Warm… Comfortably Warm.
It felt like I was being cradled in my mother's arms and she was cooing to sleep or… just cooing , I guess?
"Hmmm Hmm"
"Hmmm Hmm"
I could actually feel the cooing feeling like it was realistically being sung.
"Hmmm Hmm"
"Hmmm Hmm"
Again, it felt like a beautiful tone was drifting too a dream far far away.
"Hmmm Hmm"
"Hmmm Hmm"
… Is it just or... Is this shit really happening?
I could actually feel my body slightly moving and sothing warm was holding on to .
Right now, my eyes are closed so I can't tell what was really going on… but the only thing I hoped was to not see sothing disturbing when I open my eyes.
"Hmmm Hmm"
"Hmmm Hmm"
Obviously the chances of that not being true was increasing dangerously.
So with the slightest bit of courage that I had, I opened my eyes.
...
...
Beautiful
…
Artistic
…
God's Creation
…
I don't know how to describe… her, but words couldn't simply describe the woma- being that my eyes saw.
Golden Hair, Vibrant yellow eyes filled with the purest intentions, a face without a mistake, a smile that could stop a war… no, stop any war and lastly her cleavage…
DAMN! ARE THEY HUGE!
Coming to this point, the fact that I thought such a thing made unconsciously feel guilty towards her. To think, that a being such as her was gazing at with such a love filled gaze and that one of the first things I did was… think lewdly of her?
What is wrong with !!??
I lowered my gaze in sha and looked away from her.
"It's okay."
A motherly voice said to as a warm hand touched my face. Her hands were large, larger than my head but she was caressing my head as if I was made of so fragile component.
Slowly lifting my head, I hear her say, "It's not a sin to think."
"Nothing, no being in all of creation is without fault and not are you."
"But that doesn't an it's anything bad, simply it makes you more special."
Special?
"Yes" She nodded, "It's your independent and honest choice of thinking that makes you special from us who only seek to make everything as they should be."
"So in that sense, you can say you are much more important than ."
Important than her? I definitely didn't feel like that.
Sohow though, I couldn't help but feel giddy hearing her say that. As if I was a child and she my mother just complented in the most uncomplicated way possible.
"So do not doubt what you think. This is safe place."
"You are safe here."
Those words unconsciously made feel more at ease. I don't how much more when I already felt like this is the safest place there was in the world.
Ehh?
It was at this mont when I realized a certain special thing.
First was I wasn't in the world… or anywhere for the matter. It was soplace distant. I was literally in nowhere; the whole space was white. There wasn't any walls or sky to be exact.
I couldn't see anything other than white.
Secondly and I swear this isn't my crazy fantasy.
I was actually being cradled by the woman.
LITERALLY!
Alarm bells rang inside my head as I felt myself heat up just thinking of being in such a situation. It looked like she understood what I was thinking as she laughed.
Not in a funny way but… a happy way.
Like she wasn't making fun of and was just laughing at the situation. Does that make any sense?
Because I certainly don't get what was happening.
"You don't have to be ashad of such a thing, in fact I feel glad to have soone like you in my bosom."
I smiled at her and finally said my first words since I ca here.
"Than- Thanks… my lad-queen… goddess. Buuut, can you… you know, maybe put down."
Surprisingly she pouted.
"I don't want to do that but since you asked I will."
Saying that she put down on the floor… which were made of clouds now that I noticed.
"There, and if you want to co back here again just ask, okay?"
I nodded and even though the offer was excellent, I was not going to do that. Seriously it was a tough offer to refuse.
"Before we continue, do you know where we are?"
I looked around again and shook my head.
"Do you know what happened to you before you ca back?"
I tried to think before this and it took soti before a certain disturbing mory ca back to . The mory of , clutching my chest as a heavy feeling suddenly ca over as I was bringing back the food.
Then just like that, I fell flat and… died?
I look to her in confirmation as she nodded.
...
Sohow it didn't feel as shocking as I thought would feel like, maybe I already had accepted the fact when I ca here.
"Do you want to ask sothing?"
I hear her and many things go through my head before I ask the one aningful question.
"What happens next?"
"Your next life happens."
"… Rebirth?"
She smiled at and this ti I felt curious at that.
"Not only that, but if you want I can send you to any world of your choice."
"Seriously? Can I ask why?"
"It's your reward for the smiles you put upon your fellow friends before you died."
I didn't understand what she said but as if understanding that she showed pictures, mories of the employees back at the company, my team mbers to be specific.
mories of helping them out and others before the final thing of them coming to my funeral and saying nice stuff about and such.
Seeing the short but heartfelt mory made feel very glad and I had to wipe out the tear that ca to my eyes.
After thinking for a loooong ti, I made my choice.
"I'm ready."
"Well then, tell where do you want to go?"
...
( After a while )
The perfect being was sitting upon her throne as another one sa like her but smaller ca to her with a worrying look.
"Mother"
"Yes, angel."
"You know the person you had recently sent to a world."
"That darling of a boy? What of him?"
"You made another mistake." Mother looked at the angel with confusion before being told what she had actually done. Hearing what she did, the beautiful face of hers paled in horror.
"Oh My!"
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