Chapter 1191: Chapter 1177: Hard to Face Chapter 1191: Chapter 1177: Hard to Face Seeing her sister so persistent, Guo Yuyun laughed and said, “Anyway, I’ve made it clear to him that I might never forget Ye Chen in my entire life. If he’s willing, let’s give it a try; if not, then forget it. I don’t intend to deceive him. He expressed his acceptance and told I need not force myself to forget.”
Watching Guo Yuyun say this, Guo Yuqing felt an indescribable heartache and said, “Are you really willing to do this?” She knew her sister’s character well—normally she would never compromise, but this ti it seed as if she had been tad by life itself.
Guo Yuyun beca serious and said, “I have thought it through very carefully and haven’t forced myself.”
Qing’er put down her chopsticks.
Guo Yuyun laughed and continued to eat, while saying, “Really, what I’m saying is how I truly feel. Actually, I have been quite happy recently. Sister, you said sothing right; a person can’t live just for themselves. Mother has also been very happy during this ti, and I am very happy too.”
“You aren’t with him just because of Mother, are you?” Guo Yuqing asked anxiously.
Yun’er laughed again and said, “No, I’ve seriously considered it. So things need to be let go of, especially those that have passed. No matter how much you think about them, it’s useless. One must live well and holding tight to those non-existent things is aningless.
Song Xizhi is not bad, he treats quite well. I can feel it, and he looks decent enough, honest and reliable, which is comforting. A woman doesn’t always have to get married, but I certainly don’t want to end up lonely for the rest of my life. If I were to pass up this chance, Mother would probably kick out of the house without hesitation.
Since that’s the case, I’d rather seriously find soone. Although I don’t know whether I like him now, I know he likes and truly treats well, and that’s enough.”
Guo Yuqing gave a forced laugh and said, “That doesn’t sound like you.”
“Really! Do you think I’m compromising myself?”
“A little.”
“No, I don’t feel like I’m compromising at all. Truly, to find soone who loves oneself is not easy, and soone who treats you well is even harder. I’m really afraid of missing this good opportunity and regretting it later.”
“I’m afraid it’s Mother who’s forcing you, and you have no choice but to force yourself.”
Yun’er smiled faintly and said, “Am I soone who can be easily forced? Impossible. But it’s true that Mother likes him, and there’s nothing wrong with that. I always have to return to real life, to find soone to desperately cling to, well, if it really cos down to fate, it might be very difficult in this lifeti. Yet to find soone who truly loves oneself also requires fate; I can’t miss out.”
Guo Yuqing completely didn’t know what to say anymore.
“Hey, don’t worry about it, I’m grown up and will think things through. I won’t let myself suffer. I ca here today just to talk to my sister, as my family mber, all I need is your support.”
Looking at Yun’er, in that mont, Guo Yuqing really wanted to tell her that Ye Chen was still alive, but she couldn’t do it. It was too dangerous. She asked, “Are you two planning to get married?”
“It won’t be that quick, we just want to establish our relationship first. I still have to et his father, and there are many things to do. Besides, I’m not ready to have children so quickly.”
“Right, having children so early, you’ll lose your freedom. Everything will be about the child. You are still young, don’t rush into it.” She had her own reasons for saying this.
“Of course, but I still need to et his family and also want to travel a bit.”
“Are you going to et his family now? Did he ask you to?”
“Of course not, but he has stayed with us for a long period, and his father doesn’t even know, probably thinks his son has been kidnapped. It wouldn’t be right for not to et his family. Let’s see how things go after that.”
“What if his family wants you two to marry?”
“When two people are together, of course, they are heading towards marriage. Having children can wait, there’s nothing wrong with getting married.”
“Marrying so quickly, I’m afraid you’ll regret it later.” Only Guo Yuqing knew how anxious she felt.
“Regret? There’s nothing to regret. I’d regret missing the chance.”
Guo Yuqing was completely at a loss for words.
“We’re planning to leave Demon Palace tomorrow.”
“You’re in such a hurry. You’ve just said you’re with him, and now you’re going straight to et his family. Why not try to get to know each other better first, et the family later?” Guo Yuqing was anxious.
Guo Yuyun had never seen her sister like this before and asked in surprise, “What’s going on, sister? Do you think Song Xizhi isn’t good enough?” She found it very strange.
“No, I didn’t say he’s not good. I just want you to take it slower, you don’t need to rush so much.” Guo Yuqing also felt very embarrassed.
