Ashton's POV
"Did you ask permission before you pick up those flowers from the garden, Ashton?" gan asked after she took the flowers from my hand, and I could feel the sparks the mont her skin brushed with mine, and I could tell right away, she is definitely the only woman for because I have never felt this kind of connection with anyone, not even with Claire.
"Of course, I always have my ways, g, and you know I always use my charm with almost everything that I do, anyway don't worry, gan, I got those flowers in good faith, the gardener was pleased to give them to since he knew that I am on my way of winning my girl back," I said with confidence. I smiled when I saw her blush again.
"I am sorry, but I cannot invite you in because we are on our way sowhere." She said, and I could tell they would have their next activity, and she didn't know I had a spy, and it was her best friend.
"Can I join you?" I asked, and she quickly shook her head.
"I don't think it would be a good idea, Ashton, and I ca here because I wanted to relax my mind and body." She replied.
"Why, g, did I make you feel restless?" I asked as I moved closer to her, but she half-closed the door right away so I couldn't co closer with her, and I almost laughed when I noticed her face turned redder, but I kept my look solemn because I didn't want her to think I was making fun of her.
"Of course not, don't feel so confident, Pritzgold; even if I told you I still feel the sa way towards you, it doesn't an I will make it easy for you. I survived for eight years without you in my life, and now you are trying to ss with again; this ti, I will be wiser." She responded.
I could feel the piercing in my heart as I realized the pain on her face, and all she said was true. I wasn't there for her during the ti she needed the most, and I couldn't stop myself from feeling so guilty, and Zachary was right; after all, I need to deal with this guilt for the rest of my life.
"I know, gan, and I am sorry if I am making you unhappy again, don't worry, I will do everything whatever it takes, and I hope soday you will look at without hatred in your eyes anymore, and I am wishing what would be left is only your love and devotion for ," I said.
"I understood even if you still feel the sa way towards , you still have anger in your heart, and I know it would take a long ti before you can finally forgive , and I hope you are still willing to give another chance to make it up to you, and our little boy. I know it will never be easy to prove my worth to you, but I promise you, g, I will do my best." I said, and I could see that she was trying her best to hold the smile on her face because she didn't want to know she was happy.
gan doesn't realize that I can still see her through; even for eight years, I haven't seen her; I am proud to say that she is still the girl I used to love. Her feelings are transparent; I can even see the hatred and pain on her face, and I can still feel the love beneath her penetrating gaze, and that is one reason I felt so happy and excited to spend another day with her.
And I know that right now, she was masking her genuine emotions. The way she kissed back last night made realize I still have her love, and I love this because sooner than later, I could tell she can no longer fight her feelings for , and we can be together once again, and I am so excited for that day to co.
Even if I could see that she was having trouble keeping her guard, I admired gan's will. I can't bla my girl since I made her suffer because of my stupidity, and this ti I will make sure to be with her, and my new goal and priority in life is to protect Axel and gan with all my love and capacity.
"Of course, I know, g, but don't worry, I will always be here patiently waiting for you, but could you at least give a tiline and so exceptions about kissing you?" I asked, and this ti, she could no longer contain her laughter.
"I couldn't believe your guts, Ashton, I already gave you a chance to prove your worth, and now you are asking for more. You have to follow my rules if you want to win back; if not, it ans goodbye, and it is all up to you. And stop asking for exceptions because even if what I had shared with you last night was amazing, I need to guard my heart." She responded, and I couldn't stop myself from grinning.
"Yeah, it was wonderful, gan, and I found it so hard to sleep last night because I couldn't stop myself from reliving those kisses I shared with you, and your sweet moans keep wide awake almost for the entire night. And thinking about your sweet lips and the intoxicating scent is enough to drive crazy, g." I said, and her face turned crimson again.
"You better leave now, Ashton; we need to go now." She said as she tried to change the subject because I could see she was so affected by my words, and flirting with gan would beco my favorite activity, and seeing her react that way made feel more confident I was going to win her over soon.
I wanted everything to co back to normal, like eight years ago when I could hug and kiss her anyti I wanted, and I knew I needed to be patient with her, and I had to control myself every ti I was near her.
"Okay, g, I am sorry if I disturbed you; I hope we can talk late tonight in the garden," I said, hoping I would be lucky.
"No more dates on the garden, Ashton." She said, and my face fell, but I tried to smile at her.
"Okay, but maybe we can eat lunch and dinner together." I declared.
"Of course, we can if you will not entertain those girls." She said, and I couldn't stop smiling from ear to ear. After all, I love it when gan is jealous of because I can feel that she still really cares for .
"Okay, whatever you want, goodbye, g, and please take good care of yourself," I said, and I walked out from their cottage feeling more inspired.
"We can walk with them, Ashton, and why do we need to keep ourselves hidden? We look like stalkers, buddy." Zachary complained when we were on the hills following gan and Alice's trail.
"I want to, but gan said she wanted to relax, and that is why she ca here in this camp, and I could say I am making her stress every ti I ca closer to her," I replied, and Zach laughed, and I nudged him.
"Shh, you need to lower your voice and stop laughing boisterously, or gan will know we are following them," I said.
"You know what, I better get back on the main camp than be with you," Zach said, and I could tell I pissed him.
"Co on, Zachary, I needed you because this trail could be so dangerous, and I am sure the girls are not familiar with this place," I said.
"You could have to tell gan you want to accompany her because you are worried for her safety." My best friend responded.
"Yeah, I know, I am sorry, okay, I asked her, and I know she doesn't want to co with her, and I don't know, Zach, every ti I am with gan, it felt like I will lose my sense of thinking," I responded, and he shook his head.
"You need to have a grip of yourself, buddy." He replied, and before I could reply, I heard gan and Alice's scream rang inside the forest, and I suddenly felt terrified as I made my way to them, and I was running so fast that I didn't care anymore if she would find out we were following them.
They were both frozen on the ground holding each other's hands, and I could tell their bodies were shaking in fear, and I felt glad they were okay. When I looked around to see what caused them to scream, I saw a giant python slithering on the ground, and it was big as a log, and I could tell it asured more than twenty feet.
I didn't waste my ti, I moved closer to gan right away, and she jerked when she felt my hand on her waist, and when gan raised her head and looked at , I could see the relief on her face, and gan had forgotten about her own rule when my girl threw herself at , and she hugged tightly.
I couldn't be happier as I pulled her closer to , and I could feel that her entire torso was still shivering because of her fright. I laughed when I saw Zachary's expression when Alice ran to him, and she embraced my best friend like a child that needed protection. I realized they almost fell to the ground, and it hit , they look good together, and I could tell Zach felt awkward while he was caressing Alice's back to soothe her.
"Hey, it is okay, g; I am here.." I softly said as I caressed her long shiny hair, and I felt like I was on cloud nine when I felt gan's arms tighten around my waist, and I felt so thankful to nature for the intervention as I realized it will always feel so wonderful to have gan in my arms.
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