Chapter 65: Today, all I can think about is Miyagi — 65
Translated by KaiesV
Edited by KaiesV
Awkward.
The air between and Miyagi is hard to describe in any other way.
On the last day of sumr vacation, I touched places I had never touched before and heard voices I had never heard before. But the only thing I touched was her breasts, and I didn’t hear much of her voice.
Still.
Still, it was awkward.
We spend all our ti trying to get a good look at them, even though we are just opening our textbooks and doing our howork.
「Say sothing.」
I throw the eraser to Miyagi, who remains silent and doesn’t open her mouth.
The air in the room where I first ca since then is subtle and unsettling.
「Sendai-san should also say sothing.」
Miyagi, sitting across from , says plainly and throws back the eraser. I pick up the rolling eraser and erase the letters I don’t want to erase.
Sumr vacation doesn’t end when sumr ends, and even though it’s September, the days are still hot. Yesterday and today, ice cream was delicious and I need a cooler.
The temperature in this room is now kept at the right temperature.
I do not make Miyagi take off her clothes because of the heat, nor do I take off mine. Of course, I have not touched Miyagi’s body, nor have I had the opportunity to do so.
It’s been a few days since the new sester started, and yet I am crazy enough to think about such an obvious thing.
That is not what I am doing with Miyagi today.
I don’t even get that kind of mood.
That’s right.
We are not in a sexually active relationship, and there is no way we would be in that kind of mood.
——Why is that?
I don’t deny that I wanted to do those things then, and I’m not surprised that I had that desire inside . Sexual desire is sothing that everyone has, and I am sure it is in Miyagi as well. So it’s not so crazy that I wanted to.
What I should be concerned about is that such desire turned to Miyagi.
「Why are you looking at ?」
Miyagi says in a colder voice than usual.
A cold stare also follows, and I don’t feel so good. I know I don’t have to worry about it, because it’s like she made up the voice and the look. But it cos on top of my heart with a certain weight that makes feel like I’m going to sink.
「Can’t I look at you?」
I ask in as flat a voice as possible.
「You can’t.」
「Then, I won’t look.」
I drops my gaze to my textbook.
I’m doing my howork.
Such an order would have distracted , but Miyagi is doing her own howork. I have to do my howork as well, but I still can’t concentrate on the problems lined up. I find myself trying to ruminate on Miyagi in my mory.
I can forgive myself for these things, but it is difficult to accept them.
It was unexpected that I would be so clearly aware of my desire for Miyagi.
I can still feel Miyagi’s breasts in my hands.
I clench my right hand tightly.
Grip it so hard that I can see nail marks on the palm of my hand, then open my hand. I look up and roll the eraser toward Miyagi.
「I knew it, can I look at Miyagi?」
「You’ve already seen it. I an, why bother asking that?」
「Miyagi told not to look at her.」
「Forget that kind of thing, Sendai-san, and do your howork seriously.」
「Miyagi, if you don’t mind watching.」
The eraser is not returned.
Miyagi was blatantly disgusted.
「I told you earlier that you shouldn’t.」
「I was told I shouldn’t, not that I shouldn’t.」
When I bothered to correct her, Miyagi wrinkled her brow. Then, with a distinctly miffed look on her face, she stands up and grabs a manga from the bookshelf.
「If you’re not going to do your howork, maybe you should read this.」
A manga is placed on the table.
「I bought this yesterday, so Sendai-san hasn’t read it yet.」
I don’t know why she doesn’t want to be seen, but she says if I want to see her, make it a manga, not a face.
I think Miyagi is cute for reacting this way.
But there should be no lustful elents.
Miyagi is just an ordinary girl anywhere, nothing special or unusual. Last year she was an inconspicuous, unassuming girl in the sa class, and now she’s an inconspicuous, unassuming girl in the next class.
No, to be precise, she is inconspicuous and plain but a little more unusual than usual. She don’t usually command soone to lick her feet or bite them to the point of bleeding.
When I think about it this way, it’s pretty bad.
I must have lost a couple of screws that had stopped from reasoning when I lusted after such a person.
Ugh, I should never have felt that way.
I would like to touch Miyagi, but even if I did, I would never feel like that. I believe so. I don’t want to think about why the screw fell off and don’t need to know. Most of the ti, she sit awfully far away even if she want to touch .
「You won’t read it?」
Miyagi throws an eraser at .
「I’ll read it next ti I co back.」
「When is the next ti?」
「That’s for Miyagi to decide, isn’t it?」
“Yes, but,” Miyagi says, closing the textbook. But soon after, he started flipping through his textbook and blurted out,
「…Sendai-san, I was afraid you wouldn’t co today.」
Words float in the air that seem to ignore the flow of the conversation.
Only the sound of a textbook being rolled up echoes through the air and disappears, as if to disrupt the sudden pause.
「What makes you think that?」
「Because of what you did.」
「I thought Miyagi was the one who wouldn’t call anymore.」
Today, Miyagi called .
That seed surprising.
When the new sester started, Miyagi will not contact .
That’s what I thought.
「We didn’t break any rules.」
The textbook, which had been continuously rolled up, is closed.
On second thought, that ended in an attempt.
I guess that ans we didn’t break the rule of no sex because we didn’t finish. I don’t know where the end is for won to be together, though.
「Then why are you sitting over there instead of next to ?」
I ask what I was wondering so as not to miss out on the first established conversation of the day.
Miyagi had been sitting next to for a long ti recently, never across from .
「Because Sendai-san is not to be trusted.」
She said it once and for all, and I affirm her words in my mind.
As for my lack of trust, I cannot deny it. But Miyagi didn’t reject either. I wanted to say so, but I knew that if I said it, Miyagi would shut up again, so I swallowed the words.
「Let’s do our howork.」
Unusually, Miyagi says sothing serious.
But I was thinking only about Miyagi in front of rather than filling up my notebook.
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