I lay there.
Breathing was difficult. That is the most idiotic thing about returning—having to rember how the lungs pump air all over again. The whole process felt like so aningless and exhausting chore. Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale.
I spent two days in that cave before the rhythm of breathing beca automatic.
A girl sat nearby. She was constantly writing sothing in a notebook, and whenever I opened my eyes, she would start talking. At first, it was just noise. A collection of aningless sounds that flew past my ears. She saw my confusion and changed her timbre, changed her intonation, switched to other dialects. One language, a second, a fifth...
Finally, sothing clicked in my head. The sounds began to turn into aning.
"Do you understand ?" she asked.
I couldn't answer. Too complicated. I simply blinked.
A new feeling was sparking inside . Sharp, angry, demanding. I wanted to eat. That was the only thing that mattered in my empty head. The girl understood without words. She placed a bowl of sothing hot in front of . The sll hit my nose, and not knowing what to do with my hands, I simply dipped my face into the food.
Another day passed. The girl began pointing a finger at her chest, insistently repeating the sa word:
"Mira. Mira. MI-RA."
I looked at her, trying to force my tongue to obey.
"Mi... ... ra..." I squeezed out. My voice was hoarse and foreign.
"No. MI-RA."
"Mi... mi... Mira..."
She smiled. A real, warm smile.
"Yes. Yes, that's right."
I looked at her and felt that the na "Mira" was pulling so other threads in the darkness of my mind. But as soon as I tried to tug on them, a dull ache started in the back of my head.
Mira, I thought, closing my eyes again.
I tried to stand up.
My brain gave the command to my legs, but space decided that was too boring.
POP.
I teleported two ters forward, exactly where I wanted to step. I lost my balance, flailing my arms...
POP.
Another relocation. I was being tossed around the cave like a ball in a locked box until Mira caught
by the scruff of the neck and laid
back down.
An hour later, she put a so kind of elastic ball in my hands.
"Squeeze," she commanded.
I squeezed. For a long ti. For probably two hours, all I did was fight this rubber. At so point, my fingers flooded with a strength I couldn't control.
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CRACK.
The ball burst, splattering my hands with so sticky junk.
I tried to stand again. A step—and the world tilted dangerously. To keep from falling, I instinctively propped myself up with streams of wind, creating invisible crutches. Thus, balancing on air cushions, I took my first honest step.
By the next morning, I could already walk ten ters without slamming into a wall or jumping through space. A day after that, I was swinging my arms with all my might, returning the mory of movent to my muscles.
Mira suddenly threw sothing red at . I reacted on pure reflex—I caught it. But the mont my fingers closed on the object, it burst with a nasty squelch. It seed I still had problems dosing my strength.
Later, she brought
a lump of raw clay.
At first, I just kneaded it, not understanding what to do with this mud. But Mira sat next to
and started showing
how to mold a human figure.
A day passed, and sothing woke up inside . My hands moved on their own. I knew how to press, how to pull the form, how to work out the details. It felt as if I had done this thousands of tis. My fingers rembered what my head had forgotten.
I sculpted all day, forgetting about food and sleep. And when I finished, warmth and joy suddenly flooded ... I grabbed the figure and ran to Mira. I pointed a finger back and forth between her and the clay doll.
"This is... you!" I squeezed out, beaming with pride.
I had sculpted her. Every fold, every lock of hair.
Mira smiled—the way people only smile at those closest to them. She hugged . We sat like that for a long ti, maybe five minutes, and I felt her calm, living warmth.
Then she pulled away, touched my cheek with her palm, and looked into my eyes.
"I have to leave, Zen. I need to finish so business. Wait for
here. Don't go anywhere."
I nodded obediently.
I lay there and waited. There was absolutely nothing to do in an empty cave, so I entertained myself however I could: playing staring contests with the sun. But I lost every ti. That arrogant yellow spot in the sky never blinked first, and my eyes would start to water.
Sotis I created a water lens out of the air and looked into it like a mirror. The reflection was frightening. So stranger was looking back at , a guy with black hair and impossible eyes, but I felt no connection to him. It was as if I were just a spectator trapped in soone else’s body.
Every morning I woke up with the hope of seeing Mira, but she wasn't there. It was becoming lonely. To keep from going crazy, I took up the clay again. I sculpted everything I could see from the mouth of the cave: a crooked tree on the slope, so beast running past... My fingers lived a life of their own, creating a miniature world of mud while the real world remained closed to .
On the third day, she returned.
Mira didn't waste ti on greetings. She simply dropped sothing very heavy at my feet. A massive volu bound in old leather. The Book of Oblivion.
"Place your hand on it," she ordered curtly.
I obeyed. The mont my fingers touched the cover, I felt it: the book was alive. It didn't just lie there; it demanded. It wanted my mana, my essence, to open the locks. I gave it what it asked for.
The world exploded.
The book flooded with a blinding yellow light. I scread, but there was no sound—only radiance bursting from my mouth and eyes. Glowing yellow lines crawled up my arm, sinking under my skin like white-hot threads.
And it began.
I was overwheld. I wasn't just seeing pictures—I was living other lives. Thousands of lives. Thousands of nas I had once carried.
A second—and I am unbearably sad, mourning soone on a snowy field. A second—and I feel good, I can taste pancakes and the warmth of soone’s palm. A second—and rage burns
from the inside; I want to turn everything living to ash.
The yellow light of mory was suddenly replaced by a thick black fog. Darkness and Light—the two began to battle inside my head, replacing each other every second. Yellow. Black. Joy. Death.
When the madness ended, I simply collapsed onto my back. My body was trembling, my lungs were burning, and the hum of a thousand voices still rang in my ears.
I raised my hand, examining my fingers. The yellow lines were slowly fading, sinking beneath the skin.
"Who am I?" I whispered, staring at the stone vault of the cave.
I rembered everything. And at the sa ti, I rembered nothing. Now I knew I was Zenhald. I knew I was Greg. I knew about Alexia, about the mannequins, about the curse, and about tens of thousands of deaths behind .
But amidst this entire avalanche of information, I still couldn't find the answer to the most important question.
"Who am I, really?" I asked Mira, but my voice drowned in the silence of the cave.
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