Chapter 178: I want to see more of Miyagi — 178
Translated by KaiesV
Edited by KaiesV
「Did you know the difference between seals and sea lions?」
I hear Miyagi’s voice and I answer, looking at my tablet.
「Nhn— I guess it’s on how they swim, or whether they have auricularia or not. Sounds like that kind of thing.」
After finishing dinner with a bento I bought on the way back from the aquarium, Miyagi naturally ca to my room and sat next to the whole ti.
「Auricularia?」
I looked up from my tablet to see Miyagi, who had uttered the question, and our eyes t when she was supposed to be looking at an aquarium brochure.
「It looks like this is the part of the ear that sticks out.」
I reach out and stroke my hand to trace the outline of Miyagi’s ear, then tug on the earlobe. The hardness of the piercing is clearly felt in my thumb and I removed my hand. When I tried to put my lips to his earlobe instead, Miyagi called in a slightly lower voice,「Sendai-san.」
「Which has the auricularia, the seal or the sea lion?」
「Sea lion. It says here that they have sothing like earlobes.」
I hand Miyagi the tablet and kiss her earlobe.
「Just now, my earlobes have nothing to do with it, right?」
With a simple voice, Miyagi pushes my shoulder.
「I’m not saying that, but we don’t have sea lions here.」
「Does that an you would kiss a sea lion’s ear if it were there?」
「I think sea lions are cute, but not enough to kiss them. For that matter, do you need to see the difference between seals and sea lions?」
When I pointed to the tablet I handed to Miyagi, she grimly said,「I’ll look at it,」then looked down at her hand.
「Miyagi, let’s go see the difference between seals and sea lions next ti.」
「I thought we were going to the zoo?」
Miyagi says looking at the tablet.
「We could go to the zoo or the aquarium. Miyagi, don’t you want to see the sea lion’s ears?」
「I’d like to see it, but…」
「Well, why not? We’ll go both ways.」
「…Are you sure, Sendai-san? It’s not like you like fish so much that you want to go to the aquarium over and over again, right?」
As she said this, Miyagi looked up from the tablet, which displayed a sea lion’s ear lobe, and looked at .
She seed to be taking my likes and dislikes into consideration, which I thought was unusual.
Miyagi has been tolerant ever since the sumr break, but today there is a frightening honesty and gentleness added to it. Even though there is still more than half of sumr vacation left, I feel as if all the good parts of sumr vacation have been collected today, and sohow I feel as if I have done sothing a bit wasteful.
I want to stretch good things a little thinner and make happiness last longer.
It is tempting to think that way, but perhaps that is too much to hope for in the days ahead. If I make today the climax of my sumr vacation, the rest of my days will be tasteless, so I return my answer to Miyagi, believing that there are still better things to co.
「I had fun at the aquarium today and hope to go back. You said you had a good ti today as well, right, Miyagi?」
Although I don’t want my favorite things to be limited to fish, the aquarium has beco an important place for . Miyagi makes it look fun, and the penguins she likes are adorable. I would like to go there as many tis as possible. So I would be happy if Miyagi is thinking of going to the aquarium as many tis as I do.
「…That’s correct.」
「Then let’s go to the aquarium again. Before or after the zoo, I don’t mind.」
「Well, that’s fine.」
Miyagi didn’t say that she would go explicitly.
But when she uttered an answer that showed she accepted my words, she put the tablet on the table.
「Sendai-san.」
Miyagi says in a small voice while looking at .
「What?」
I listen back and wait for the next word.
Ti passes slowly.
I don’t hear her voice.
「Miyagi?」
She didn’t say anything for a long while, but she responds to my voice and looks down at as if she were lost.
「Is there sothing wrong?」
When I asked her what was going on, Miyagi grabbed my arm. Then she lays her lips on mine without answering my question.
I don’t mind kissing.
I equally like kisses given by and kisses given by Miyagi.
But I didn’t expect Miyagi to kiss here and now, so I can’t help but think about the aning of this kiss as our lips touch.
