The Alpha's Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger. Chapter 103 103: Your worst nightmare, yet to happen

Ramsey.

She led deeper into the garden until we were amid well-cut shrubs and flowers.

Then she backed against a giant oak tree. I was about to explain that I've missed her so much when she lowered herself to her knees in front of , parted the layers of my heavy ceremonial attire and reached for my belt.

I was too shocked to understand what was going on. I had expected that she wanted to give an ear full but she was acting out of character, so unlike Lyla. In no ti, my arousal sprang out of the confines of my trousers.

"Remove the outer layers of your clothes, so it'll be easier, I don't want anything getting in the way."

I did as she instructed, albeit… slowly as I was trying to understand how she was taking the lead in this. I've never had a woman lead into lovemaking. I watched as she reached underneath her gown and rolled down black lacey panties which she kept carefully on a flower bed nearby.

"Hurry," she urged. "We don't have ti."

Another shocker.

"Not to be a killjoy here, Lyla… but what are you doing right now? What's going on?"

She pursed her lips, rolling her eyes. "Isn't this what you want?" she sighed. "Fine… I didn't think the myth about eting your ex and wanting to fuck them again was true until today. I am horny – it's been a while for and you want too… so why not? And shouldn't we get this out of the way already? I'll be leaving after my father's funeral, so this is our only chance."

I turned flaccid imdiately as it dawned on what she ant.

"Y-you think I just wanted to et you for this? To sleep with you?" I asked.

She shrugged. "What else would there be? You said so yourself back then that sex with your mate is…"

"Can you just stop being vulgar?" I raised my hands, interrupting her. "It's so unlike you to use raw words. Not to ntion it's cringy and you're a woman."

"But you can use it?" she retorted, giving an amused smile. "I'm sorry, I guess staying with the humans so long has rubbed off on . Anyways, are you in or out?"

She bunched her gown to her waist, revealing her womanliness, I felt my arousal stiffen imdiately but for the first ti, I didn't want this. I wanted Lyla… fair enough… in every way possible but not with the mindset she was already riding on.

She ca closer to , reaching for my arousal – stroking it and kissing at the sa ti. I allowed my baser instincts to take the lead. We kissed and touched each other for a while, until she broke the kiss sounding breathless as she turned, and reared my length at the opening of her wet slit.

"Lyla…"

"Hold on…" she turned to abruptly. "Do you have protection? I don't want to deal with a baby after this."

What the hell was happening?

I just stood there, staring at her. When I didn't answer her, she backed away, reaching for her panties which she gingerly slipped back on. Then ca up to with a sigh again.

"I guess we would not fulfil your fantasy. If I had known this would happen, I have so latex in my purse, I would have brought them with . Anyways," she grinned at … "We better head back to the hall before your vicious fiancée cos looking for you."

The only word I heard was latex. "You walk around with condoms?" I heard myself ask. "Why?"

Arching her brows, she gave a funny look. "Just in case the man doesn't co with any…we wouldn't want sothing as little as that to get in the way of our fun, would we?"

"You… you were having sex? I an… you've been having sex… all this while?"

"Have you not?" she narrowed her eyes at .

"I… I have but I just didn't expect you to want to be with another man. You had my mark and…"

"I cleaned it off the day I left Blue Ridge," she pointed at her neck. "It's still faint but it's no longer there. Besides, did you think I spent four years of my life waiting like a dutiful mate for you to co find ?"

"Well…" I swallowed hard.

She laughed, folding her hands as she ca to stand in front of . "Sothing inside died, the day I crossed our world to the human world finally. I didn't realize it imdiately but when I did… I knew you didn't deserve , Ramsey. I was only 19… I was younger, more stupid, vulnerable… and in desperate need of a mate to help out…"

"Lyla…"

"Wait, let finish," she raised her hand to stop . "Sothing inside has broken and I don't give a damn about my identity anymore. These days, I try to live my life as drama free as possible, fuck the hell out of my brains with my vibrator every month when I get my heat. But for my father's death, I was never going to co back… and just so you know, I'll be leaving as soon all of this is over."

"You can't…" Lax coiled within . "I need you here, Lyla… please. I know I hurt you but if you give the chance, I'll make ands."

"I stopped giving second chances a long ti ago…"

"But you gave so conditions a while ago. You said if I fulfilled it, then you might consider," I pressed.

"Would you do any of those things?" she sneered. "You and I know the answer to that. Also, it'll be aningless because I don't plan to stay, and neither do I plan on getting back with you. You don't deserve , Ramsey. I know what it ans to love truly and you don't deserve ."

My heart pumped with fear – fear was an alien feeling to but the thought of letting her slip through my grasp again, scared .

"Is there soone else?" I heard myself ask.

"Even if there is… do I need a reason to go back to my life?"

"I'm afraid, Lyla… but I won't let you go, not again. I know you might think I'm selfish but so be it. I've been misjudged a lot of tis than I could count by the way and I need you here for my sanity. I don't know how it'll happen but we belong together."

"Are you planning to call off your engagent to Cassidy?"

I gritted my teeth in frustration. "It's complicated, yes but… I'll show you what I am capable of doing. So please…" I reached for her hand… "Don't let be unkind. I want to show you that I cherish you… that I love you… so much… but if you try to leave…"

She removed her hands from my grasp… an amused smile playing on her lips. "You don't scare anymore, Ramsey Kincaid and this ti… I'll do things my way. I am not sothing you can buy or own… I own myself… I make decisions about my life and I won't let you interfere in it this ti around."

She moved backwards, brushing an imaginary lint from her dress. "I held out hope that you've changed from the bully you are into sothing nicer but again… you've always managed to surprise . If you try to stop from leaving… I'll be your worst nightmare yet to happen. See you around."