ARTHUR LEYWIN
“Hello, Arthur.”
The voice drifted to through a haze—distant and ethereal, but familiar. I was drowsing, nestled deep within a cozy blanket of thoughtless fatigue. There was sothing exciting about the familiar voice, but that alone wasn’t enough to draw out of my taphorical nest. As this thought pierced the fog of my sleep, it set a spark to sothing else, and a burning idea radiated through the fugue.
This fatigue felt wrong. Unnatural, even. Like the sleep had sunk its claws into and wouldn’t let go.
Aether blood from my core in response to my jolt of discomfort, and the fog boiled away. I sat up suddenly and looked around, half in a panic with no mory of how I’d reached my current location. I was surrounded by bright white stone, molded smoothly into curves and arches.
“Peace, Arthur, peace.”
Turning away from the unusual architecture of the building around , I instead focused on the elderly woman sitting by my bed. Her wrinkles deepened as she gave a warm smile, and for a mont, I was fifteen years old again. The panic eased almost as quickly as it had co. I was in bed. Regis, in his puppy form, was lying on top of the blanket at my feet, sleeping deeply. I was safe.
“Lady Myre. It’s been a long ti…”
“To , it seems as if only a short ti has passed,” she answered simply.
I considered the difference in our perspectives and wondered at the validity of my own reckoning of ti. After all, how much ti had passed in the keystone? How many lives had I lived between my last eting with Myre? By one interpretation, it had been an eternity. From another, though, it was only a few short years. For the first ti, I truly glimpsed the alien perspective of asura like Kezess and Agrona, and thought I understood just a little of how they see the passage of ti.
“Where am I?”
“Epheotus,” she said. Her eyes flicked to one of the arched windows, and my own gaze followed hers. “More specifically, you’re in the town of Everburn.”
Through the arched window, I could see the buildings across the street. The walls were clean, smooth, white or cream stone that arched up to roofs tiled in turquoise and cyan. Arched windows, mirrors of the one I was looking out of, dotted the fronts, but I could make out little of what was behind them. As I examined the buildings, a mossy green-haired asura strode by, his brows knit in concentration, his mouth moving as he talked under his breath, apparently to himself.
Behind the buildings, the shadow of a massive, distant mountain, little more than a blue silhouette against a blue sky, towered over the city. The mountain had a distinctive split shape.
“One of several dragon towns in the shadow of Mount Geolus, yes,” Myre continued. “I thought this would be more…comfortable, for your family. Than the castle, I an.”
“Where are Ellie and my mother?”
Although the grandmotherly smile never left her face, Myre’s gaze was intense and watchful. I couldn’t help the feeling that she was reading like a book. “I felt you waking and sent them on a short errand. Forgive , Arthur, but I wanted a mont to speak to you alone.”
Frowning, I eased myself up into a sitting position and swung my legs off the bed. I was dressed in silken nightclothes that I didn’t recognize, their glossy white contrasting against the deep-forest green of the bedsheets. “Speak to ? As a guest, or as a prisoner?”
“Do not forget that you yourself requested Windsom bring your family to Epheotus,” she answered, but her tone remained gentle. “You are, as before, my very welco guest, Arthur.”
I mulled this over as the shattered fragnts of my mory continued to slot themselves back into place. “Agrona?”
Myre nodded, her silver-gray hair bobbing around her face. “Imprisoned within Castle Indrath. He and his kinsman, Oludari Vritra, both. But…”
Her hesitance and her nervous expression made my stomach twist. “What is it, Myre?”
Glancing out the window toward Mount Geolus, she leaned forward slightly. “Agrona is mute. Even Kezess has been unsuccessful in driving Agrona to speak. Even his thoughts are shrouded, if there are any. But he feels…wrong. Empty. Arthur, I need to know what happened in that cave.”
I quickly considered what Kezess might already know. Have they been able to take anything from my mind without my knowledge? I wondered darkly. As much as I wanted to trust Myre, I couldn’t trust Kezess, and she was his wife. They had appeared together in the cave, right before I fell unconscious, and she could be operating on his behalf at that very mont.
