I blinked several tis, taken aback by Cassadins declaration. From my position, resting my head on Cassadins chest while sitting on the bed, I turned my head towards him and asked,
Youre going to beco the Emperor? Dont tell youre planning to overthrow the current Emperor, Cassadin.
In response to my question, Cassadin shook his head. In his eyes, I saw a familiar lookone of an endless pit of madness.
Cassadins eyes curled into a smile, and he gently pushed down onto the bed. With my sudden change of perspective, I heard Cassadins voice whispering into my ear.
Ive learned that when all the ministers, including the Emperors advisor, agree that a person is suitable to beco an heir to the throne, then they will have t the conditions for obtaining the right to succeed the throne.
What Cassadin said next was sothing that I also knew. However, it was nearly impossible for soone to inherit the throne in such a way.
Even if all the other ministers agreed to it, there was hardly a chance that the Emperors advisor would agree to another obtaining the right to the throne.
As evidence of that, there hadnt been a single person in the entire history of the empire who gained the right to inherit the throne in that manner. In reality, the system might as well not exist.
I looked up at Cassadins face, who made lie down on the bed. There wasnt a hint of hesitation in his eyes.
He only continued to gaze down at with certainty.
Hes serious.
Seeing such a resolute expression, I felt my throat tighten, tears threatening to spill from my eyes.
Unlike , who was consud by my desire for revenge, Cassadin had been thinking about his future with this entire ti.
How innocent and beautiful was that? How could one persons heart be so pure and clean?
On the other hand, I
I felt so pathetic compared to Cassadin. I did not deserve such unconditional love.
But even though I knew I didnt deserve it, I found myself reassured by the fact that he still desired . My expression must have betrayed my feelings, as Cassadins eyes filled with concern as he spoke to .
Why do you look so sad? Did what I said upset you?
I silently took in the sight of Cassadins worried face. His brilliantly clear skin and purple eyes, frad by soft eyebrows, glittered brighter than any jewel in the world.
What remained in those deep purple eyes after the abyss had disappeared was just , and only .
Technically speaking, it wouldnt be considered treason, but if you dont think its alright, Ill look for another
I interrupted Cassadin by wrapping my arms around his neck.
As soon as I did, Cassadin stopped speaking. What should I do with this kind child?
Why must you test my patience in such a way?
His voice was low, but it contained a boiling passion.
As I hugged Cassadin, I could sll a clean, refreshing scent that I had missed.
I had been missing you.
I wanted to see you more than anyone else.
I missed you.
Cassadin let out a deep sigh after hearing my quiet voice. I pulled back one of my arms wrapped around his neck and brought my hand to his cheek.
While caressing his cheek, I felt an intense gaze inspecting my body from top to bottom.
Despite looking ready to pounce on at any mont, Cassadin didnt lay a finger on .
Eyes filled with a bottomless pit of desire looked down at . From Cassadins face, I could see that the only thing inside of him at that mont was .
I knew very well what that look ant. Cassadin was asking for my permission.
Instead of answering, I gave him a gentle smile.
Releasing a heated sigh, Cassadin lifted one of my hands to his lips, and then enveloped my index finger. He gazed down at with an expression that was both dreamy and sensual.
It was rely a kiss on the finger, but he appeared so sensual that my face imdiately turned red.
After toying with my finger for a while, Cassadin finally stopped. A faint smile graced his face as he quietly studied my features. I could see my reflection in his clear yet dark violet eyes.
I looked up at him wordlessly, unable to find sothing to say, which in turn caused the lustful expression in his eyes to retreat beneath his long lashes.
As I suspected, this isnt going to be possible. I feel far too tainted to hold soone as pure as you in my arms.
Cassadin quietly murmured to with an expression far too sorrowful. It pained my heart to hear the self-deprecating tone in his deep voice and see the sad look on his face.
Once he finished speaking, Cassadin distanced himself from .
I quickly grabbed the hand of the man who was pulling away. Cassadins downcast eyes trembled faintly.
To think that the purest being in the world was calling himself tainted when I was the actual tainted one.
I, the sinful one who tried to drag him into my childish desire for revenge. I, the foolish one, who realized how precious he was to only after pushing him away.
Cassadin.
I quietly called out Cassadins na. A lump ford in my throat just from uttering that na.
Gently caressing Cassadins troubled face, I spoke to him.
If you are tainted, then every single person in this world is tainted. Do you rember what I said to you before?
I do.
I want it.
Hearing that, Cassadins lowered eyes slowly rose again. His eyes widened as he stared back at .
Looking directly into his shocked yet surprised eyes, I gave Cassadin the brightest smile that I could muster.
I want to do it with you.
As I repeated myself once more, Cassadins deep athyst eyes slowly scanned over .
It seed that after studying my face, he realized my sincerity and no longer held back.
If you end up regretting it, dont bla .
As soon as he finished his sentence, Cassadin buried his face in my nape.
With the hand that had been playing with my hair, he took hold of mine, leaving his mark on .
I felt Cassadins breath grow rough against my neck as a moan escaped my lips. His touch was hot enough to scorch my skin.
Cassadin slowly unbuttoned his uniform. The mont it fell to the floor, his toned body filled my entire field of vision.
My breath hitched involuntarily at the sight of his chiseled abs and broad shoulders.
But I was only given a brief mont to admire him before Cassadin whispered in my ear.
Ive wanted to do this since the first mont I saw you.
Cassadins whisper was incredibly sensual. Just hearing his voice made my head spin.
In this mont with Cassadin, I didnt want to think about anything else.
