Becca.
After the conversation with Jas the day before, I felt the need to escape for a few days. I wasn’t sure what I was going to do or where I would go, but the confusion I felt made unsure of everything.
I was going completely against my beliefs and acting a fool.
However, deep inside , I felt nothing but love for him.
Love... I couldn’t believe I could still feel such a thing after Chad.
Yet, with Jas, he made feel like anything was possible.
Sitting on my bed, I took in my open suitcase and stacks of clothing I had been folding. I had no idea what I was doing, but the thought of leaving him broke my heart.
How had this man complicated my life as much as he had?
Perhaps I needed to just co clean with him. Tell him how much I cared about him, and see if there was a way to make the chaos go away.
Picking up my phone, I hesitated and then dialed Jas’ number. I wanted to tell him the truth. Tell him I loved him, and I never wanted to part from him.
The notion was foolish because there was no way he loved . With a deep sigh, I waited for him to answer. The only problem was the sound of his phone ringing ca from down the hall, and Jas was supposed to be at work.
Frowning, I stoodt and padded my way out into the hall to see Jas’ door partly closed. For him to co back, and not even tell he was here, was out of character for him.
“Jas?” I whispered, pushing the door open to see his white dress shirt splattered with blood lying on the floor. My heart raced as my breath quickened.
What the hell had happened? “Jas?!” my shrieking voice called out.
Pushing through the panic, I rushed the few steps towards his bathroom and spotted him half naked, standing in front of the sink, with blood splattered across his hands and droplets on the side of his face. “Oh, my god! What happened?”
His eyes t mine, and within them was so much disgust, I wasn’t sure if I had done sothing to him, because never once had he looked at like that before. “Nothing, Becca. Just give a mont, okay?”
“Excuse ... don’t tell this is nothing, Jas. What the hell happened?”
His eyes turned cold for a mont as he let a heavy breath escape him. “I got into a fight. Now go. I need to clean up.”
Jas getting into a fight didn’t make sense. He was disconnected from in a way I have never seen him before. To make matters worse, he was pushing away.
“With who—” I asked, hoping it wasn’t what I thought.
There was only one person I know of that he may go toe to toe with, and that was Chad.
Chad deserved to have his ass beat, but I didn’t want Jas to get involved with it. I didn’t want any blood on Jas’ hands, and if Jas hurt Chad that bad, there would be vengeance from his family.
“It doesn’t matter now. Get out, and let clean up,” he snapped.
The tone of his voice was beyond unrecognizable. He had never spoken to like this, and if he thought I was going to take it, he had another thing coming.
“No. I want f*cking answers now, Jas. Whose blood is this?!” I yelled back, watching his eyes widen in surprise.
“You don’t want that answer. Now, don’t make ask you again.”
“It’s Chad’s, isn’t it. You went after him after I told you not to, didn’t you?!” Shaking my head, I turned and walked away from him. “I’m done... I can’t do this anymore.”
“Excuse ?!” he yelled before my arm was snatched and I was pulled back to him. “You’re not leaving , Becca. This was for you. To get you the retribution you deserved.”
“For ?” I gasped. “This is only going to cause problems, Jas. His family will co after the both of us. How could you let yourself do that?”
With thin, tight lips he narrowed his gaze at . “Because no one touches what’s mine.”
Looking up into his eyes, I saw the desperation, the raw passion he had for and even though I was pissed, my core clenched with anticipation. “F*ck you.”
“Oh, f*ck ?” He all but laughed as he pushed against the wall, pinning my arms above my head. “Is this what you want, Becca?” he whispered with a smile.
“Shouldn’t you be saying that’s what you want?” I snapped, before his lips captured mine with a heated passion that caused a moan to escape as his free hand pulled my shorts off and he slipped his fingers deep inside my tight c*nt.
“You’re not leaving ,” he growled before the head of his c*ck pressed against my folds, and he thrusted roughly inside .
Was this an ideal mont to have sex? No. I didn’t care, though. I was addicted to him, and the sex was ten tis better when he was angry.
“You want to stay?” I moaned softly as he thrusted into over and over again. My nails dug into his hand from where he had my wrists pinned.
“You are going to stay,” he replied, nipping at my bottom lip.
Harder and harder, he f*cked against the wall. As if all the built up tension he had right now was finally being released, and I was the only outlet that gave him that satisfaction.
It wasn’t until he smirked that I realized the excitent in it all. Releasing my wrists, he wrapped his arm around and carried towards the bed with his thick erection still buried inside .
My back hit the blankets of his bed as he continued to please . His mouth upon my erect nipple, and my fingers in his hair. “F*ck...” I moaned as I felt close to coming undone.
It was monts like this that set my soul on fire and constantly made question whether leaving was a good choice. He was a drug I had beco addicted to, and I never wanted it to stop.
