The Abandoned Empress Chapter 109

Chapter 109: Chapter 109

Above all, I found her most beautiful when she was ssed up like now. Tia’s blind obsession with one thing thrilled . Her obsession with her father, obsession with , and obsession with swordsmanship. Her craze about moving forward while ignoring everything around her always thrilled .

I was satisfied with her as she was, and I wanted to develop my romantic relationship with her slowly, but as the coming-of-age ceremony of the crown prince approached, I beca more impatient. When I thought of her spending ti with the crown prince, I was upset.

I didn’t like the fact that as she made a debut in social circles, she would draw the attention of many people.

‘She is mine. My lady.’

It was very annoying for to see an increase in the guys sticking around Tia. I was nervous because she might show interest in other guys.

‘Don’t look at others. Just look at . Huh? Please! Stay as my lady, like now.’

Out of impatience I egged on this unprepared girl to confide in . I tried to persuade her with all kinds of sweet talk. I thought she would rely on even more if I succeeded in making her reveal a darkness within herself. Then, it would be more and more difficult for her to leave . No matter how many guys tried to approach her romantically or even if the crown prince noticed her charm, I would make sure she would never escape from .

I promised her that I would never abandon or leave her, begging her to tell about it as I would share her burden. I took advantage of her strong obsession with , but I had no intention of healing her ntal trouble. I just wanted her to hang on to in her ssed-up condition.

“I wanted to get out of that dream sohow. I didn’t want to repeat that pain. But…”

“… ”

“Now I don’t know. I have no idea what to do or how to escape. ”

I wasn’t sure why she ntioned her dream. I felt betrayed, thinking that Tia, who trusted , lied to . As a result, I forgot to ta her gradually by going easy.

Alas, I should have listened to her more carefully.

I wish I had thought about why she, who had never talked nonsense, brought up her dream more carefully. How much better it would have been if I had asked her to tell in detail instead of asking her what the heck she was talking about! Even if I didn’t believe her at that mont, I should have listened to her seriously and comforted her by sharing her pain and concern first because I could reflect on her story later. I should have noticed that she explained to the best she could.

I regretted nurous tis what I had done to her.

I still couldn’t forget how her blind trust in was shattered. Her erstwhile obsession with and trust in kept occurring to . I couldn’t forget the day she looked at like a stranger and rejected .

“Can I ask you to dance with as an adult?”

“It is my honor, Your Majesty.”

The young lady I saw at the crown prince’s coming-of-age ceremony was so beautiful. When I first t her, she looked like a girl who stayed aloof from reality, but she was now so lovely and beautiful. It broke my heart.

Wearing a dress matched with sobody else’s clothes, she was holding his hand and dancing with him. It was very painful for to socialize with him. While I was watching her chatting with the crown prince and saw her turning her eyes as soon as her eyes t mine, I could not take my eyes off her because I was completely fascinated by her.

‘Don’t look at him. Don’t laugh at him. Don’t talk to him. Just look at only, Tia. I’m only looking at you. Just look at , like I look at you only.’

‘Tia, give one more chance. Trust once more.’

‘Please, don’t abandon . Don’t leave . You have made it impossible for to live without you, and you have made smitten with your ecstatic beauty. Please don’t leave . I’m begging you like this. Huh? My lady.’

While I was hesitating for fear of being completely abandoned by her, she went down to her father’s estate. I felt like I was going crazy. Several tis a day, I felt a swift rage of anger.

Should I go down there and take her right now? Once I take her, let lock her up in a place nobody knows, so that you can look at , not noticed by anyone.

I packed and unpacked my stuff every day. Damn it. I wanted to drag her here right away and hide her, but she was with her father, Marquis Monique.

Co to think of it, I didn’t even have a house for Tia while I kept vowing I would take her. How stupid. What’s the point of being called a genius when I don’t know how to take her out of that estate?

So, I searched for the right place diligently. Money was not a problem because I already had a fortune. The funds that I stashed just in case I had to compete with my stupid brother were increasing rapidly even now.

Let buy a house in a small countryside that nobody knows. As my lovely lady is going to live there, let decorate the house with the best quality of stuff that she wants. Tia will definitely love it. She is going to look at again with a lovely expression.

So wait a minute, my lady. I’ll prepare it perfectly for you, my little silver-haired lady.

When everything was ready, I wrote a letter to Tia. While trying to keep down my excitent and stay as calm and gentle as possible, I wrote to her, expecting she would certainly write a reply.

However, no matter how long I waited, she didn’t write back to .

I beca more and more nervous. I shook off my anxiety about her while secretly decorating the house for Tia. So, I wrote to her again, but she didn’t write back to .

If I hadn’t heard that Carsein was going down to Monique’s estate at that ti, I would have gone there and taken her with . When I thought that he would stay with her, I was so upset. But it was more urgent for to persuade Tia to leave the estate first.

But I was bothered by the crown prince’s attitude during his coming-of-age ceremony.

I could beat Carsein anyti, but the crown prince was still Tia’s fiance. It was dangerous. I kept reminding myself that I should be careful of the crown prince and that I should have him take less interest in her.

“What the heck are you doing here, Allendis?”

“Hey, Carsein.”

“Why are you looking pale? Why did you co to suddenly?”

“You also saw Tia and the crown prince at his coming-of-age ceremony, right?”

“… So what?”

“Let’s join hands. Damn it, you know we have no hope if the crown prince takes serious interest in her, right?”

After thinking about my offer for a minute, Carsein agreed. Damn it! Shit! I didn’t really like it, but I kept saying to myself this was the best option for now, while calming myself down.

“By the way, hand it to Tia.”

“Why don’t you go down there yourself? Given your obsessive habits, I think you might have been there early on.”

“Well, I’m not qualified to visit her. Damn, I really hated to say this to you. Anyway, please take care of her well, Carsein. ”

I’m asking you for a favor only this ti. And this is the only ti I will leave her at your hand. I’m not going to make the sa request again.

Only after I asked Carsein to hand the letter to her could I receive her reply. Nothing was written on the finely folded letter, but I was satisfied with it. Anyway, it was evidence that Tia started to open her mind to again.

‘I won’t make a mistake this ti. Let start again. Tia. I’ll approach you more carefully, more slowly, and more warmly than before.’

She began to write more in the letter than before, which thrilled my heart all the more, but I had to keep a low profile to rebuild her broken trust in

Whenever I thought that the silver-haired girl who wasn’t coming back for two seasons would be spending ti with this red-haired guy, I thought of getting rid of him or dragging her to the house I prepared for her. Whenever I felt my anger soaring high, I wrote sothing down because I felt like I was going crazy.