this scene, watching his own lips parting, uttering these words.
So absurd, he thought.
Yes, so absurd.
At the beginning, the woman in his arms didn’t want him, he tried everything before she finally fell in love with him, but now... he was the one pushing her away with his own hands.
The more he loved her, the more he hated himself!
If there was even the slightest chance, he wouldn’t let go! But he knew he had reached his limit... he couldn’t control himself.
He could imagine how much she was suffering, all her pain magnified a hundredfold and piled onto him... but the pain was temporary, better than dragging her into that abyss.
There was a black hole in his heart, but she shouldn’t have to keep giving to fill it.
Yan Sijue looked at her desperate and pained eyes, his heart so numb with pain.
So you saw the black hole long ago, so you understand better than I understand myself.
But why did you jump in, why are you so foolish...
Yan Sijue slowly closed his eyes.
If only she hadn’t fallen in love with him back then, if ti could go back, he would never have disturbed her life!
Yiliang, I’m sorry.
I’m sorry...
"It’s AIDS." He heard his own voice, "I might have already been infected."
Mu Yiliang trembled violently, her gaze slowly focusing on his face: "No..."
It can’t be... This can’t be happening...
"Not might, but certainly." Yan Sijue spoke again, as if telling soone else’s story, "Yiliang, I’ve already been infected."
Mu Yiliang stood up abruptly!
She looked at him blankly, as if a fla was burning fiercely in her eyes!
"So you want to leave you? Just because of this ridiculous reason?"
The man stared into the void in front of him.
"This reason is not ridiculous at all."
"No, this reason is very ridiculous." Mu Yiliang truly laughed, "Yan Sijue, you underestimate too much! Do you think this will make retreat?"
He tightly pressed his lips together, unwilling even to et her gaze.
Suddenly, Mu Yiliang turned and ran!
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