Carefully activating King’s Gambit, I split my mind into multiple branches, each one focusing on a different layer of truth, potential truth, and outright lie. Aloud, I said, “Using a power the ancient djinn called Fate, an aspect of aether, I was able to destroy the Legacy’s potential by separating it from both the reincarnated version of Cecilia, my old friend from Earth, and from Agrona himself, making it impossible for him to ever utilize its power for himself. There was so kind of…shockwave from the act. Perhaps it did sothing to his mind.”
Again, that piercing look. “You have learned to control this…Fate, then?”
“No,” I said, letting my eyes fall and my voice fill with regret. The disparate branches of my thoughts were layered over one another, all thinking the sa thing. “It was not sothing I could use, only…influence. And even then, only in the monts after I’d solved the keystone. The power is not sothing that can be controlled.”
I didn’t know if I spoke the truth or not, really, but I kept the thread of that thought buried beneath several others. With the aspect of Fate’s presence and assistance, I had been able to directly alter those threads in a way I didn’t fully understand, but there had been no ti to examine my agreent with Fate or the keystone’s aftermath. I didn’t yet know what those events may have unlocked within . My only concern right now was that Kezess not learn everything I knew—neither about Fate nor about the dragons’ repeated genocides.
“Ah, well, perhaps that is for the best,” Myre said, giving no outward indication that she doubted what I said or even that she could read the several interwoven branches of my thoughts. “Such things are better not tampered with.” With a little shake of her head, she refocused on , and her smile returned. “You’ll be wanting to know more about what’s happened, of course. All the dragons have been recalled to Epheotus, and the rift has been closed again. Whatever Agrona hoped to accomplish by taking it over, he has failed.”
I frowned, focusing on one small detail. “My understanding was that Epheotus would die if the rift was closed.”
“The connection remains,” Myre explained patiently, “but the portal is shut. It would take aetheric knowledge beyond any yet alive—even you, Arthur—to cut the tether that binds Epheotus to your world.”
Which is what the rebel djinn hoped to use Fate to accomplish. I’d seen the possibility in my own searching, with Fate at my side, through potential futures. But to do so would be an act of genocide just as horrible as what the dragons themselves had done. Perhaps I would if there was no other way to prevent Kezess from repeating history, but even then I didn’t know if I could condemn all of asuran-kind to slowly waste away as Epheotus dissolved around them.
“I see,” I said after a mont, releasing King’s Gambit. “I shouldn’t stay long, then. I don’t an to be rude, Lady Myre, but I’d like to speak to my family.”
She waved away my words playfully. “No rudeness in that, Arthur.” Her tone quickly hardened, becoming more serious. “You’ve been through an incredibly trying experience. I can still feel the shattered echoes of so many false mories crashing around inside your mind. Take so ti to rest and speak with your loved ones. You are welco here as long as you need. You have done both our worlds an indescribably incredible service by ending Agrona’s long rebellion.”
She stood just as I heard Ellie’s and Mom’s voices from outside. “I will leave you to your family. I’m sure you have much to tell each other.”
“Wait,” I said, another mory finally slotting into place. “What about Tessia?”
Myre gave a knowing smile. “Not to worry, she is here. She will wake soon, I imagine. You both had to recover.”
As she turned away, it was as if a veil was lifted from behind my eyes. My mind touched both Regis’s and Sylvie’s, my thoughts entwining with their own.
‘Arthur, you’re awake!’ Sylvie thought, surprise rippling outward through the threads of our ntal connection. ‘I didn’t sense you beginning to stir.’
Regis’s head lifted off the blanket and he turned to look blearily up at . ‘About ti, Sleeping Beauty,’ he said, his thoughts thick with fatigue. He had exhausted all his aether giving it to , after I burned it up searching the future with Fate, King’s Gambit, and the power of the last keystone…
Outside of my room, Myre directed my sister and mother to . The curtain that had just parted to allow Myre through was thrown wide open again as Ellie ran into the room, her eyes wide and mouth agape. Seeing already sitting up, she started forward as if she might throw herself at , then hesitated. Her smile flickered, strained by worry. Finally, she stepped forward and bent down to give a gentle hug.
I accepted the embrace gratefully, glad to see her uninjured by the trials she must have endured in my absence. Uninjured, but not unaffected. Behind her, Mom lingered in the doorway, one hand holding back the curtain. “Windsom upheld his end of the bargain, then? And you’ve been treated well?”
