gan's POV
I was shocked when I saw Ashton climb out of his car, and I felt so guilty that I didn't invite him for the family day of my son. But when he smiled at , I knew that everything would be fine. But I couldn't stop my heart from beating so fast as we drove away from my place as I was anticipating Gael's reaction the mont he would see Ashton with us, but he couldn't stop from loving Ashton, and he knew I could never love him in the first place.
I was silent for a while as I listened to my son talks with his dad. I couldn't stop smiling as I realized how happy he was to have his father. I can't deny Axel is not the only one feeling so happy right now, and I felt my throat dry as I looked at Ashton with his black slacks and buttoned-up shirt, and he always looked so neat, and I know that was one of the things why I beca so attracted with him. And, of course, he still looked so handso as ever.
"Hey, don't worry, gan, everything will be fine, and I am sure he will get angry, but it is about ti he should know about us; we can't hide our relationship forever, and I want everyone to know we are together once again," Ashton said when he peeked at , and I felt so happy.
I smiled when I found Axel was sleeping on his seat, and he must be so sleepy since he woke up so early because of his excitent. Now I know why he wanted to take a bath early, and it was because his dad was coming, and I couldn't believe Axel never told he invited his father, and I could tell he was afraid if I would say no.
"I know, Ashton, but I don't want to hurt him," I responded.
"Yeah, but you are still going to hurt him, g, you can't love him back, and that is what he ever wanted ever since you ca into his life, and I think that is why his longti non-showbiz girlfriend broke up with him." He declared, and I was shocked about this information.
"Really? I haven't known anything about the reason why he broke up with his long-ti girlfriend, and he only said it didn't work out when I asked him if he has a girlfriend." I mumbled.
"Well, I only heard the rumors, and I didn't give any attention to it since I never expected you to beco so close with him." He said, and I felt glad I couldn't feel any bitterness in his voice, and I could tell he was only telling what was on his mind.
"I felt so thankful you didn't fall in love with him, gan." He mumbled, and I smiled as I shook my head.
"It will never happen, Ashton, and you know why," I responded imdiately, and he took my hand and brought it to his mouth, and he kissed my knuckles.
"Of course, thank you, gan, for loving all through these years." He declared.
"I couldn't think of myself loving anyone else, Ashton, and I know it will always be you," I responded, and his smile broadened.
I woke up Axel the mont we got inside the school grounds, and I could feel the hamring of my heart the mont I saw Gael. Ashton took my hand, and he held our son in his other hand, and I could see how Gael's face fell. Then I could see the anger on his face when he asked why Ashton was with us, and he looked at on our intertwined fingers for a long ti while I could see the pain that registered on his handso face, and I knew I needed to speak with him alone, and I need to tell him the truth.
Ashton told he would speak with Gael, and as I took my son to the registration area, I couldn't stop feeling so worried, and I released a sigh of relief when I saw Alice coming into our way as we fell in line for the registration.
"Hey, I am sorry I am late," She said, and I could tell she was walking so fast since she was still panting.
"It is okay; the registration just started," I responded.
"Why do you look like you are not attending a family day? I could see the worried expression on your face. Does it an none of your lover boys ca?" She asked while she was smiling at .
"You are wrong, Alice, they are both here, and they are still talking," I responded, and her eyes got so big.
"No, way! How co Ashton knows about the family day?" She asked.
"Axel invited him," I whispered, and I felt glad Axel was already running on the playground with Kim.
"Wow! I think this is going to be the best Family Day ever," She responded while my face fell.
"How can I enjoy this day, Alice, knowing I will be hurting, Gael?" I asked.
"Hey, you can't forever hide your relationship with Ashton, gan, and I think it is for the best, and maybe, Gael will listen to Ashton, and he will understand, but I could tell you need to speak with him alone." Alice declared.
"I know, but I am aware there would be no words that could make him feel better, Al; I will still hurt him at the end," I replied.
"Well, that is life, gan. We can't deny it will not always be a sunny day, and I think it is about ti Gael should accept the truth that he can never have you." Alice said.
I was speechless until it was our ti to register our nas, and I smiled when I wrote Ashton's relationship to Axel, and I couldn't stop writing in bold letters the word FATHER. What can I do? I am proud he is the father of my child. And I put aunt for Alice and Uncle for Gael.
I felt so happy that Ashton is back in my life since I know if he is not around, I will be thinking about him the entire day as we celebrate the family day. We found our table as we waited for the others to fill up the registration, and I felt so worried when I saw Ashton coming towards us alone. I wondered what happened to his conversation with Gael, then I released a sigh of relief when I saw Gael walking towards us, and I knew I needed to deal with this now while the activity hadn't started yet.
"Ashton, can I talk with Gael for a mont?" I asked my boyfriend, and he nodded his head while he gave a reassuring smile.
"Of course, g, I was also thinking the sa thing." He responded, and I couldn't believe so of the parents ca near Ashton right away to have a picture with him. He gladly said yes while he told them he wanted his son to be with him, and I could see the surprised look on the parents' faces as they realized Ashton was Axel's dad, and I felt so happy that at last, no one would ask my son where his father is.
I et Gael halfway, and I know Alice will be there if the program starts, and I am not yet finished talking with Gael. I could see the pain on his face right away, and I wanted to do sothing to make him feel better, but I realized the only thing that could make him happy was if I were his girlfriend, but I couldn't give him what he wanted because my heart belonged to Ashton.
"Why, g?" Gael asked right away when we found an empty classroom where we could talk without interruptions.
"I am so sorry, Gael," I said, and I could feel my mouth is trembling.
"Sorry? gan, I don't know what is going on with you, but you can't be with Ashton; I don't care if you will not have as your boyfriend, but you can't have him back. Have you forgotten what he had done to you?" He asked, and I could feel the disappointnts in his voice.
"I am telling you, gan, he will only hurt you again, and you should stay away from him while it is still early. I don't want you to get hurt again, g." He said.
"Gael, I understand what you an, but please listen to . I know Ashton hurt , and for eight years, I suffered, but I couldn't stop my heart from loving him, and he will always be the only man I love." I said.
"That is craziness, gan; wake up!" He shouted at , and this was the first ti I saw Gael so angry, and I took a back step since I suddenly felt scared of him.
"I am so sorry, g, I don't an to scare you, you know I will never hurt you, I am just too hurt that I have been so in love with you for the past eight years, and I broke up with my non-showbiz girlfriend because of you, and I only ended up with nothing." He said as he moved closer to while I continued to walk backward until I hit my body on the wall, and the next thing that happened shocked when Gael was kissing , and I tried to stop him, but he was so strong.
"Let go, Gael!" I shouted as I tried to push him away from .
"I will never let Ashton have you, g, you are only mine, and I will do everything I can to make you mine." He said while he was holding my arms, with force, he was hurting .
"Gael, please, let go," I begged.
"No, I know you will only co running to Ashton, g, I am losing my fucking mind because of you, and my jealousy was killing ." He said as he took into his arms.
"Gael, please, let go," I pleaded, but he continued to kiss with force.
"What are you doing, Gael? Let gan go!" I could hear Ashton's booming voice, and I felt so happy that he ca, and I couldn't believe Gael would do sothing like this to , but Gael didn't budge.. The next thing I saw, Ashton pulled him away from , and they were throwing punches on each other, and I could see they were fighting nonstop while I was shouting at them to stop even if I could feel my entire body was shivering with fear.
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