The Heiress Carrying Chapter 105 - 106: The room clears

Chapter 105: Chapter 106: The room clears

Elara’s POV

Petrov was still standing near his chair, his face dark, his hands clenched at his sides. The other council mbers had begun to move toward the doors, but he did not move. He stood there like a man who had been told to leave his own ho.

"Your Majesty," he said. His voice was tight. "You cannot et alone with a man who has just been exposed as the leader of a seditious movent. It is not proper. It is not safe. The council should remain–"

"Lord Petrov."

I did not look at him. My eyes were still on Kaelen.

"Leave."

The word was quiet. But it landed like a stone in still water. The room went very still.

Petrov’s mouth opened. Closed. Opened again. His face went through several expressions, fury, disbelief, sothing that might have been fear. He looked at the other council mbers, searching for support. No one t his eyes.

"This is–" he started.

"I said leave."

The fury on his face was barely contained. His hands shook at his sides. For a mont, I thought he might argue. Might push back. Might force

to say sothing that could not be taken back.

Then he turned and walked out.

The other council mbers followed. Lord Harwick, his face unreadable. Lord Ashworth, pale and shaken. The clerks, gathering their papers, not looking at anyone. One by one, they filed out of the room. So of them looked back. I did not look at them.

Corvus was the last to go.

He paused at the door. Looked at Kaelen. Then at . Sothing passed between us, not words, just the particular communication of two people who had been working together long enough to have a shorthand. He did not ask if I was sure. He did not warn

to be careful. He just looked at , and I looked back, and he nodded once.

Then he closed the door.

The room was very quiet.

I was still standing at the head of the table. Kaelen was still standing where he was. Ten feet between us. The candles had burned low. The papers were still scattered across the table. The mask was still on the floor where he had dropped it.

Neither of us spoke for a long mont.

I looked at him. At his face, his hands, the man who had been my guard, my lover, my enemy, my Voice. The man I had dismissed. The man I had sent away. The man I had told to stay out of my sight.

"How long."

Not a question about the Voice. I already knew about the Voice. Not a question about the Rendered, or the etings, or the speeches, or any of the other things he had been doing behind the mask.

A question about her. About them. About how long he had been watching her from behind that mask, listening to him dismantle her kingdom while knowing her face. Knowing her body. Knowing the sound she made when she ca undone.

He was quiet for a mont. He could explain. I could see it in his face, he had the words for it. He had been constructing them for weeks, the argunt for why he did what he did, why it had to be this way, why the work was more important than.

But standing in front of , all of it went quiet.

"Long enough," he said.

"You were in my council eting" My voice was steady, but sothing underneath it was not. "You sat across from . You argued with

about water reports and grain allocations and–" I stopped. Took a breath. "And then you stood on a platform and told a room full of people that I was failing them."

"You were there. I saw you. Even in disguise I noticed you Elara."

The words landed. They landed hard. They landed the way truth lands when you have been running from it.

I did not flinch.

He looked at . Really looked at , the way he used to look at

in the dark, when the crown was off and the mask was off and we were just two people who had found sothing unexpected in each other.

"You know," he repeated.

"I have known for weeks." I stepped around the table. "I have been watching the arrests. Watching the council. Watching the rot spread through everything I was trying to build. I have been sitting in this room, listening to n tell

what I cannot do, while the city burned and my people were taken." I stopped a few feet from him. "I know I was failing them. I have known it for a long ti."

"Then why didn’t you–"

"Because I didn’t know how to fix it." My voice cracked. "Because I am young. Because I am inexperienced. Because I trusted the wrong people. Because every ti I tried to do sothing, soone was there to tell

why I couldn’t." I looked at him. "Because I was alone."

He said nothing.

"I was alone," I said again. "And then I saw you. In the crowd. At the eting. On the platform, speaking against , telling my people that I was failing them. And I hated you for it. And I also–" I stopped.

"Also what."

"Also knew you were right."

He crossed the space between us.

I did not move. Did not step back. Did not raise my hand to stop him. He stopped in front of , close enough that I could feel the heat of his body, close enough that I could see the shadows under his eyes, the lines around his mouth, the weight of everything he had been carrying.

I reached up. Touched his face. The face I had touched in the dark. The face I had kissed. The face I had watched sleep.

He leaned into my hand. Just slightly. Just enough.

"I missed you," I said.

"I missed you too."

I kissed him.

It was not gentle. It was not careful. It was the kind of kiss that happened when two people had been apart too long and were tired of being careful. His hands ca up to my face, my hair, my shoulders. My hands fisted in his shirt.

When we broke apart, we were both breathing hard.

"Co with ," I said.

"Where?"

"My chambers. We can’t do this here."

He looked at the door. At the council chamber. At the mask still on the floor.

"Everyone knows now.The voice," he said with a low chuckle.

"Yes."

"They’ll be waiting."

"Let them wait."

I took his hand and led him out of the council chamber.

The corridors were quiet. The guards we passed looked at us but said nothing. No one stopped us. No one asked questions. The palace had a way of going still when sothing important was happening, like it was holding its breath.

We walked fast. I did not speak. He did not speak. There was nothing to say. Not yet. Not here. Not in these corridors where anyone could hear.

My chambers were at the end of the hall. The guards outside stepped aside when they saw us. I pushed open the door and pulled him inside.

The door closed behind us.

The room was dark. The candles had burned out hours ago. The only light ca from the moon through the windows, silver and cold. I did not light any candles. I did not want light. I wanted the dark. The dark was where we had always been honest with each other.

He stood in the middle of my chambers, looking around. The room had not changed since he had been dismissed. The sa furniture. The sa windows. The sa bed.

"It looks the sa," he said.

"It is the sa."

"You’re not."

I did not answer.

He looked at . Really looked at , the way he had looked at

in the council chamber, but closer now, more intense.

"You look like you’ve added more weight."

"I don’t know" I said, my voice barely a whisper in the dark room.

He just stepped closer, his hands coming up to fra my face, his thumbs brushing over my cheekbones. His eyes searched mine.

"Then let

see you," he said. "Really see you."

He didn’t wait for permission. His hands moved to the clasps of my high-collared tunic, his fingers surprisingly steady as he undid the heavy fastenings.

As the fabric fell away, I felt a sudden wave of vulnerability, but before I could pull the layers back around myself, his hands were on the laces of my underdress.

I had bound my breasts flat with linen, a habit I had fallen into over the last few weeks to hide the changing shape of my body, and as he peeled the layers away, the linen bindings ca loose with a soft rustle.

The air in the room was cold against my heated skin, and I shivered, instinctively moving to cover myself, but he caught my wrists, gently but firmly, and pulled them down to my sides.

His gaze dropped, and the air left the room.