Episode 772: I am not human.
What is sha?
Sha is sha.
Even in the dictionary, Katabuta is written as a feeling of sha without any explanation.
The reason why that can be so is.
【This is because sha is a natural emotion.】
As Haiden said, it is a universal emotion that we feel throughout our lives.
People feel sha whether they want to or not.
I have felt this many tis too.
‘If you ask if that represents my life, I don’t know.’
However, the sha I should use is not a simple emotion, but a concept.
The room for interpretation is open.
Start with various attempts.
Doing strange things, taking off your clothes, things like that.
Haiden even invited the villagers to get the job done.
“…I pity your young friend.”
“Is there sothing wrong with my head?”
“But your body is strong.”
In fact, Haiden disappeared as people flocked to him.
After taking a look, drinks and snacks were left behind.
In a way, it was natural, but I didn’t feel anything special.
That’s right too.
‘I must have done so many crazy things.’
In order to survive in the tower, you had to be prepared to roll over in dog poop.
Whether rolling around in muddy water or rolling forward.
The tower is not a place where you can relax enough to move without worrying about what others think.
Taking off your clothes?
“No matter what you do, you’re better than a sexy guy.”
At least I’m not an exhibitionist.
He is an exhibitionist to the core.
Actually, when I see him do that, I get angry and feel embarrassed for no reason.
Just ignore it and that’s it.
-This body is the sexy mber of the Peujing Union! A man who received Gongdu’s will! Brother, are you watching!
How can you not feel embarrassed doing this shit?
This is especially true when they appeal to to point out and praise myself.
What can I say, that is.
“Uhm. “It feels like I want to pretend I don’t know.”
I don’t know this person.
We’re not part of the group. Don’t look at .
okay. It feels roughly like this.
Is this correct?
After that, I tried a few more things, but there was no success.
-Crack.
After the bonfire was lit and the villagers were about to return, Haiden secretly appeared.
【You know because you experienced it. You are a fool who does not feel sha for your actions.】
“Whoever calls you a fool, you are a fool. “Is there anyone who has lived as sincerely and sincerely as ?”
【That’s not sothing a person who is so obsessed with weapons should say.】
Full set of felines.
The seven-colored appearance is now proud!
It’s a change of mindset.
If you are proud of yourself, isn’t it a good idea to look good on the outside?
It’s definitely not because I set ntal protection max.
‘Now that I think about it, I think it was because I was embarrassed to have maxed out my ntal protection.’
What kind of life have you lived?
I reflect on my past life without realizing it….
What is reflection? Everything I’ve done so far isn’t the best, but it’s not the worst either.
Because I overca all kinds of trials with the choices I was able to make at that ti.
Even if you do it now, there are only things you can do again!
cancer. Anyway.
【It seed like there was a particularly low skill level.】
“Hmm. I’m tired. “It must have been a huge emotional burden.”
I slowly looked away.
How did this kid know?
Now that I’m a successor, I’m starting to see things I couldn’t see before.
Recent gains in demonization and absolute territory.
Except for two skills, most skills have been leveled to their maximum.
Just two. There was an exception.
[Courtship Dance (A) Lv.5]
[Fatal Pose (C) Lv.7]
It is powerful, but it can be said to be a secret technique that cannot be taken out hastily.
It’s not that I don’t want to write, so I don’t write.
It’s so destructive that it’s just wrapped tightly to be used as a secret trick!
When I glance at Haiden, I see him looking down at with a pitiful expression.
“Does your expression look strange?”
【I’m wearing a mask.】 Even if I
cover it, you can still see it.
Hey, what’s the point if you’re wearing a mask?
The look in your eyes is irreverent.
I glared at him once and stood up.
“Let’s finish training.”
Training with this guy.
It’s not just for simple sha.
Dealing with concepts.
Properly drawing out and controlling that power is also included in the training.
The power of clashing.
The result of the struggle ultimately depends on how the being has lived and how much the concept represents life.
Those who have lived their lives comfortably without any hardships, and those who have sohow survived in their own way.
It is impossible to answer which of the two lived a better life.
Because that’s what life is like.
However, if you ask which of the two lives is easier to express in one word, it is the latter.
【I will raise my sword for you.】
Hypocrisy.
That was another concept he had.
【Please don’t disappear.】
-Guoooooo!
The guy’s sword moved.
With hypocrisy.
By putting in a force that only appears on the outside, different from the inside.
It was an attack that was neither fast nor slow, but it was sure to be a fatal blow if it was attacked as is.
I didn’t pick up the sword.
instead.
-Wooow!
[Concept anti-hypocrisy!]
Standing in front of him, he moved the concept.
-Quaaang!
The power contained in his sword wavered for a mont, but it struck the body as it was.
“Big!”
The breastplate is crushed and a sharp pain ensues.
He rolled backwards a few tis, fell to the ground, and stood up again.
“again.”
Haiden silently raised his sword.
-Quaaang!
-Kwakagak!
-Cow!
Afterwards, they even attack him using concept explosions.
The exchange of attacks continued until dawn.
During the day, to look for clues of sha.
At night, to cover concepts that are already covered.
They pushed so hard, even eliminating break ti.
For about a week.
“I guess it’s okay. really.”
Although we have entered the realm of superhumans, as long as we are living beings, we need adequate rest and sleep.
