The Healer Banished From The Party, In Fact, Is The Strongest Chapter 20 - Narsena’S Regret

Narsena

According to Ralma-san words, Onii-san didnt give up just because he couldnt use his healing magic and desperately trying to get a new ability.

However, even with that new ability, Onii-san was told to be untalented.

Gh!

I imagined Onii-sans grief at that ti, I could feel severe pain in my chest.

Of course, that grief was nothing but imagination.

However, I had heard Onii-sans lantation when he was being oppressed for his lack of healing magic talent.

That was why I could clearly imagine Onii-sans grief.

Also, because I knew Onii-sans past, I also felt regret.

No, maybe its wrong to call him having no talent? After all, Raust learned about both magic power and ki in only a couple of months when other people would take years to do the sa. Maybe rather than saying he has no talent, a genius would be a better word for him? It was a kind of talent a magic tool craftsman would want to get no matter what.

While Ralma-san talking to herself in excitent, I bit my lips.

When Onii-san saved , I swore to Onii-san I would beco his party mber.

I thought that I would protect him one day.

But, in reality, it was the opposite, I was the one being protected.

Even so, I thought I was at least supporting Onii-sans heart.

Because Onii-san had beco brighter now I joined his party.

That was why I thought I could be properly of help for Oni-san.

But, now I couldnt believe that either.

But, even if that foolish disciple of mine is capable as a magic tool craftsman, that still says nothing about his talent or lack thereof as an adventurer. Then how can he gets that ability honestly, I dont know, one thing I know is its impossible for to imitate.

Ralma-sans speech had beco more heated.

It was a matter of course that Ralma-san was excited.

Onii-san had achieved that much.

He, who was said to have no talent, worked so hard and finally got the ability to stand beside the world-class adventurer.

How much effort did that need?

But every ti I rembered Onii-sans greatness, I also reminded of his self-hatred.

Now, I could understand why Onii-sans self-assessnt was so low.

He was called having no talent and was oppressed, so he worked hard only to realize he was indeed had no talent.

Nevertheless, Onii-san kept trying desperately.

From that, he was able to get an amazing power.

And yet, despite doing his best, nobody recognized Onii-sans effort.

How much did that hurt Onii-san?

That was sothing that I would never be able to understand.

But, even in that situation, I couldnt support Onii-san.

Knowing that fact, all I could feel was regret.

Rather than because not being able to do anything, I felt ashad of myself who thought I was supporting Onii-san without noticing that.

But well, that guy doing his best and reaching this far is all thanks to you, Narsena.

Huh!?

That was why I couldnt hide my surprise when Ralma-san casually told so.

Because of Ralma-sans casual comnt, I was dumbfounded for a while.

T-Thats wrong!

However, my mind imdiately restarted to correct Ralma-san unexpected misunderstanding.

The strength Onii-san got that Ralma-san recognized was unrelated to .

Despite this, Ralma-san believed that Onii-san got his ability thanks to , that was not sothing I could let pass.

No more of this please, Im not that shaless to be able to put up with the lie.

Even before I joined Onii-sans party, he already had that ability

That was why I try my hardest to deny Ralma-sans words.

Is that so? But that foolish disciple of mine beco much brighter like hes another person when hes with you right?

Eh

However, Ralma-san said that while tilting her head and drinking her tea.

That foolish disciple, you see, Ive taught him various things but even then he was still grumbling about wanting a companion all the ti I never thought once he got the companion he desired so much he would start getting carried away Honestly, thats gross.

Ralma-san seed to really feel grossed out from her distorted expression, at this point, she only stuffed her mouth with the sweets and barely paying attention to .

This was just the usual Ralma-san, that was why I knew Ralma-san didnt really aware of what she was saying.

Still, I started to think about what she just told .

Hics-

The mont I understood that I started crying unconsciously.

It was true that I couldnt support Onii-san in his most painful ti.

Still, Ralma-san in her usual deanor said that Onii-san beca brighter thanks to made realize that I was indeed supporting Onii-san properly now.

Hey, Narsena, about that guy huh? Why are you crying?

When Ralma-san noticed I was crying, she beca unusually agitated, even so, I couldnt stop my tears.

That was how much I was glad that I could be useful for Onii-san.

I *hics* habby.

Ahhh, what? What are you saying?

I frantically moved my mouth to tell Ralma-san my feeling.

But my words didnt reach Ralma-san.

For a while, I tried to tell her I was crying not because of sadness, but I couldnt communicate it well.

After looking at with a confused expression for a while, she sighed and then put her hand on top of my head.

I dont understand what youre trying to say, but its fine Narsena. After all, you bear Analestria familys na.

It was a misguided consolation, but those words were still enough to cheer up.

Yes, Im a proud mber of Analestria family.

With that thought on my mind, I made a vow.

Certainly, I couldnt help Onii-san at all when he was truly in despair.

But, I will beco Onii-sans support, if there is sothing that hurt him, I would definitely help him.

Hyesh!

With those thoughts in mind, I looked toward Ralma-san and nodded.

It was in a nasal voice and might not be clear, but I loudly conveyed my feeling.

Without being aware of one fact.

Ralma-san who was patting my head was looking at the wall of the room.

And when Ralma-san said Analestria earlier, a sound could be heard from behind the wall she was looking at