DAMIEN’S POV - 1:30 PM
Damien checked the tracking app on his phone for the fifteenth ti in twenty minutes. They were at a café downtown. Still there. Talking.
What were they talking about? Was she confessing things to Julian that she wouldn’t tell him? Was Julian offering her solutions Damien couldn’t provide?
His phone rang. Marcus Reynolds.
"Mr. Blackwood, I have an update on the i Chen situation."
"Go ahead."
"The doctors have completed preliminary compatibility testing. The patient is responding well to the initial preparations. They’re ready to begin the Vitalis Radix treatnt protocol tomorrow morning."
"Good. Proceed as planned."
"Sir....." Marcus hesitated. "Are you certain you want to do this without Miss Chen’s knowledge? If she finds out...."
"She will find out. Eventually. And she’ll either forgive or she won’t." Damien’s voice was flat. "But her mother will be alive. That’s what matters."
"And if Miss Chen feels you’ve taken away her choice? Violated her autonomy?"
"Then I’ll deal with the consequences." He ended the call before Marcus could argue further.
His phone buzzed with a text. From Julian.
She’s crying. Not because of anything I said. But because of whatever burden she’s carrying. Damien, I think she needs professional help. Not just romantic support.
Damien stared at the ssage, his chest tight.
She was falling apart. Right in front of him. And he still couldn’t get her to trust him enough to let him help.
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ARIA’S POV
"My mother is dying."
The words ca out before Aria could stop them. Maybe it was Julian’s kindness. Maybe it was the weight of carrying the secret alone for so long. Maybe it was just exhaustion.
But suddenly she was telling him everything. Not about the mission....she wasn’t that foolish. But about her mother. About the disease. About feeling helpless and desperate.
"I’m so sorry," Julian said, his hand covering hers on the table. "That’s....I can’t imagine how difficult that must be."
"The worst part is that there’s potentially a treatnt. But it’s...." She stopped, realizing she was getting too close to dangerous territory.
"But it’s what?" Julian prompted gently.
"Expensive. Rare. Difficult to access." Not entirely a lie.
"Have you asked Damien for help? Financial help or....."
"No!" The response ca too quickly, too forcefully. "I can’t. I won’t. This isn’t his problem."
"Sarah, if you love him and he loves you....which he clearly does....then your problems are his problems. That’s what love ans. Letting people help you carry the heavy things."
"You don’t understand. It’s complicated."
"Most worthwhile things are." Julian squeezed her hand. "But I want you to know.....if you need help. Any kind of help. Financial, emotional, practical....I’m here. No strings attached. No expectations. Just....let help if I can."
The offer was so genuine, so kind, that fresh tears spilled down her cheeks.
"Why?" she asked. "Why would you help ? You barely know ."
"Because you’re important to my best friend. And because I can see you’re a good person in an impossible situation. And because...." He smiled slightly. "Because sotis people just need soone to say ’you don’t have to do this alone.’"
She broke down completely then, sobbing in the middle of the café while Julian held her hand and let her cry.
"I don’t know what to do," she admitted when she could speak again. "I don’t know how to save her without....." She stopped.
"Without what?"
Without betraying Damien. Without stealing from him. Without destroying the only good thing in her life.
"Without losing everything else," she finished.
"Then maybe...." Julian said carefully. "Maybe you need to trust that the people who love you will help you find a way. That you don’t have to sacrifice one thing for another. That there might be a solution you haven’t considered."
"Like what?"
"Like asking for help. Really asking. Not hints. Not subtle suggestions. But actually saying ’I need help and here’s specifically what I need.’" He paused. "Have you actually asked Damien for help? Explicitly?"
"No."
"Why not?"
"Because I’m scared he’ll say no. Or worse....that he’ll say yes but it will co with conditions I can’t accept. Or that he’ll,,,," She swallowed hard. "That he’ll find out why I’m really here and hate for it."
"Why you’re really...." Julian’s eyes widened slightly. "Sarah, what are you really here for?"
She’d said too much. Again.
"Nothing. I’m just...I’m just a maid. That’s all."
But Julian was too perceptive. She could see him putting pieces together, forming theories.
"Does Damien know?" he asked quietly. "Whatever you’re hiding.....does he know?"
"I don’t know. Maybe. I think...." She pressed her hands to her face. "I think he knows more than he’s saying. But he’s waiting for to confess. To trust him. And I can’t."
"Because you’re afraid."
"Because I’m terrified." She looked at him with desperate eyes. "Julian, I love him. So much it hurts. But I’m going to lose him. There’s no version of this where I don’t lose him. And I don’t know how to accept that."
Julian was quiet for a long mont, then: "You know what I think? I think you’re underestimating him. I think Damien already knows whatever you’re hiding. And I think he’s waiting for you to trust him enough to be honest. Not because he wants to punish you. But because he can’t help you if you won’t let him."
"What if...." Her voice broke. "What if he hates when he knows the truth?"
"Then he’s a fool. And not worthy of you." Julian’s smile was gentle. "But I don’t think that’s going to happen. I think he loves you enough to forgive almost anything. The question is.....do you love him enough to take that risk?"
The question hung in the air between them, impossible to answer.
Because taking that risk ant everything. ant confessing. ant trusting. ant possibly losing everything.
But not taking it ant continuing this slow torture. ant living in fear. ant never really having him.
"I need to think," she said finally.
"Fair enough." Julian signaled for the check. "But Sarah? Don’t think too long. Whatever’s happening with your mother....ti is a luxury you might not have."
The drive back was quiet. When they pulled up to the estate, Julian turned to her.
"Thank you for trusting . And rember.....you have options. You have people who want to help. You just have to let them."
"Thank you, Julian. For everything."
She got out and watched him drive away, then turned toward the mansion.
And saw Damien standing in the window of his study, watching.
Even from this distance, she could feel the intensity of his gaze.
She’d gone to lunch with Julian. Had cried. Had revealed things she hadn’t ant to.
And now she had to face Damien and explain. Had to decide whether to keep hiding or finally, finally trust him with the truth.
The choice was hers.
And ti was running out.
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