I’m tired from not sleeping for a long ti, but I’m still rolling around.
I feel exhausted both physically and ntally.
“Yes.”
“It’s okay so I’m with you.”
He did not recover from his wounds through Deokchun.
I trusted my own regenerative ability and trained repeatedly.
Of course I couldn’t eat, and I could barely drink water using my water skill.
If you don’t drink that, you’ll die.
If there is any consolation.
‘I’ve definitely beco more proficient.’
If you do anything, you will get better.
Whether it’s exercise, skill, or concept, nothing changes.
-Huung.
– Tongue.
The sword he threw by surprise lightly hit my breastplate.
Normally, I would have been hit and thrown out.
【It’s not bad at this level.】
It wasn’t anymore.
Because the concept contained in the sword was offset by the half-bone.
It would be a different story if Heiden had given his all, but that’s okay.
Neither I nor Heiden wanted to rise to that level in a short period of ti.
In reality, it may be impossible.
“If we use other things, we can prevent quite a few things.”
There is no need to just use this.
Since I had demonization and absolute territory, it was correct to think that if I utilized these, I could block almost all conceptual attacks.
I was satisfied with it, but I couldn’t like it all.
“I don’t think I actually practiced being shy properly.”
There was no significant growth here.
sha.
This is largely divided into two types.
【The first is feeling ashad of yourself. I am like that.】
Like Heiden, sha about one’s own actions.
You may have done sothing you shouldn’t have done or been disappointed in yourself.
It could be seen as self-loathing, and it was an area that could be dealt with by soone who deeply felt their own ugly side.
Unfortunately, this thod didn’t work for .
If you feel like you need to do sothing strange, do it.
That’s why it’s honest.
It was safe to say that he had high self-esteem.
There is also self-justification.
So what is the remaining one?
【Sha caused by others, that is the direction you should move in.】 Although
the boundaries are vague, the sha of being afraid of other people’s opinions and evaluations rather than one’s own remains.
Surprisingly, Haiden did not delve into this part.
There is one reason.
【Sha that can be overco is aningless.】
It may be embarrassing at first, but you can overco it.
At first, I was extrely reluctant to let the mbers know that I was Petit Gongdu, but now I’m continuing to discuss the concept in the mbers’ chats.
It’s a kind of growth.
‘…I didn’t want to grow up like this.’
For so reason, the area around my eyes felt moist, but it was because dust got into my eyes.
【You know best what you are most ashad of.】
He also knows.
Because I read my mories once before.
【You know, you tend to hide things like that from yourself. You’re doing well.】
It’s a complint, but is it because I’m in a bad mood?
【Don’t forget. Even if it is not revealed all the ti, if it is revealed when the ti is right, that is enough.】
The guy taps my shoulder as if cheering on.
【Go ahead. There is nothing more to do here.】
“Is this enough?”
I’d be lying if I said I didn’t have any regrets.
If possible, I want to go after I get used to dealing with sha.
Of course, I know I don’t have much ti.
The 99th floor was still in chaos.
After a slight lull, worshipers showed signs of movent again.
“Do you have any last words or advice?”
I asked the guy in front of the portal.
I told this story because I felt frustrated because the clue was still not resolved.
He looks at closely.
【Recall a ti when you fought desperately even though your life was not at stake.】
There were many tis when you fought desperately, but it was all when your life or soone else’s life was at stake.
Have I ever fought desperately when I didn’t have anything like that?
I thought about it and took a step forward.
Then he gives sothing.
When I unconsciously tried to take it, he took his hand away again.
“What?”
【I can help. but. I need your consent.】
It was a very suspicious word, but the choice was quick.
Because it was right to do it if it would help.
I am in no position to hide this or that.
I have already fought the King of Worship and realized that the status quo is not enough.
【After all this preparation, if you die repeatedly from the sa enemy, you wouldn’t be human.
Do you agree?】 “I agree.”
It seed a bit harsh, but I obediently agreed.
Why make an effort if you’re just going to get hurt?
【In that case.】
Sigh.
What he gave was sothing like paper, but as soon as I grabbed it, it lted and seeped into .
I didn’t feel anything special.
There doesn’t seem to be any change?
Just as I was about to look at him with questioning eyes.
-Paang!
“evil! What!”
He pushed into the portal.
The sudden action reminded of a ridiculous timing system ssage.
[Pledges are made under a fair agreent!]
[If I die three tis, I am no longer a person!]
[So information will be made public when deaths accumulate!]
[Public information: Community nickna Community record]
[Nicknas appear above my head.]
[Deaths left until revealed: (0/3)]
My eyes widened.
Could this be this guy?
Even though it was covered by a mask, his expression was brighter than ever.
【The basis of my sha is hiding.】
He even shakes his body as if he’s going crazy with fun.
【The basis of your sha is hiding it.】
Damn hypocrite.
Are you making a promise that puts your personality on the line?
“Hey, you piece of shit—!”
-Paaaa!
Before I could finish speaking, light enveloped my body.
I rembered.
A ti when I fought desperately even though my life was not at stake.
60th floor, Hall of Defeat.
It was a ti when if you lost even once, your nickna was stuffed.
I gritted my teeth and fought.
-Puzzle.
And even now.
I ground my teeth.
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