“Dad?” A voice we were both too familiar with said just as he tipped over the edge, and I ca hard, screaming out in pleasure as the door to the bedroom opened, and in stepped Tally, wide-eyed and mouth parted in absolute shock.
“What the f*ck!” she scread in anger. “I f*cking knew it! I didn’t want to believe that you were the one betraying , but this?!!”
“Tally, wait.. It isn’t what you think...” I said as Jas and I pulled apart, and I stood from the bed shaking my head and rushing to her. “I wanted to tell you...”
A slap echoed across the room as the sting of her hit rang through my face. The bruise that was already there hurt worse from the contact, and tears quickly filled my eyes.
I had betrayed her, which wasn’t what I had planned to do, but as fate would have it, she found out anyway, and the betrayal stuck.
“Taliana!” Jas yelled as he grabbed her and pushed her back. “Don’t you dare f*cking strike her.”
“She’s a f*cking whore!” Tally yelled. “You’re no friend of mine, you f*cking bitch!”
I was at a loss for words about what I was about to do. My heart was breaking knowing how much I’d f*cked up by doing this. Then on top of it, I’d lied and kept it a secret from her.
Nothing would ever be the sa, and the guilt weighed heavily on my heart.
“Tally, I’m sorry... please listen to ,” I said as I pulled on my clothes. “I can explain.”
“No!” she yelled again. “How long has this shit been going on? Are you guys serious or are you just trying to steal my dad’s money? Cause he would never take you seriously!”
“We’re not together,” Jas replied with a clenched jaw.
“Well, that’s a relief,” Tally snapped, staring at with a murderous glint in her eyes.
My eyes cast towards Jas, looking for him to explain or elaborate. Yet, instead, he looked away from , back at his daughter. “Stop it. It’s just sex, Tally. She is an adult, and we were both bored. There is nothing more to this, so stop acting like you haven’t done the sa before.”
“So she ans nothing to you,” Tally asked, staring at her father. “You don’t care for her?”
“What?” Jas scoffed. “Of course, not. She knows this is just sex.”
Jas’ words were like a knife to my heart. I knew we weren’t official, but to hear him be so dismissive towards took by surprise. The ti we had spent together had ant a great deal to .
Hell, I was in love with the man, and he barely stood up for to his daughter.
Instead, I was just so girl he had been f*cking.
“That’s how you see things?” I asked, as he turned his gaze towards . “That’s it?”
“Becca, you know very well what this is, and Tally is clearly not happy.”
Shaking my head, I pushed past them. “I’m done, Jas. F*ck you both.”
I was a fool to ever consider the idea of Jas and I. To think he and I could be more than we were. The past few weeks had been the best of my life, and yet it had all been fake.
Grabbing my clothes, I shoved them into my suitcase and made my way around my room, grabbing everything else. Only when a knock ca at the door did my heart all but stop, and I froze in my place.
“Becca... open up, it’s ,” Jas said from the other side. “We need to talk.”
Snatching the door open, I sneered at him, narrowing my eyes. “What is there left to say? You made it clear what you thought about , so I’m leaving to appease you and your f*cking daughter.”
Jas quickly shut the door behind him and gently grabbed my arm, pulling towards him. “Don’t go. I didn’t an it. I was just trying to calm her down, Becca. You know I care about you.”
“Really?! Because to it looked like all I was good for was for a quick f*ck. I’m not wanted here, so I’m leaving. I’ll get a hotel or sothing.”
Pulling away from him, I turned and continued packing my things. I was really done this ti, and through all the anger, I forced myself not to cry.
I couldn’t give them the satisfaction of my tears.
“Becca, please... let figure sothing out—”
“Why is she even ho today? She wasn’t supposed to be back till tomorrow.”
“The last show was canceled or sothing—” Jas said, quickly cutting himself off when he realized what he had just done.
With wide-eyes I turned to him, “You knew... you knew she was coming ho, and you still let us get caught? How could you?”
“Because, Becca. I didn’t want to have to keep you a secret anymore,” he admitted, causing shock to fill . He did this for his own satisfaction. Never once did he talk to about telling her.
“We could have used words, Jas! Not letting her walk in on us f*cking!”
This showed just how much he actually cared. It wasn’t about how much money he spent or the fancy places he took . I didn’t need any of that.
All I wanted was him, and instead, he didn’t take my opinion into account with this.
He just did what he wanted.
Zipping up my bag, I grabbed my things and pushed past him, making my way down the stairs. Tally’s voice carried from the living room before I spotted her standing there, talking on the phone.
No doubt she was telling her mother the truth.
“Becca, please wait... don’t go.” Jas said, calling after .
“F*ck that! She is leaving!” Tally scread, storming towards us. “I don’t want to see this bitch again!”
“Go f*ck off, Tally. All you ever cared about was yourself.”
Turning towards the door, I made my way out. A taxi pulled up to the front that I had ordered while I was in my room. Heartbroken, I tried to understand where I went wrong.
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