Guo Yuyun explained, “Leaving Demon Palace City doesn’t an we’ll imdiately go see his family; we both want to go out and travel. I’ve been in Demon Palace City for nearly three months and want to take a walk to clear my mind, and incidentally visit Nine Leaves City.”
It seed the girl had made up her mind and was just informing her.
Guo Yuyun knew her sister cared about her and feared she wouldn’t be happy, smiling she said, “Sister, I’m no longer a child. After everything I’ve been through, I’ll consider everything carefully. I won’t rush into marriage, nor will I settle for less. Don’t worry about .”
Qing’er found herself at a loss for what else to say.
Guo Yuyun changed the subject, saying, “But you really should consider it properly.”
“I have nothing to consider.”
“How can you have nothing? Do you really plan to stay in Demon Palace City forever and never return to Immortal City? You should give Su Zhanze a chance. Su Zhanze has been behaving very well lately. Immortal City changes every day, and importantly, he knows you’re mad at him, but you’re the only one in his heart. Every ti he cos over, he goes to see our mother.”
Guo Yuyun continued, “We both know he visits our mother because he cares about you. Were it not for you, what would be the point in seeing our mother? You should stop dawdling. If he really goes off to start a family with soone else, you might regret it.”
In matters concerning Guo Yuyun, Qing’er seed to have utterly failed, and could only offer a cold smile, saying, “Fine, I can live just fine on my own.”
“That’s a bluff. You’re not upset because Su Zhanze disfigured himself, are you? In my view, Sister, you’re not that kind of person.”
“Are you really planning to leave Demon Palace City tomorrow?”
“Yes, I’ve packed everything. We’ve planned our trip. Departing from Demon Palace City, we’ll travel eastward, playing as we go. It should take us about a month to get to Nine Leaves City.”
Guo Yuqing wanted to say, “I wish I could go with you,” but how could she possibly do sothing like that? The two of them were going to have fun, what would it an for her to butt in? Although, hearing that Guo Yuyun’s journey would take a month made her feel much relieved, she still said, “Just don’t give in to him too easily.”
Guo Yuyun blushed looking at her sister, surprised such words would co from her, she said, “Sister, what nonsense are you talking about?”
Guo Yuqing hastily explained, “I’m serious. At least until you’re married, if he changes his mind by then, you’d be the one at a loss. You might end up raising a child on your own. I’m only looking out for your best interest.” She could do nothing but admonish her.
A blushing Guo Yuyun protested, “Don’t worry, I’m not a little girl, I know my limits.”
“You may know your limits, but he might not, who can guarantee he won’t suddenly lose control and force himself on you?”
“He wouldn’t dare.” Guo Yuyun added, “He dares not. Without my consent, he wouldn’t dare.”
Guo Yuqing continued, “I’m just reminding you because I’m afraid you’ll be taken advantage of.” This wasn’t just a reminder; if her sister really got involved with that young man and had a child, even if Ye Chen recovered, it would all be too late.
Guo Yuyun laughed, “Don’t worry, I’m not a foolish girl. I know my limits, and until we’re married, he shouldn’t even think about going in that direction.”
The morning quickly passed, and Yun’er had finished eating.
Luo Rui brought in so tea. Knowing that Yun’er had been spending ti with Song Xizhi lately and hadn’t had ti to co this way, she found it a bit surprising to see her today. Seeing Qing’er, Luo Rui wore a serious expression, not sure what to make of it.
“Yun’er, is there sothing good happening today? You’re not getting married, are you?”
Guo Yuyun dropped her chopsticks and turned around to answer, “Yes, I’m getting married. What do you plan to give as a gift?”
Luo Rui thought to herself, could it really be true? Just the night before, she was talking about finding a way to delay the marriage, and if it were true, everything would be ruined. Surprised, she said, “You’re really getting married? Isn’t it a bit too soon?”
Without expecting it, she too thought the marriage was coming too quickly, and laughed, “So, you think it’s too soon to get married as well.”
It seed she had talked with Qing’er before, and Luo Rui hurriedly said, “It does seem a bit soon, you’re not really telling you’re going to get married, are you?”
“It’s bound to happen sooner or later, just get ready to give a present,” Yun’er giggled.
Haven’t seen such a smile in a long ti, Luo Rui asked, “Is your mother forcing you to get married?”
Yun’er reassured her, “Don’t worry, if I do get married, it won’t be because of soone else’s coercion. It depends on whether I want to or not.”
“Are you really here to announce your marriage?” Luo Rui was still in disbelief.
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