ASHER
I knew Reed was following , I wasn’t stupid. I had felt his presence, and caught glimpses of him in the shadows, but I’d needed to inject myself, and the storage room was the only private place I could think of.
Now I was terrified he’d seen sothing, or noticed sothing. I wonder how far he knows about and if this was the end for .
I hurried back to my dorm, my heart racing.
The suppressants were wearing off faster now. The stress of Reed’s constant harassnt, the physical training, and the lack of sleep, it was all taking its toll. I was going through my supply twice as fast as I should be.
At this rate, I’d run out in a month again, and then what? I doubt mum would be able to get any more supplies because she had warned to be careful when she bought the last one for . How do I survive this hell hole and Reed?
I unlocked my dorm room and stepped inside, closing the door behind .
Then I felt it, that overwhelming presence that could only an one thing, and I quickly spun around to see Reed sitting on my bed. In my locked room.
"How did you-"
"Get in?" Reed smiled coldly. "I have keys to every room in this building. Perks of being who I am."
Terror and fury warred inside . "Get out."
"No." Reed stood up slowly. "Not until you tell what you were injecting yourself with."
My blood turned to ice. He’d seen it all. My heart began racing hard.
"I don’t know what you’re talking about," I said, trying to keep my voice steady.
"Don’t lie to , Asher." Reed stepped closer. "I saw you in the storage room injecting yourself with sothing that changed your scent."
"I’m not—"
"Stop lying!" Reed’s voice rose. "I’ve been patient. I’ve been watching you for weeks, trying to figure out what’s wrong with your scent, why you move differently than other Alphas, why everything about you feels off, and now I know. You’re taking sothing. So kind of drug."
"It’s none of your business—"
"Yes, it is!" Reed grabbed my arm, his grip tight. "You’re hiding sothing, and I need to know what it is. Are you sick? Injured? Is soone forcing you to take drugs? Tell , Asher!"
I yanked my arm free. "Why do you care? You hate !"
"I don’t hate you!" Reed’s voice was raw. "I don’t... I can’t-" He stopped, running a hand through his hair in frustration. "I don’t understand what you are to , but I know I can’t stand the thought of you being in danger. Of you hiding sothing that could hurt you."
"I’m not in danger—"
"Then what are you hiding?"
We stood there, inches apart, both breathing hard. I wanted to tell him, I wanted to explain everything, I wanted to trust him with my secret, but I couldn’t because Reed Jackson was dangerous, and cruel. The last person I should ever trust.
"It’s dication," I said finally. "For a dical condition. That’s all."
"What condition?" He asked.
"That’s private, Reed. That’s a private matter I can’t tell you." I told him.
"Asher—"
"No." I stepped back. "You don’t get to do this. You don’t get to stalk , break into my room, and demand my dical history. You’re not my friend, and you’re not my—" I stopped, unable to finish.
"Not your what?" Reed pressed.
"Nothing. You’re nothing to . You will always be nothing to ." I told him, the lie tasted bitter.
Reed’s expression darkened. "You’re lying again, Asher."
"Get out of my room, Reed." I demanded.
"Not until you tell the truth."
"I don’t owe you anything!"
"Yes, you do!" Reed closed the distance between us again. "You owe the truth about what you’re hiding. About why your scent changes. About why you’re different from every other Alpha I’ve ever t."
"I’m not different—"
"Yes, you are!" Reed’s hand cupped my face, his thumb brushing across my cheekbone. "And it’s driving insane. Please, Asher, just tell what’s going on."
The gentleness in his touch, the desperation in his voice, it was almost too much, it wanted to spill everything, all my secrets to him, but I couldn’t give in. I am scared of what he will do to when he finds out I am just a worthless Oga, running away from my past.
"Get. Out." I shoved him away. "Get out of my room and don’t ever co back."
Reed stared at for a long mont.
Then his expression went cold again.
"Fine," he said. "Keep your secrets, but Asher, I’m going to figure it out. One way or another."
"Is that a threat?" I asked and he smiled.
"It’s a promise." He assured , and headed to the door, then paused. "You know what the funny thing is? I was actually starting to think we could be sothing. That maybe this thing between us could be—" He stopped, shaking his head. "But you can’t trust , and I can’t trust you. So I guess we’re just enemies after all."
The door slamd behind him, and I stood there, shaking with tears threatening to fall.
Reed was right, we couldn’t trust each other. Which ant we’d never be anything except enemies, and that thought hurt more than I wanted to admit.
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