Ellie pulled back, crossing her arms and looking stern. “Actually, we—”
“We have been very well treated here,” Mother said quickly, cutting across Ellie. My sister shot her a look, which Mom answered. I couldn’t read exactly what nonverbal cue passed between them, but it was clear they were holding sothing back. “It’s astounding, Arthur. Like a whole new world.”
I sat up straighter, feeling suddenly awkward in my silk night clothes in this strange bedroom. “I saw so of the Alacryan attacks from within the keystone. I—” An influx of tangled mories stole the words from my lips as they washed over in waves. I rembered Varay, lying unmoving at the center of a blasted battlefield. I rembered the Alacryans collapsing in their jail cells. But there were other mories too, muddled with ti, distance, and a kind of unreality. In them, I saw the aftermath of things that hadn’t happened yet, or might not happen at all.
Sylvie’s presence gripped like two strong hands on either side of my face, forcing my attention forward. ‘Breathe, Arthur. We’re here to support you. You don’t have to carry the entire load by yourself.’
Leaning into her presence within my mind, I shifted so of the weight to her. Regis stood up on shaky legs, a frown on his puppy-ish face. Together, my two companions leaned into it, but the sudden smothering presence of the waves only intensified. Like a drowning man, I was dragging them down with .
“Arthur?” Mother had taken a step forward, but her face was a blur, her expression nothing but a smudged shadow across her face.
Without conscious intention, aether released from my core and filled my limbs, attempting to buttress against the ntal weight of so many lifetis of mory unfolding through my consciousness all at once. Regis stumbled forward, dematerialized, and drifted into my body, anchoring himself within . More distantly, I felt Sylvie gasp against the force of so much raw mory.
Realizing that King’s Gambit had been helping hold back the tide, I reactivated it fully. I saw myself reflected in my mother’s shining eyes, the crown of light glowing atop my wheat-blond hair. My consciousness split, then split again, fracturing so that every competing thought and mory was supported by its own branch of focused awareness.
Before , Mom and Ellie exchanged a glance. “Are you okay?” Ellie asked, her tone thick with worry and an undercurrent of disappointnt. Her narrowed eyes flicked repeatedly to the glowing crown.
I had used King’s Gambit extensively in the leadup to attempting the fourth keystone. Although I had learned to partially activate the godrune, resulting in a heightening of my faculties without the full manifestation of a golden glowing crown on my brow, I couldn’t possibly fail to notice the change in her behavior while I was planning with the godrune’s help.
There were many possible reasons for Ellie’s antipathy toward King’s Gambit, but the most likely was that she didn’t like the change I underwent while channeling the godrune. Although it allowed to split my mind and think several overlapping thoughts at once, drastically increasing the speed of my cognition, it also necessitated a more purely logical view of events, shedding the trappings of emotional response. l?ght\nоvel\cаve~c`о/m. It was only natural that my sister, a person with whom I had a largely emotional relationship, would find this unpalatable.
As this thought was flitting down one branch, my mother ca into focus on another. Instead of worried or hesitant like Ellie, the shadows around her eyes, deepening of her wrinkles, sallowness of her skin, and sagging posture suggested nothing so much as exhaustion bordering on debilitation. The events leading up to and occuring during my absence had drained her thoroughly. She had softened for just a mont, relaxing for the first ti in what must have been weeks, but that had quickly tabolized into a new layer of fatigue when I was struck by the sudden influx of keystone-born mories.
My mother wanted nothing more than for to be present, to be strong, and lift so of the burden of worry from her.
Running in parallel with these thoughts were branches of focus that processed and compartntalized all the mories of my many different lifetis lived inside the keystone. But the lifetis made up only a small percent of the mories, and my final efforts were to convince the conscious aspect of Fate that there was another way forward besides fully rupturing the aetheric realm and allowing the concentrated aether there to incorporate into the physical world in an explosion that would destroy Dicathen, Alacryan, and Epheotus.
The tilines and futures I had seen were nearly without count. The keystone’s ability to simulate alternative realities, when combined with King’s Gambit and the presence of Fate, had acted like a near-infinite kaleidoscope, with each fractal pattern an entire reality and sequence of events through which I had simultaneously searched for the solution both to my own problem and Fate’s. The latter, it had turned out, was the simpler of the two to figure out, while even my—at that mont—near-infinite resources had only revealed the start of the path I needed to take, not the resolution I had sought.
