The Extra's Indifference Chapter 58 Descend

I got out of the bathroom after wearing my bathrobe and let myself fall to the bed.

Today's performance was more harder than usual and because of that, I was tired both physically and ntally. Though I was fine with being tired if it is to gain so feeling from Ilelia.

I couldn't tell what was her emotional state when I drained my blood for an hour because she was in butterfly form. However, I could guess what she felt like that.

Probably anger, sadness, pity and many more small emotions. She is a goddess after all, she can't ridicule my 'pathetic' action.

I thought that making her fall in love with would be too hard and ti consuming. So I decided to beco Ilelia's friend or sothing close to a friend. After that, I will think about seducing her but for now, I will settle with being friends with her. As even being friends with Ilelia is a hard thing to do, even if she is lonely.

After I fell to my bed, I looked at the ceiling blankly. I was waiting for the butterfly to disappear again like yesterday but it didn't.

'It seems she wants to observe more. Well, I can't do my experints while Ilelia watching like this.' I thought and closed my eyes.

I couldn't do a proper experint after taking over the necromancer's house. I planned to do many things to experint but troubles didn't stop following . Even right now I am surveillance of a goddess.

While I was thinking like this, my eyes began to get heavy and I was about to fall asleep but I heard footsteps.

'Probably Aria.' I thought and tried to fall asleep again. But I couldn't do that because I felt a hand on my head.

And I found this strange. Normally Aria would co and curl to my side to sleep, she wouldn't touch my head for no reason.

So, I opened my eyes to see who was the one that touched .

When I saw the person who touched , if my emotions worked properly, I would be shocked to death, because the one that touched was Ilelia herself.

She was sitting on my bed and was caressing my hair with gentle movents.

'Didn't she has so restrictions? Why did she even co here? I just tried to gain her pity but she descended into the mortal realm just because I drained my blood? Did I overdo it again? Probably I overdid it again, or else why would she co here and caress my hair like a mother who is worried for his son.'

I quickly evaded Ilelia's incoming hand and got up.

I bowed to Ilelka with a polite smile and said:

"I am happy to see you my goddess but can I know the reason for your descent into my room?"

Ilelia showed a polite smile.

"You looked like you won't co to my church for the ti being, so I co to you instead."

'Is she crazy? Does she not have any pride in being a goddess? Nope, she had it when I t her.'

I looked at Ilelia with a worried expression.

"Are you okay, my goddess? Descending into the mortal realm must be hard for you."

Ilelia's lips twitch for a mont but she maintained her smile.

"I don't need your worry, as I didn't pay a heavy price. Think of this body like a doll. I can speak, hear and touch but can't use my divinity."

'So she can do sothing like this. Can all divine beings do this?'

I wore a relieved smile and opened my mouth.

"I am relieved to hear that my goddess but please don't do anything rash like this for no reason. I was going to your church on my free day."

"Is that so? Well, it can't be helped." Ilelia said with a doubtful expression.

"Anyway, I ca here. So let's talk."

"What are you curious about the incoming disaster, my goddess?"

Ilelia directly pointed at .

"I am curious about you. Can you tell about yourself?"

'Whopss, I can't even tell her a single lie. How should I have answer this?'

"What!? ? Really?" I asked with both happy and curious expression.

"Yes. I am curious about you." Ilelia said with a smile.

"What are you curious about , my goddess?"

"Your life. Can you tell about your life?"

"I don't know how to explain my life, my goddess but I will try." I said and took a deep breath.

"I was an orphan until the age of 8 and was adopted by Count Ceurie to beco a family asset. I have a step-sister which is the sa age as and she loves , uhmm, a bit too much than necessary but I am okay with it. I have a maid who likes to take care of and sleeps with because it is comfortable to sleep with her. It is just sleeping, nothing more." I said hesitantly and looked at Ilelia to see her reaction.

She was looking at with a calm expression, which is strange. I thought that she would show disappointnt or sothing close to that.

"So you don't know your real parents. Then when did you know the forbidden knowledge? I thought that you learned from your parents."

After receiving Ilelia's question, I used my right to remain silent because I couldn't co up with an answer that will make her misunderstand my situation.

Ilelia showed a gentle expression on her face after seeing that I didn't any intention to answer her question.

"You don't have to answer it if you don't want it." Ilelia said with a smile and gestured for to co to her side.

'What is she planning? I thought of seducing her but it seems like she too is trying to seduce or else why would she act like this? Is she trying to elicit so information from because I acted like a suicidal maniac?