Lin Lan thought that he probably really loved his children at heart. Otherwise, he would not have taken the whip for Sanwang.
Maybe this was the characteristic of a true father at present— a man who was ever present and caring, just never outwardly expressing it.
Fortunately, in terms of married life, she had almost transford him. He would take her thoughts and attitudes into consideration, unlike other n who acted like masters that ‘hung out with the boys’ all day long, ignoring their wives. It was only when they needed the release would they get on the kang and chase their fervent desires without caring about their wives’ wishes and well-being.
Han Qingsong fanned Lin Lan with a palm leaf fan in his hand. He didn’t hear her voice for a while, so he looked at her, “What are you thinking about?”
Lin Lan smiled, “Nothing.”
She would secretly complain a bit in her heart, but wouldn’t let him know about it. Ever since she had started living with Han Qingsong, she had never really hated him for anything. On the contrary, she would try her best to acknowledge his strengths while making sure he worked around his weaknesses. Only when Xiaowang was sick with a fever did she actually blurted out what she thought without thinking due to her anxiousness and frustration. However, she did imdiately apologise for taking out her anger on him, so other than that, there weren’t any other major issues between the couple.
After all, compared to the n around her, Han Qingsong had done his best. She was not going to ask too much of him, just like the way she wouldn’t ask too much from her children.
Life was about being happy. If one asked for too much, then there would be a lot of complaints as well. By then, it was going to be very difficult to achieve happiness.
She raised her arm and tapped his chest lightly with her fingers, “You haven’t gone over for a couple of days now.”
Han Qingsong touched her shoulder, “There’s nothing to discuss after the engagent was settled.”
Since Han Qinghua ca back, he would co to Han Qingsong almost every day to invite him to co over and talk amongst the 4 brothers. Han Qingsong went along the first two tis because he had to discuss Han Jinyu’s dowry matters as well. After the discussion was finished, he didn’t attend this ‘brotherly gathering’ every ti despite the invitation. At most, he would rely have a conversation with Han Qinghua in the yard before sending him off.
Now that Han Jinyu was engaged and Han Qinghua had returned to the farm, Lin Lan was relieved.
Although Han Qinghua seed normal now,
Lin Lan couldn’t trust him so easily out of intuition. Perhaps it was her being over-suspicious, but she just didn’t harbour any good feelings about Old Lady Han’s family, so she didn’t want to get herself involved with them more than necessary.
After all, Han Qinghua had beaten Sanwang before and he even tried to steal the money and items in her house. How did making him write an IOU and sending him to a labour reformation camp not ignite a passionate hatred towards her instead? Even if he changed, wouldn’t he have so form of resentnt in his heart? She didn’t hesitate to speculate that Han Qinghua still had so malice in him. After all, she was responsible for both her and her children’s safety.
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