Entropy. In the background, I was still dissecting the idea. An unnatural pressure building behind the veil of our known dinsion, like water behind a dam.
Fate, it had turned out, was neither the builder of the dam, wanting to obstruct its flow, nor the water itself, only flowing as its bounds demanded. No, it was closer to a conscious embodint of the natural sciences and their expectations. An arbiter of the laws of magic and science. Where water can’t feel the desire to move beyond the dam and cares nothing for the banks of the river, Fate—and by extension, all of aether—felt the urge to flow. More accurately, aether was the dissipating fog, the particles of moisture forming the fog spreading out until you could no longer see them. It—
“Arthur?” Mom repeated.
I smiled, fully aware of the expression’s chanical appearance. “I’m fine. I’m glad you’re both well. When I see Windsom, I’ll give him a piece of my mind.” Focusing on Ellie, I added, “And don’t worry about that old djinn seeing relic. I’m certain it can be repaired.”
The two exchanged that look again. I eased back on King’s Gambit until I felt the crown fade. With the influx of mories processed, I no longer needed the full effect of the godrune. I didn’t completely stem the flow of mana into it again, however, recognizing that it had been a mistake to do so the first ti. Instead, I allowed a constant trickle of aether to keep the rune activated and support my sluggish mind with additional threads to process everything that was happening.
Mom stepped forward and lightly pressed one hand on my cheek. “I’m so proud of you, Arthur. You did it. You saved the world.”
In my mind’s eye, I saw the dragons destroying civilization after civilization, resetting the world again and again. “I’m not sure that’s true. Not yet, anyway. But I’m not done fighting.”
Ellie grinned suddenly, bouncing on the balls of her feet. “And you saved Tess! I always knew you’d co back, but I couldn’t believe it when the dragons brought you and Sylvie and Tessia here!”
The branch of my thoughts considering Tessia and what had happened to her moved to the forefront of my consciousness. “Where is she?”
Ellie faltered at the seriousness of my tone but gestured back through the curtain closing off this room.
“I’d like to see her.” Not waiting for a response, I stood and strode past Mom and Ellie, pushing aside the curtain and moving through the door in a single motion.
The large living area beyond was airy and full of light. The tall, curved ceilings and arched doors and windows were distinct from any architectural style I’d seen utilized in Dicathen or Alacrya. The walls were of a smooth white stone that was unmarked by tools. Blues, greens, and yellows stood out against the white in the forms of rugs, wall hangings, bright crystals that shed light into the darker corners, and blooming flowers that filled the space not only with color but also a bouquet of sweet slls.
Sensing Tessia’s mana signature shining brightly from her now white stage core, I navigated around a small table that had been grown from a single piece of wood toward another room, also divided from the rest of the house by a curtain. Pausing for a heartbeat before pushing the curtain aside, I considered just what Tessia would be facing when she finally woke.
She’d been a prisoner in her own body since before the destruction of Elenoir. She’d watched Cecilia beco a weapon for Agrona, helpless to intervene. She’d learned the truth about and my past life, but also had certainly been subjected to all kinds of lies as well. As much as I was still conflicted about what any kind of relationship might look like, what would Tessia feel?
The mory of our exchange at the Wall had been replaying in the background of my thoughts on repeat.
“I love you.” Even now, I almost couldn’t believe I’d told her. It was so complicated, with my previous life mories still a secret, and the fear that she would react like my parents, or even worse, was potent.
“I love you too, idiot. But we’re at war. We both have responsibilities, and people that need us.” Her voice had been a solemn whisper and her eyes full of tears, but her lips had twitched with an uncertain smile as we teased each other to break the tension.
I know. And I have things I want to tell you, so how about we make a promise?”
“What sort of promise?”
“A promise to stay alive—so that we can have a future together, a relationship… a family.”
“I promise.”
It seed unbelievable to now that I’d been brave and hopeful enough to make such a promise. I had experienced so much since then, had so many close calls, seen the truth of power in this world…
Now, it felt like a fool's promise. Desperate and blind and wild with hope.
