I pulled into the first place I knew would serve without questions... a dark, high-end lounge tucked between two office towers. It was quiet. Low lighting, low music. The kind of place where people ca to disappear.
I sat at the bar and ordered everything. Neat.
The first glass barely hit the wood before I finished it.
The second burned.
The third went down easier.
I wasn’t pacing myself. Wasn’t here for the taste.
This wasn’t social drinking.
It was tearing the bandage off and pouring the alcohol straight into the wound.
The bartender gave that cautious look you give soone you’re not sure will walk out of here upright.
I ignored it. Signaled for another.
My head was already buzzing. My chest was still hollow.
I thought about Aria’s mouth on his. The way she used to look at . The way she didn’t anymore.
Soon the ache had dulled just enough for to breathe without feeling like I was bleeding out from the inside.
After so ti, I wasn’t even sure I wanted it to stop hurting.
The glass in front of was empty again.
Or maybe it had been for a while.
The world had slowed into this thick, syrupy blur... warm, muffled, and tilting just slightly every ti I moved my head. Ten glasses in, maybe more. I’d stopped counting after the fifth.
A shape drifted Into the edge of my vision.
Feminine. Hesitant.
She was moving toward .
I tried to focus, but my eyes kept betraying ... sliding out of focus, pulling her features apart until they were just colors and shadows.
Dark fabric. Slim fra.
Closer now.
And for a mont... God...
I thought it was her.
Aria.
My chest went tight before my brain caught up.
I squinted. Tried to drag her face into sothing sharp and familiar.
But the hair was wrong. Blonde.
And the scent wasn’t hers.
Not that faint, grounding note of her perfu I could pick out of a crowd in a heartbeat.
I dropped my eyes back to my drink. I didn’t care who she was.
But she didn’t walk away.
Her voice ca low, cautious. "Mr Roman?"
I didn’t look up.
"Sir, it’s ," she said again, softer.
The words slid right past , barely snagging.
I forced my head up. "Who... the hell are you?"
She blinked, like she wasn’t sure if I was serious. "Sarah. Aria’s best friend."
I stared at her for a long second, but nothing stuck. Her na didn’t land anywhere solid. The connection bounced off the fog in my head and fell straight into nothing.
She tilted her head, studying like she wasn’t sure if I was fucking with her or just that far gone.
"We’ve t before," she said carefully. "I work at XE... marketing division."
I dragged my gaze up to hers again. The words tumbled around in my head, finding just enough footing to connect. Yeah. I rembered her. etings. Elevator small talk. Her desk sowhere near the glass wall in the east wing.
It didn’t matter.
Because she wasn’t Aria.
And right now, anything that tethered back to her... her na, her face, her ghost... hurt more than I could stand.
I went back to my glass. The whiskey burned less now.
Sarah’s brows pulled together, worry settling in. She glanced at the lineup of empty tumblers in front of , then back at my face.
"Jesus, sir... how long have you been here?"
I shrugged. Ti was a useless asure tonight.
She let out a breath, then slid into the seat beside without asking.
I didn’t tell her to leave.
Maybe because I didn’t care enough to.
Her voice ca quieter this ti, like she was afraid of the answer.
"Is this... because of Aria?"
I stilled.
The question lodged sowhere between my ribs, sharp enough to cut through so of the haze.
I thought about the rooftop. The video. Sylas’ hands on her. Her mouth on his.
How fast she’d moved on.
How easy it had been for her to give soone else what she wouldn’t give .
The burn in my chest had nothing to do with the alcohol anymore.
I set the glass down harder than I ant to.
"Maybe," I muttered, my tone flat, cold enough to make her hesitate.
Sarah’s lips parted, like she was about to drop it, but then her brows pinched together.
"I... I thought you and Aria were..." She trailed off, searching my face. "...together."
I felt my jaw tighten.
She didn’t stop there. "So why are you here... sitting alone... drowning yourself like this?"
I looked away, staring into the dim reflection in the back bar mirror. The words she’d chosen... alone, drowning... made my chest tighten in that slow, ugly way.
Her voice softened. "Did sothing happen between you two?"
My hand curled around the glass.
The rooftop burned in my head all over again... the way she kissed him, how she let him touch her like that.
"You could say that," I said. My tone was sharper now, the edges starting to show.
Sarah frowned, confusion flickering across her face. "Sir... I don’t an to overstep but... Aria doesn’t seem like the kind of person to just... "
"Don’t," I cut in, my voice low. "Don’t finish that sentence."
Her mouth shut, but she didn’t look away. She was watching too closely, and I hated that she might be reading all the shit I was trying to keep locked behind my eyes.
I tipped the whiskey back, draining what was left, letting the burn hit hard. And then I reached for the next.
Sarah’s hand darted out, stopping mine halfway. "Sir, you’ve been drinking all night, haven’t you?"
I didn’t answer. I just stared at her, fingers tightening on the glass.
"Mr. Roman," she said softly, respectfully, "please."
I ignored her.
That’s when she reached forward, collected the glass from my hand, and set it far enough down the bar that I’d have to make a scene to get it. She even slid the other empties out of reach.
Then she stood.
"Co on," she said firmly. "We should leave here."
"I’m not going anywhere," I said, my voice low, deliberate. My elbows stayed planted on the bar, my weight heavy against it. "Go ho, Sarah."
She didn’t move.
Instead, she stepped closer, lowering her voice. "Sir... you can’t stay here like this. It’s past two. You’ve had more than enough. Let take you ho."
I gave a humorless laugh, one that didn’t even sound like mine. "Ho? I don’t have one right now."
Her expression faltered, but she didn’t back down. "Then at least sowhere safe. Please."
I shook my head and reached for another drink... only for her to catch my wrist this ti. She was smaller, but her grip was stubborn.
"You’re going to hate yourself in the morning if you keep going like this."
"Already do," I muttered, yanking lightly, but she didn’t let go.
Her other hand slipped under my arm, testing if she could get to stand. I stayed rooted to the stool, but she wasn’t giving up... leaning in, using her body weight, coaxing, pulling.
"Sarah... "
"Sir, please," she cut in, firm but still respectful. "You can fire tomorrow if you want, but right now, you’re coming with ."
Sowhere between my exhaustion and the alcohol dragging under, my resistance cracked. My legs felt heavier than concrete, but I finally let her tug off the stool.
The floor tilted under my feet. She caught my arm quickly, tucking herself against my side to keep steady as we headed toward the exit.
I didn’t even rember passing the door. Just the cold night air hitting my face like a slap.
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