"I'll end up fucking you… hard. That's the answer, silly."
I pondered about his words overnight, puzzled at what he truly ant.
After Samael dropped those words, he broke the foreign atmosphere building up between us. He told he will take a walk and would co back.
With that being said, he left without looking back. Internally, I hoped he wouldn't return.
And he actually didn't.
At first, it relieved I could rest peacefully without him around. I haven't slept for a day and my body craved for rest.
However, even without him around, I wasn't able to sleep properly. In the end, I spent another night contemplating about my life.
When Samael, the Duke, ca into my life, I felt constantly looking over my shoulders. Not to ntion, he introduced with these foreign emotions I've never experienced before.
Also, speaking vulgar words I've been hearing in the past.
"Fuck hard?" I murmured, tilting my head to the side as I recalled his words.
Didn't he already fucked my life that night? Does he an he would make it even worse than it already was?
From my limited knowledge, that term was a swear word I'd often hear. But, even when I knew it was a swear word, he made it sound… so pleasant?
"Oh, Lilou! What are you been mumbling?"
As I was deep in my thoughts, Old Olly snapped back to the current lapse.
I blinked my eyes, shaking my head lightly as I turned my head to Old Olly's figure. There, she was approaching us while the children were busy doing the simple activity I learned from the main town.
As usual, Old Olly was bearing a grin that made it hard to see her eyes. When she arrived in our vicinity, she bead another bright smile and darted her gaze from the children to .
"Are you alright, Lil?" She asked, still had her bright smile on her face.
"Yes, Olly. I'm just…" I paused, hesitant to confide in her.
"Just…?" asked old Olly, tilting her head to the side.
"Ahem!" I cleared my throat, standing up from the log I used as a bench.
"Old Olly, do you have a minute? Sothing is baffling and you might help ."
With an awkward smile, I raised my brows and cast old Olly a knowing look.
Old Olly stared at for a mont before she nodded without a word. With that, Old Olly and I distant ourselves from the children.
"What is it that's baffling our smart Lilou?" asked Old Olly, not beating around the bush.
I could feel her strong curiosity about my 'dilemma'. Simultaneously, I also felt her desire to help if she could.
I pursed my lips in a thin line, clearing my throat once again.
"Old Olly, what does it an when soone says; I'll fuck you hard?" I asked, staring at Old Olly curiously.
Upon hearing my question, Old Olly's smile slowly faded as her wrinkled forehead creased even more.
"I an, when soone already ruined soone's life and said that… does that an that person will make the other person's life even more miserable?"
Even I was confused by my question. However, I didn't want Old Olly to think I was in that situation.
As Old Olly contemplated about my question, I waited at her response patiently. Old Olly was a wise woman.
Despite being a peasant, Old Olly was not illiterate. She was like a mother to when my father passed.
Therefore, old Olly might enlighten so I could prepare myself for what's to co. The Duke was unpredictable and his words were sotis vague, and sotis he was overly blunt.
"Hahaha!" After a long mont of silence, Old Olly chuckled as she clapped her hands.
Seeing her reaction, I furrowed my brows in puzzlent. Wasn't this an alarming situation?
Well, we all suffer an awful life. What else could we peasants do but laugh our situation off?
"Lilou, did soone say that to you?" Old Olly asked, her tone was as carefree as ever.
"No!" I quickly denied. "It was soone I know from the main town."
I lied. I didn't want to worry Old Olly or everyone once I told them about my numbered days.
"Ohh…" Old Olly nodded in understanding. "I think you misunderstood, Lil."
"Huh?"
"That word is often used as a swear word, but its aning is different." Old Olly explained, but it didn't clear up my puzzlent.
"I think the person who said that wants to do what husband and wives do."
Old Olly added. Yet, nothing she said made sense to .
"What husband and wives do?" I repeated in a questioning tone.
Did she an working in the field together? Most of the farrs were husband and wives helping each other.
"Haha! Oh, Lilou. You're as innocent as the children." Old Olly chuckled, shaking her head lightly before raising her gaze back to .
"That person who said that to your… friend, fancy your friend."
In simple words, Old Olly summarized her explanation.
"Fancy her?" I repeated, suspicious of the explanation.
His Lordship said he liked . However, I knew he truly ant he liked to eat , literally.
"Let tell you, Lilou. Never agree to it. n will tell you all flattery to get what they want. Once a child is involved, they disappear without a trace."
After Old Olly's waves of chuckles, she looked at . Her usual gleeful expression turned solemn as she stated.
"It's not !" Yet, I could only focus on the fact she still thinks it was !
"Alright, alright. But if it happened to you, never submit to lust. So people might take advantage of your innocence."
Still bearing the sa tone, Old Olly warned. I furrowed my brows as I discerned her seriousness in her remarks.
"Lust?"
"Yes. You will feel it once the ti cos. It is a potent emotion that could have a bittersweet ending."
I pursed my lips in a thin line as I exchanged gazes with old Olly. After a beat, I nodded and Old Olly placed her hand over my shoulder.
"You're at the aged, Lil. And you're body will soon crave for soone to explore it. Don't fall for temptations."
She added, nodding with resolve.
I didn't respond until Old Olly returned to the field.
Temptations.
Lust.
Explore.
I felt like Old Olly just made it worse for to understand. Obviously, I knew what she ant.
However, considering my situation, I couldn't recklessly hop into that conclusion.
The Duke was indeed tempted to eat right away. He's a vampire and surely lust for blood. Perhaps choosing ant he wanted to explore his taste buds?
Although he told his reasons for choosing , that didn't change my situation. My life and death were still in his hands.
"I'll end up…"
Suddenly, Samael's last words last night crossed my mind. Imdiately, the mont I recalled his tone, and how his fiery breaths felt in my ear caused my face to heat up.
"Wake up, Lilou. Perhaps, old Olly just said that because she didn't know the entire story." I mumbled, slapping my cheek lightly as I shook my head.
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