"Das? Are you awake?" Elena said, peeking from the half-opened door.
"Yes, I am awake"
"Can I co in?"
"Of course you can"
"Why is it so dark here?"
"Oh, sorry. I will turn on the light"
"No!"
"What?"
"No need to turn on the lights"
"Why?"
"It's okay"
I can clearly see everything but she can't.
She was walking towards the bed--she almost tripped because of the chair.
"I will turn on the lights"
I turned on the lamp near my bed.
The dim light illuminated the room. She was sitting on the chair, staring at .
"Are you okay?"
"Yes, thanks for the lights"
"Why did you want them off?"
"Because"
"Because?"
"Because...I will see your face"
What's that supposed to an?
Obviously she will see my face if the lights are on.
"What's wrong with that?"
"I don't want to see your face"
"....."
What?
"Huh? What did I just say...no! That's not what I ant. I was saying, I don't want to see your face right now"
What's the difference?!
"Are you angry about sothing?" I asked.
She shook her head.
"Then why do you not want to see my face?"
Elena stared at and said, "Can I...sit on your bed?"
"Go ahead"
Her face is a little flushed.
She sat on my bed...huh?
What's wrong with her?
Usually, she would sit beside , but she is sitting on the corner of the bed right now.
"What's wrong, Elena?"
She is acting weird.
"Das"
"Yes?"
"Have you ever thought about doing it with ?"
"Doing what?"
"You know...sex"
"Well...I have"
"Do you want to do it now?"
"Why are...you--"
"Das, it's the sa with "
"Huh?"
"I love you so much that when I am with you, I always have lewd thoughts about you.
"....."
"For the past few days, I have been acting too bold. I even promised to have sex with you on your birthday"
"Do you regret it?"
She shook her head and said, "I want to do it with you. I won't mind even if we do it now"
"So..."
"Hey Das, tell . When you are with , do you have lewd thoughts about ?"
"I...do"
"I see. So it's normal to have lewd thoughts about the person you love"
"Yes, I think it's normal"
"As you said, you have lewd thoughts about and I have lewd thoughts about you"
"Hmm"
"Nowadays, when I am near you, I feel like I will die if I don't touch you. I can't control myself"
"Hmm"
"Even now, I want to jump and hug you and kiss you and do many other things with you, but I am scared"
"Scared?"
"I feel insecure when I think that you might leave one day"
"Elena, how many tis do I have to say that? That's the one thing that will never happen"
"I know, but when I think like that, I feel so broken"
"Can I hug you?"
She nodded.
I hugged her. Her face was already teary, but when I hugged her, I could feel how much she was trembling.
"The reason you allowed to share is because you think that I might leave you one day, right?"
"Mmm"
She wrapped her arms around .
"Even if you didn't allow that, or now that you have allowed that, my love for you will never end"
"...."
"You are irreplaceable. No one can take your place"
"I am not that good for you"
"Didn't I say not to say that? If you ever say that again, I will stop talking to you"
"I am trying my best for you"
"...."
"I am trying my best to beco a better girl for you"
"...."
"I am also studying every night"
"You don't need to. You don't have to try harder. You don't have to study. You don't have to do anything"
"But-"
"You are fine just the way you are"
"I really love you"
"Yeah, I love you too"
She cald down after so minutes.
I can't bla her if she feels insecure. She is the one who allowed to be with other girls, so it's my turn to pay her back.
"Hey Elena"
"Hmm?"
"Let's get engaged once I turn 18"
"Wha..."
"You don't want to?"
"Are you fine with ?"
"It has to be you"
"What about Serah?"
"I will engage her later"
"What about your cousin?"
"I don't know"
"Why did you suddenly propose to ?"
"It's the sa for "
"Huh?"
"I also feel insecure"
"You don't need to"
"I can say the sa for you"
"It's different with . You already have other girls"
"You think I will leave you for them?"
"I don't"
"Then do you think I will leave them for you"
"Will you?"
"I won't. I can't do that, so make sure to hold tight"
"I am never letting you go"
"That's my Elena"
"Yeah, I am yours"
"Keep that confidence and never say those words again, okay?"
"I won't. This will be my last ti acting weak in front of you"
"I see"
She cald down.
"Hey Elena"
"Hmm?"
"How will we tell our parents about other girls?"
Elena was resting on my chest. She looked up and said, "Do we really need to tell them?"
"Well, we do"
They are family.
"We can keep it a secret. I don't think there is anything wrong with that as long as we both are okay with it"
"Fine. We will tell them when the ti is right"
"Yeah, there is still a long way to go"
"Where is mom?"
"She got out from the bath. She said she will call mom--"
Ring~~ Ring~~
Elena phone rang.
"Who is it?" I asked.
"I don't know. Let see...oh!"
"Who is it?"
"It's mom"
"Are they missing you already?"
"I will pick it up"
"Yeah"
"Hello, mom...what! But! Why?! No! No! I don't want to! Why?! No! Okay fine!"
"What did she say?"
"My dad is on his way to pick up"
"Why?"
"Selena ca ho. Mom wants to spend my ti with her"
"..."
Knock~~ Knock~~
"Elena, your father is here"
"Okay"
Elena picked up her bag and said, "Sorry, Das. I really want to stay but mom said I have to co back so..."
"It's okay"
There will be a next ti.
"Goodbye Angela"
"Goodbye. Take care on your way ho"
"You too. Go to sleep. Goodnight" my mom said, closing the door.
Sigh~~
In the end, I was excited for nothing.
I glanced around. The light orb wasn't there. It disappeared when Elena ca in.
I rolled on my bed for minutes, hoping to get so sleep, but I couldn't.
I am eting Selena this Sunday.
I still don't know how I should et her, but well, there is still one day left.
"I will practice tomorrow and--"
RIng~~ Ring~~
It's from Elena.
"Elena? What's wrong?"
[Are you free tomorrow?]
"Yes, I am"
[Can we schedule our Sunday eting to tomorrow?]
"Why?"
[Selena has sothing important to do on Sunday, so she was asking if we can et tomorrow]
"Okay. I don't mind"
[Thanks. I love you. Bye. Goodnight]
"Good night"
Dammit!
"Nothing happens as I want!"
And so, I am going to et Selena tomorrow.
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