"Thank you…", Kai's deep voice broke the silence.
g didn't get it. "For?"
"For being the best mate one could wish for."
g looked up at Kai and the pure sincerity in his boyish grin created a mix of emotions inside her.
He was so amazing that he called her the best, despite her flaws, and g wondered... was she worthy of him?
g never looked down on herself. Even when she plastered a fake smile while complinting guys who won only because she was holding back, g had the confidence that couldn't be shaken.
However, this was different. This was not just any guy. This was her mate, Kai from the Midnight Guardians pack. But more than his impressive physique, handso features, his status, or anything else that he is, it was about what he did.
Kai gave her his first ti and his first kiss and g didn't do the sa. He was sweet and unspoiled, yet she felt dirty.
Sure, being a virgin doesn't an much in the society of werewolves. They start shifting in their teens, so everyone saw plenty of flesh, and when that combines with their lustful nature, the most difficult part is to wait until the eighteenth birthday.
The unwritten rule is that underage girls shouldn't be touched and that guys should wait until they are mature enough to indulge in carnal pleasures with the milestone being their eighteenth birthday, but not everyone is following it. After all, the sweetest fruit is the forbidden one.
However, g knew that the Midnight Guardians pack was different.
As much as g was confident in herself, all that dwindled when compared to Kai's brilliance.
"What's wrong?", Kai asked. Their mate bond allowed him to feel her dejection rising.
g pressed her lips into a line. She didn't want to voice her thoughts. Did Kai figure out that he was not her first? Considering his inexperience, probably not. Will he connect the dots later? Will he hate her then?
"Hey…", Kai called with concern obvious on his handso face. "Are you not happy to be with ? Did I do sothing wrong? Tell so that I can fix it."
g's heart cracked. The more he tried to comfort her, the guiltier she felt. "You did everything right, Kai. It's . I fear that you are too good for ."
Kai's expression was full of love when he asked, "Are you doubting the Moon Goddess?"
"What?"
"The Moon Goddess made us mates, g. And that ans we are perfect for each other. I have no idea from where you got that I'm too good for you, but whenever such nonsense cos to your mind again, rember that you are my other half. If you are not good, that ans I'm not good either. As long as we can be together, I won't care if we are good or bad because being with you makes feel complete."
g was dazed by his sweet-talking, yet he spoke eloquently like he was stating well-known facts. "You are doing it again."
"Doing what?"
"Proving how amazing you are."
Kai chuckled. "I was just speaking my mind. Feel free to do the sa, g. Good or bad, I want to hear it all. There is nothing about you that can make think less of you."
Emboldened by his words, g thought of getting that burden off her chest. It's better to co clean right away than later. Right?
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"What if… there is a man?", g said in a small voice while observing his facial expressions.
Kai's brows ca together in confusion. He didn't know what g will say, but he definitely didn't expect her to bring up... "A man?"
g nodded. There were few of them, but she decided to stick to one. "In my life. A man."
Kai's expression darkened as he understood that the man reference is related to soone who is romantic and possibly intimate with g.
"You have a man? Break up with him or I will.", Kai growled dangerously.
"No, no…", g panicked. "In my past."
Kai's whole face contorted into a grimace as he struggled to contain his possessive green monster. He was never jealous in his life, and this caught him unprepared.
He had to get a grip on himself, and he needed to do it quickly.
g was telling him sothing and if he ended up exploding into a rage, there was a good chance g will start keeping secrets from him. And he didn't want secrets, not between the two of them.
g groaned as Kai's hold on her tightened to the point of hurting, but she didn't want to tell him to let go of her. She would take any punishnt as long as he forgives her past indiscretions. Is that even possible?
Kai released a slow breath and dispelled the killing intent that swelled within him.
His firm grip beca softer as he composed his thoughts.
"If it's in the past, I don't want to know about it.", Kai said eventually.
Kai cursed himself internally. Just a minute ago he told g that he wants to know everything, good or bad, yet he was already backtracking on it. Kai was familiar with the ways of the other packs, and he knew that werewolves start dating in their teens, and that's normal. His pack was the odd one.
Kai could handle anything other than the idea of g having soone else in her heart and mind, and the ntal image of another guy embracing her was making his heart shatter into a million pieces, no matter when it happened.
What if it happened yesterday? What if that man is waiting for g's return to the Lightclaw pack? Is that why she asked to visit her family? So that she can sneak out with that guy while her family keeps him occupied?
"If it's in the present, deal with him or I will. As for the future…"
"My present and future have only you in it.", g said quickly, and Kai's heart ached when he felt her insecurities.
But he was glad to confirm that whatever man she ntioned was in the past. It's not now.
Kai felt stupid. He wanted to know everything about g, but now he realized that he can't handle the truth.
It was obvious that g was more experienced and if he was not from the Midnight Guardians pack, he would have many girls in his past also. Only the Moon Goddess knows how many tis Kai relived himself (Kai lost count a long ti ago), and if not for his locked abilities, he would probably search for a woman on those occasions instead of doing it with his hand.
Kai knew that they were products of their environnt, and he shouldn't chastise g for being born and raised in a different pack.
The mood was ruined, and Kai blad himself for that. The only good thing was that he was still embracing her and she didn't try to escape his hold.
Kai had a desperate need to start another topic because g's emotions were fluctuating.
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