Chapter 2 - Nobody else Knows.
There are few ways for
to beco one with you.
Not because my life's really special, not because I have strange thoughts. It's just that I'm way too stupid. Of course, I'm not talking about you. I'm talking about myself.
In a corner of a certain classroom, I was spacing out nonchalantly, and so the day ended. Nobody spoke to , and it seed as though I was the only one abandoned in my own world. The bell chid on its own. In the morning, everyone was chatting about the TV show the previous night; at noon, they were having delicious als from the canteen; at evening, they decided which fast food restaurant they decided to head to on the way ho. They all excluded .
I'm alone.
The tables, the blackboard, the pencil case, the uniforms, the school bogs, the textbooks, the gym clothes, the notebooks; they all seed to be residents living in a different world from .
So, please mock .
So that I can beco one with you.
What I'm going to say next is a shaful story of mine.
All the 14 year old kids are idiots, but I'm the biggest idiot of them all. Maybe my brain was corroded in delusions, that I'm afflicted with an extraordinary illness.
So, please be condescending about my breakup, my setbacks, and at the sa ti, look at .
See this shaful, indecent, stupid , whose raison d'etre is to spite myself, start up a little revolutionary war.
My na is Taku Sugawara.
There are so things only I know.
For example, school curriculum gets really boring without any friends around.
So, I'm always alone in the classroom, seated at the window side, facing the sun, continuing to ponder about a scumbag's thoughts.
This ti, my mind was debating, "Will you choose to be the most unfortunate person in the world? Or the second most unfortunate decision in the world?"
Decide on this in 2 seconds.
Everyone will agree to be 'want to be the most unfortunate person in the world'.
In that case, that's strange. Unexpectedly, the most unfortunate person beats the second most unfortunate person in this world? This fallacy does seem a little strange. Maybe, if we're unfortunate, we might as well go all out at being unfortunate.
Because, everyone would donate for the sake of the kids in Africa, but nobody will donate to .
A middle school student, poor grades, poor athletic ability, couldn't possibly get a girlfriend, living a life of not speaking to anyone, not even my life. Even when living this kind of an unfortunate life, nobody will bother with
They just think of
as so unimpressive existence.
I, who only lives in the classroom as 'air', is unable to get any love from anyone.
And so, I stubbornly transferred my vengeance over to those starving kids in Africa.
(No no, I know that they're really troubled. But they do get love from others. For , even if I search the entire world, I won't be able to find anyone who loves , and that's a fact. Ahh, damn it.)
Of course, it doesn't matter that nobody understands . To summarize, this is just random rambling of a middle schooler who's not too bright.
And then, in October, my thoughts went wild like a scumbag would.
That was why I was the 13th last in the Human Power Test.
On that day, when I had a conversation with Kotomi Ishikawa.
That incident happened two months ago.
The Kuzegawa Second Middle School I attend is famous for the lots of group work.
Every Tuesday, every class would be divided into groups of 4 students, and they would answer a very simple question.
"The brand new tourist attractions in Kuzegawa City
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