Coming out of the dream, I walked down the forest path holding Lea's hand and returned to the village.
It was late after dinner, so I went to Lea's house to take her ho and squatted in front of her, making eye contact.
Next ti we go to the museum, I'll definitely take you, so you don't need to spy on , okay?
..?
Lea with her round eyes seems not to understand and tilts her head. But soon, as her mother's voice is heard inside, the child scampers off.
She looks back regretfully and waves her hand again. Ah, so cute.
Just as I was about to return ho, I suddenly rembered that I skipped dinner. It's eight o'clock in the evening. By now, the busy crowds would have thinned. Monica and I first arrived in this village at nine o'clock, so they should still be open.
As I go to the village square, it's quieter as I expected.
Uncle Augusto, enjoying so downti after a whirlwind of activity, sits at one corner of the restaurant drinking coffee.
As I wave, he sees and waves back.
I make a gesture of eating, and he laughs and gestures for to co in.
Sitting close to the square, I order a suitable nu item and rember Monet's words.
If it's not about making money, don't think about money from the start. Do what you want to do.
Of course, as soone who struggled financially for half their life, he didn't an to stop making money and just do what you want. It ans at so point in life, put aside thoughts of money and move. That's where happiness lies.
I rested my chin on my hand and looked at the square.
What do I want to do? What do I want to paint?
Others have things they want to do but move for livelihood.
Sadly, I dont know what I truly want to do.
No, in truth, what I really wanted to do was to take care of my family.
I've already accomplished that. Even if I can't live like the rich, it's enough not to worry about als and live in a good house.
I give my mother 3 million won a month for living expenses.
Of course, that doesn't include pension insurance, health insurance, property taxes, gas, maintenance fees, or communication expenses.
It's just money given to spend on food and clothes.
On social dia, it seems like there are countless people earning over a thousand a month. It's uncertain if what they say is true, but anyway, I earn more than them but can't live like they do.
How do they manage to drive sports cars, eat in fine hotels, and enjoy nights in swimming pools at sky lounges? When I simply calculate, I earn more than them. Were they born rich, able to spend more than they earn?
After paying comprehensive inco tax, health and pension insurance premiums, and deducting living expenses for the house, not much is left. Of course, there's enough to buy a bag for mom, but to live a life dining in hotels costing 300,000 won and enjoying pools, I'd need to earn twice as much.
Maybe, it's not about the money, but .
Even if I earned double, I probably couldn't live like that. I'm too timid, after all.
Anyway, every ti I give mom living expenses, she would say this.
"I only dread of spending a million won a month on living expenses. Thanks to you, my younger son, I'm living well in my later years. Thank you, son."
It's both gratifying and sad.
So modest was mom's wish.
Then, I sense soone nearby.
Expecting it to be the waiter with the nu, I turn my head, but unexpectedly, it's Monica.
"Monica? Are you just arriving?"
She's wearing quality clothes, but her shoulders are covered in white dust. She must be exhausted from managing and directing all day at the factory construction site.
Monica, looking a bit tired, fixes her disheveled hair.
"May I sit?"
"Of course."
I pull out a chair for her, and as she sits, she looks at the nu.
"Haven't you eaten yet?"
"No."
"It's nine already?"
"Better late than never."
"Ah, yes."
That's true.
Monica asked.
"What did you order?"
"This."
A hard-to-read Italian nu. I ordered without knowing what it was. There's a detailed description below, but it's in Italian, which I can't read. This city isn't for tourists, so there's no English nu.
Monica nods and says,
"You're not very hungry, I guess."
"Huh? I'm quite hungry."
"This is ice cream."
"........................"
Wait, did I order ice cream?
Seeing my baffled face, Monica, guessing the situation, smiles and says,
"How about seafood stew? Do you like it?"
"Ha-ha, anything's better than ice cream."
"Then let's go with this. Cacciucco, a stew with seafood, at, and vegetables."
I nod quickly, and Monica goes to the kitchen to change the order herself.
I'm impressive, ordering ice cream for dinner.
Returning from the kitchen, Monica sits back down and looks out at the square. Just a while ago, a few people were visible, but now none can be seen. Nights co early in a rural village.
Monica murmurs while gazing at the square.
"A village where nothing has changed. I like it, but will those returning feel the sa?"
"........................"
I understood imdiately what she ant.
The news of a factory coming to the village would have spread to those who left, through the words of the residents. She's asking how those who left for jobs will feel about the unchanged village.
"Isn't it good that it hasn't changed, your hotown?"
Monica looks at tiredly.
"Would you like a hotown you left because you hated it, even if it stays the sa?"
"................................."
That's true. They left not to earn money or chase dreams, but because they hated the town with no future.
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