Chapter 206: Sendai-san who is not my mine — 206
Translated by KaiesV
Edited by KaiesV
If you don’t like being ho alone, co visit .
Sendai-san said such a thing to , so I went to her part-ti job, but when I ca back, I was still alone. Sendai-san hasn’t co back even after waiting for an hour or two, and since I was with Maika earlier, I feel even lonelier alone.
「It’s the sa as if you went out to play.」
On the bed, I throw the stuffed black cat in my hand toward the door and stop. The black cat is innocent. The only one to bla is Sendai-san for not coming ho earlier. I feel like hitting the stuffed animal because she puts in a part-ti job on Sundays.
I lay down and put the black cat on my stomach.
I am not overeating, nor am I too hungry, but I don’t feel refreshed. I’m feeling foggy and irritable.
Sendai-san, who was on this bed yesterday, is not here.
Her body temperature and sll are only mine, and now I don’t even have a piece of her.
It’s just that small thing, such a small thing, that makes Sunday seem like the worst thing ever.
I knew I shouldn’t have gone to her part-ti job.
I am wondering what kind of person the college senior who she was talking to in a friendly manner is like.
I wonder what kind of people the people at the store who were smiling with her are like.
One or two things that bother , like what kind of things they talked about, or whether they t outside of that café, or other silly things that bother , get attached to each other, and the things that bother beco bigger things. I also wonder what Sendai-san looks like working part-ti except today, and how she looked at like I was one of many.
Sigh, exhale, and tug on the black cat’s tail.
Sendai-san irritates , with or without her here.
I cover myself with a comforter and close my eyes.
Still unable to get Sendai-san out of my mind, I curl up into a small ball. After spending five or ten minutes in the darkness I made on the bed, I hear a tapping of small sounds.
「I’m ho.」
Sendai-san’s voice follows the sound of banging on the door.
I slowly raise myself up and get off the bed.
After putting the black cat back on the bookshelf and exhaling, I opened the door and said in a small voice,「Welco ho,」Sendai-san smiled at .
「I’ll drink orange juice. Do you want sothing too?」
「Yes.」
.
「What do you want?」
「The sa as Sendai-san.」
「Are you coming this way? Or do you want to bring it over there?」
「Bring it to .」
「Okay, I’ll be back in a minute.」
With that, Sendai-san turns her back to , so I slam the door shut. Within five minutes, there is another knock on the door, and I let Sendai-san in. Holding two glasses filled with orange juice, she placed them on the table and sat down next to .
With the bed as a backdrop, we both sipped our orange juice side by side.
「The lipstick, did you take it off?」
Sendai-san says in her usual, nonchalant voice.
「I did.」
「It looks good on you, though.」
The soft voice doesn’t know what it’s thinking.
I put down my glass of half-drunk orange juice and look at Sendai-san. But she just smiles at and I still don’t know what she’s thinking when I look at her.
「I was glad Miyagi ca today. If you don’t want to co alone, just co back and play with Utsunomiya like you did today.」
「I only went with Maika to the place where Sendai-san works because she wanted to see it, and I’m not going there anymore. Besides, the school festival is coming up soon, and your part-ti job is over.」
「Well, yeah.」
Sendai-san says in a light voice and drinks her orange juice.
Sendai-san’s lips stick to the glass, the orange contents decrease, and her throat moves. I can only follow the orange juice so far, and from there it goes through sowhere I can’t see.
A glass, one-third empty, is placed on the table. I wanted to touch the orange that I could no longer see, so I stopped, reaching down to touch Sendai-san’s throat, just between her collarbone and such.
「Anyway, about the school festival, I don’t think that was fair.」
I grab Sendai-san’s skirt and pulls it down.
「What do you an by not fair?」
「You told Maika about the school festival instead of because you thought she would ask you to co.」
「That’s right. I don’t want to be told not to co.」
As she said this, Sendai-san tries to touch my hand that is holding her skirt.
「…It’s so honest and weird.」
I retract my hand before she catches .
「Isn’t that awful? I an, honesty is usually a good thing.」
「It’s not pleasing . It’s weird to think that if you’re suddenly honest, there’s sothing going on… What are you thinking?」
「What, I don’t tell you that honestly, Miyagi won’t let do anything. That’s all.」
Sendai-san says quietly and turns his body toward .
She stares at so intently that I can no longer look at her and look away.
「What do you an by that?」
When I blurted out the question, Sendai-san stroked my earring.
「You won’t let kiss you, you won’t let touch you. I don’t like that.」
The finger that stroked the piercing touches my lips.
Her body heat cos close and whispers in my ear.
「I want to kiss you, Miyagi.」
「We’re not talking about that right now.」
I pushed Sendai-san’s body to keep her body temperature away from .
「Even if we weren’t talking about that, I just wanted to kiss you.」
「You can’t just say whatever you want.」
「If Miyagi would tell without you telling , I wouldn’t, but Miyagi wouldn’t tell .」
「I don’t have to tell you that.」
「I knew you would say that. So I’m telling you. Miyagi, let kiss you.」
Sendai-san says these things without hesitation.
I don’t know how she can be so straightforward about her desires. She says it in a soft voice, as if it were natural, then grabs my arm and pulls back. Even then, she doesn’t go any further. She waits for my next words.
She rarely forces to do anything.
「Miyagi. Just say, okay.」
She says with just a little bit of pain, and Sendai-san puts a lot of pressure on the hand that holds my arm. I peel off the hand and look at her.
「It’s not the kissing I want.」
「What do you want?」
「Let make sure.」
I tug at the knit that wraps around Sendai-san’s upper body.
「…What is?」
「The marks I made yesterday. To see if it’s gone.」
Red marks covering her upper body.
It covers her even when she’s the Sendai-san I don’t know, sothing that her senioir at the university and her part-ti job cannot know.
Sothing that only I know, even though Sendai-san is unknown to .
Even now that her part-ti job is over, I want to make sure it’s still there.
「You’re not slowing down enough to punish , though, are you?」
「It’s not a punishnt, so if you don’t like it, don’t watch it.」
When I told her so, Sendai-san said,「Do as you please.」
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