My hand pressed into the glossy fabric of the curtain, pushing it aside.
In a small room nearly identical to the one I’d woken up in, Tess lay in a similar bed with the sa thick, erald-green blankets, although hers had been half kicked off. She was dressed similarly as well, in silky night clothes of white fabric embroidered with green vines, so perfect for her that I suddenly wondered if Myre had ordered them be made just for Tessia.
As I took a step into the room, she stirred slightly. Her guntal hair pooled on the pillow around her, and for an instant the image of her that I could see was overlaid with another picture of her, from another life, when we had only just been married and lay in our marital bed together for the first ti…
Not real, I reminded myself as blood stained the mory.
I took a second step, and she opened her eyes. I sank into those glassy teal orbs, moving as if in a dream to the edge of her bed. My fingers brushed the surface of her blanket but didn’t touch her. My tongue seed to grow several tis over inside my mouth. I realized distantly that I had forgotten to keep channeling aether into King’s Gambit.
Ellie was beside then, bending over and crushing Tessia in a fierce hug. “Tess!” she exclaid.
“E-Ellie?” Over Ellie’s shoulder, I could see Tess staring around in wonder and confusion. “W-what happened? Where am—sky above!” She released Ellie and raised her hands behind my sister, staring at her outstretched fingers. “My body! I’m in control of my body!”
Ellie choked down a sob as she backed off, one hand over her mouth. Mom rested a hand on her shoulder, exerting a light pressure. “Eleanor, we should give them so ti.”
Ellie’s mouth opened but no words ca out. After a couple of seconds like that, she just nodded and turned away. Mom gave a look that was half plea, half warning, smiled at Tessia, and then backed out of the room after my sister.
“Arthur…” Tessia breathed, scooching to sit up with her back against the headboard. “Of course. Forgive , I rember now. We…we were saying goodbye. I thought…” She swallowed heavily and looked down at her clasped hands.
“I was never going to let that happen,” I assured her. The words felt hollow as I spoke them, frad against the backdrop of my multiple battles against Cecilia and my waffling about what to do with the Legacy. It seed certain that Tessia would have understood my struggle…and my failings.
The ghost of a smile flickered over her features. She was pale, especially around her lips, and a lancholyt had settled into her resting expression that I didn’t rember. Otherwise, she was exactly how I still pictured her in my mind: strong, beautiful, and regal. Although I didn’t an to, I glanced at her neck, aware of the absence of the cord that should have carried her half of the leaf-heart pendant. My hand rose to my chest, where my own should have rested, but I had lost it in Telmore City after the battle against Nico and Cadell.
She seed to understand. “It really was beautiful. The pendant, I an. Well, the mont. The promise. It was all beautiful. Not the way I had thought it all would go, of course. Not then, and certainly not after, but…at least we had that. It was real.”
“It was,” I assured her. My gaze was fixed on the ground. Suddenly I felt her hand grasping for my own. Her fingers entwined within mine. Slowly, I turned to look at her. “I ant everything I said then.”
She was staring at our entwined fingers. Her jaw was tense, her eyes searching, her lips pressed tightly together. It wasn’t the look of soone seeking solace or physical comfort in touch. No, it felt more like she was holding like an anchor.
“At least I finally understand why you could never reciprocate my affections when we were younger.” The ghost of a smile returned. “To , you were this…mystical, beautiful fascination. I was infatuated with you before we even made it to Zestier. Having you living there in our ho with us—with —felt like sothing out of a fairy story.” The line of her gaze slowly drifted up my arm, neck, lips, to finally settle on my own eyes. “But to you…I was just a kid. A silly little girl.”
“I’m sorry I couldn’t tell you,” I said quickly, holding eye contact. “I never wanted to lie to you, I just couldn’t…”
“I know,” she said into the lingering silence after I trailed off, words failing . “There’s nothing you’ve done that I haven’t already forgiven.”
I searched her eyes, the sharp downturn of her brows, the tension in every breath, the stumbling beat of her heart. What does this an for our promise? I wanted to ask, but I held myself back. It was too much to put on her right then. Demanding an answer from her just to help myself sort out my own emotions would be unfair.
But one thing was clear. Things between us were different than when we’d made our promise, and I didn’t know if we could get back what we’d lost.
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