Dexter
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The man squeezed his hand tightly until blood flowed along the edge of the little finger and squatted down and leaned towards , filling my mouth with flowing blood. I lost consciousness.
When I woke up, it was already light, I do not know how long I had slept, but my body was burning with fire, as if I had literally been thrown into an open fla. I was tossing around on the bed and didn’t even think about where I was.
This was how my adaptation, my transformation into a vampire, took place. Raphael taught , guided and ntored . He helped develop self-control before the thirst for blood, without rushing with a thirst attack on the first cor. He was my teacher, and then he beca my friend.
When I grew up, got stronger, matured, I found my father. He was like the last scum, a wandering vampire who killed indiscriminately from extre thirst. I could not recognize him at all as a native person once before. It was no longer my father, it was a monster, unreasonable and rciless.
- What do you think you’re going to do with him? - Raphael asked . - He killed your mother, almost killed you. I think he would have done it if I hadn’t scared him off.
I watched him finish the last drops of his victim’s blood, completely oblivious to us.
- He’s not to bla for what happened. All this is just a sad coincidence. - I said, sadly rembering the old days when everyone was alive and happy. – He loved my mother and very much. I think I should give him freedom, he should be together with her again. No offense.
When I tore out my own father’s heart, he looked at with a smile, as if he clearly understood who I was. Although maybe I just wanted to believe it.
- By the way, can I ask why you saved then?
- Hmm... I don’t know, maybe I just felt the sa pain in you that I felt myself. I just wanted to share this burden with soone, as I was tired of being in the dark for so long. You reminded of my humanity for a split second, and I seized on this thread as a hope that I could overco myself. - he replied with sadness in his eyes.
/ The End of Dexter’s mories/
The sadness in his soul never left him and there were tis when he went crazy and awakened the ripper in himself, but we successfully overca all this, I managed to pull him out of this state. And now my hands are sinking, I haven’t seen him in such a state yet. He is like a living dead man who is guided only by base needs and thirst for blood.
The most terrible thing about it is that he does not even rember about Thea, it’s like he has erased her na from his mory and everything connected with her. She was his salvation, but at the sa ti she is killing him, her existence has hardened him and reopened old wounds.
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Finally sated, Amanda tore her lips from my neck, but her head was still resting on my shoulder.
- You’re so delicious... - she whispered, slightly embarrassed.
- Princess, are you doing this again? - I exhaled deeply, actually enjoying such frankness on her part.
- Why do you always push away? - her arms wrapped around my neck. - Why, Dex?
- I’ve already told you... Well, really, you’re like a little kid. - I rubbed the bridge of my nose.
She pulled away and looked at defiantly. That’s just what I needed. I could cope with her tears and even hysteria, but anger was more difficult.
- Are you kidding ? - She gritted her teeth, nostrils flaring prettily. – Knowing about my feelings for you, are you saying that I deserve better? But I don’t need the best, I need you! Really, your flat brain can’t understand this until now.
Her hands moved from her neck to her cheeks and she pinched with an effort.
- Or maybe there is another woman in your heart? - Amanda demanded.
- God, what are you talking about? What woman? – I tried to get up and threw her off, I heard a grunt of displeasure behind . – It seems that the food has done you good, now you look better, so I think I’ll go.
I couldn’t help but chuckle, imagining her nacing face behind , but I didn’t expect her to throw a pillow at . I staggered and turned around to imdiately bump into her soft lips.
- Naughty girl. - I hissed into her lips, but I didn’t pull away. She wouldn’t let do it, and I didn’t want to either.
It was our second kiss. The first one happened many decades ago, when Raphael introduced us. She imdiately treated with so trepidation, despite our age difference. Although whether it matters to vampires. She always looked younger than anyway. And I liked her at first sight, but at first I couldn’t cross the line, because she was Raphael’s sister – it was confusing, and then to spite she started flirting with other n and I started digging into myself, thinking that I wasn’t right for her at all. After all, I can’t give her anything but my unconditional love. She’s a princess, and I’m nobody.
But the second ti I can’t tear myself away from her lips. I’m just desperately clinging to this chance, hiding behind her feelings, as if she’s to bla for this kiss.
- Will you date ? Answer NOW. – she demanded confidently when our lips finally parted.
- I’m sorry, ndy. – I touched her cheek and gently stroked her, but imdiately received a noble slap in the face, which instantly brought down from heaven to earth.
- Get out of my room! - She turned away and crossed her arms over her chest. Her tone was unbreakably cold. - And take those damn heads off the castle gates!
I’m really a jerk.
Fortunately, Amanda helped to recover a little and rember that life in the castle has not stopped, it’s not the ti to give up.
Oh, not the ti.
I redistributed all state affairs to trusted people in order to relieve myself of this burden a little, leaving only the most important thing that could not be shifted to soone else’s shoulders.
There was also good news in this troubled period. Milos gradually ca to his senses and his mory also returned to a significant extent, although there were still slight failures.
A week has passed since the disappearance of Princess Thea, and Raphael locked himself in his room and still did not co out, as if all signs of life had left him. If this continues, he will simply fall into hibernation, and we don’t really need that right now. I was looking for many ways to return it to an adequate state, but everywhere I ca across pitfalls. In this state, I wouldn’t be surprised if he buried sowhere in the garden, without even realizing who got into his hot hand.
But a week later I decided to co to discuss so important matters, but he was not in the room and it ... scared .
No, I’m certainly not a cowardly person, but the recklessness of my king scared no less than nasty nasty spiders. I really thought he had locked himself in his room and where is he now?
Having roused all the guards, as well as Richard, we searched every corner of the castle, but we didn’t find him anywhere. He seed to have fallen through the ground. And two thoughts matured in my head where he could be: either he recovered from the shock and went to look for the princess, or...
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