Whether that was Damian or Lillian. Or even the youngest Princess of the Elsia Kingdom, who was to be the Emperors gift to Cassadin.
Would you still love as you do now if you knew everything about ? Would you still trust if you knew I had returned from the future?
Despite the unease weighing on my heart, I couldnt bear to let you go.
I was afraid that Cassadin might leave if he knew everything.
I was disgustingly selfish. I despised myself for being such a person.
When everything is over, will you marry ?
Am I worthy of marrying soone like you?
And yet the ti Im spending with you right now is so precious to .
When I grasped Cassadins face with both of my hands and stared into his eyes, his maniacal gaze was fixed on . His gaze was desperately clear and crazed.
Those were the eyes of a beast that desired .
And such eyes only felt love for .
Cassadin wasnt the only one who was insane. I probably looked just as insane in his eyes.
I love you.
Like an answer to my confession, Cassadin passionately claid my lips. Our breaths intertwined with each other, and our bodies heated in response.
The large hands that tenderly caressed my body felt much too hot. But Cassadins gaze as he looked at was just as heated as his touch.
Cassadin pressed his lips onto my collarbone and neck ti after ti. When I responded to that unfamiliar feeling with light sighs, Cassadin smiled joyously.
I heard Cassadins deep, cavernous voice echo in my ear.
You are my one and only shelter in this world.
When I gazed up toward the source of the longing voice with a hypnotized expression, Cassadins movents beca even rougher.
I felt my mind and body lting with every single movent Cassadin made. I lost count of how many tis I had dug my fingernails into his back.
Cassadin had been truly, undoubtedly remarkable.
As ti passed, the windowless room turned dark.
It was only deep into the night that Cassadin released from his embrace.
No. It wasnt accurate to say that he had let go, since Cassadin still had his arms wrapped around my waist.
Facing each other while lying down, Cassadin was using one hand to support his chin and another around my waist.
Cassadins face still looked far too sensual in the light reflected by the fireplace. My face heated up again.
How will you go to the banquet tomorrow in this state?
Cassadin gently traced his hand over my collarbone and neck, using the hand that had been wrapped around my waist. As he had said, my body was full of imprints that he had left.
Feeling a bit embarrassed by Cassadins intense gaze, I pulled up the blanket on the bed to cover my body as much as possible.
This action prompted a bright laugh from him. Cassadin tenderly pressed his hand against my cheek as he spoke.
Im so happy, I cant tell if this is a dream or reality. Could this be the fulfillnt of my wishes after dreaming of you every single day?
The way Cassadins eyes were focused solely on was so indescribably beautiful that I couldnt look away.
Do you know how worried I was over the past two months that soone might steal you away from ?
I felt the sa way. Even though I knew in my head that Cassadin could take care of himself, I still found myself worrying about him.
Did that bastard Damian do anything to you while I was away?
Cassadins question made my heart skip a beat.
I found it odd that I didnt see him on the battlefield.
So, I was worried that he might have done sothing to you.
How would Cassadin react if I told him that Damian bit my neck to test my healing abilities?
Even though the scar has already disappeared, if Cassadin hears about this
I didnt want to cause unnecessary worry for Cassadin. He was already busy enough with the Emperors supervision and his duties as a Marquess.
I shook my head in response to Cassadins concerns.
Dont worry.
Nothing happened.
Only then did Cassadin seem to relax, and he gave a beautiful smile.
If it were up to , I would want to stay here with you forever, but its getting late now, so we should return ho.
I will escort you back to the mansion. But why dont we put our clothes back on first?
With that, Cassadin began to assist in dressing. I surrendered my body to his gentle touch.
Once he had finished, he gazed at my neck and said,
It seems the marks Ive left can still be seen even with your clothes on.
Cassadin pressed his lips against my neck. Sensing my flinch, a soft chuckle escaped from his mouth.
Its better that way.
Cassadin said this as if he truly ant it. But when I glared back at him with narrowed eyes, he smiled and claid it was a joke.
When I rose from the bed, pain surged through my entire body as if a blunt hamr had struck , and my legs wobbled. In contrast, Cassadin appeared completely unaffected, and remarkably healthy.
He didnt seem the least bit exhausted after our entire ordeal. Instead, he just gazed at intensely.
Cassadin, you need to get dressed as well.
Just as Cassadin had helped dress, I assisted him in the sa way. As I fastened each button on his uniform, I could feel his gaze on .
When I finished buttoning his uniform and looked up, he pressed his lips against mine as if he had been waiting. This made my heart flutter.
Taking his hand, I quickened my pace to hurry back to the mansion. When I stopped due to my shaky legs, Cassadin looked down at with concern.
If youre too tired, why dont we take a carriage back?
Im alright. It would cause even more trouble if soone saw us.
As expected on a winter night, there werent many people out on the streets.
But that relief was short-lived. I noticed soone standing in front of the mansion.
At first, I thought it was my father who had co out because of my late return, but he was currently out patrolling the territory. So it couldnt be him.
As we got closer to the mansion, the vague figure of the person beca clearer.
The individuals hair was the sa color as the pitch-black sky where the moon hung. Beneath those were green eyes reminiscent of eralds.
When his gaze t mine, the mans thin lips curled upward.
The mont the mans eyes dropped to my neck, his smile began to falter.
Why was Damian visiting the mansion at this late hour? Did he have sothing to tell while Father was out on patrol?
Although I didnt know his reason for visiting, I could see that his gaze was focused on my neck. After quietly observing for a mont, Damians lips slowly parted.
Aren.
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