Appreciation for the aquarium.
I wonder if that’s the kind of kiss I’m looking for.
When I get the answer, our lips part.
My eyes et Miyagi’s.
Before she can say anything, I close my eyes and she kisses again.
I still feel like I got a good part of my sumr vacation ahead of .
This is indeed too much to be done today.
This is like and Miyagi are dating.
For the second kiss, our lips part before I can derive the aning of the kiss, and Miyagi grabs my arm tightly.
I look at her closely and her cheeks are a little red.
「Miyagi.」
I wanted to say sothing, so I called Miyagi, but I didn’t understand what she wanted to say.
Miyagi’s hand, which had been holding my arm, slid down and touched my shoulder. A light weight is placed on and I am pushed down by her without resistance.
I look up at Miyagi from the cold floor and our eyes et.
I stroke her slightly red cheek.
「Close your eyes.」
Miyagi says quietly, keeping eye contact.
「I won’t close it.」
I think she wants to kiss like that but I don’t want to close my eyes.
I want to keep looking at her because I may never see Miyagi again, pushing down, her cheeks tinted, wanting to kiss .
But Miyagi doesn’t even grant such a modest wish.
I grabbed her arm as she imdiately tried to raise myself up, even though she had pushed down herself.
「Keep kissing like this.」
If I could, I would ask her how she is feeling right now rather than kiss her, but I can’t because I know that when I ask, that is when this ti will end.
If that were the case, I would choose a kiss that wouldn’t end this ti.
「Miyagi.」
I call her na, which she doesn’t move, and add,「You don’t have to close my eyes to kiss .」
「I can’t do it without closing your eyes.」
Miyagi asserts.
「Then do sothing that isn’t kissing.」
「What’s that?」
「Go ahead.」
The hand that had been holding my arm stroked my neck and ran her fingers along the nape of my neck. As it was, I pulled Miyagi a little closer and heard her complaining.
「What do you an by, “go ahead”?」
「The fact that I was pushed down without resistance ans you can go much further.」
「I’m not fine with that.」
「Then I’ll ask you to keep the promise you made back then.」
I stroke down Miyagi’s side through the cloth, grab the hem of her T-shirt, and slowly tug it up.
I have no intention of taking off her clothes.
If I take away what Miyagi is wearing herself, she will run away from here, and if I am not careful, she may not let touch her for the rest of my life.
I stop my hand when Miyagi’s body makes a small movent as I flip my T-shirt up to just below my ribs.
「Sendai-san, what do you an by that promise?」
She is obviously in a foul mood.
「When Miyagi did it, I said I wanted to touch you too, and you said I couldn’t right now.」
「That’s not a promise you can make next ti, is it?」
「If I can’t do back then, it ans I can do it this ti.」
「Then, now is impossible. Stop.」
I slide my hand inside my T-shirt as Miyagi tries to grab my hand while making a ssy and noisy noise.
I caress the smooth skin, checking the feel of her ribs, and stop my hand under her breasts. I let my fingers crawl loosely down her sides to let my body heat flow into them, and then I run my hands down her back.
Before, I had direct contact with Miyagi’s body in this way.
At that ti, the room was dark and I couldn’t see her face, but now I can see her better.
Her cheeks are redder than before.
Her lips are a little open, and I think she’s about to say sothing.
I want to pull Miyagi close and kiss her, but I also want to watch her more.
A little above the waist, I poke her on the spine, and her body jerks and her brow wrinkles.
「I told you I don’t want to do it.」
Her voice is gruff, but she doesn’t grab my hand.
As I slowly stroke up her back, as if tracing her spine, Miyagi says in a stronger voice than before,「Sendai-san.」
「Stop.」
「Don’t say that, just let this go.」
I slid my hand over and place it on her bra.
I check the hooks with my fingertips and wonder what to do.
I want to just take it off, but I don’t want to do anything that will upset Miyagi today.
「Can I take it off?」
At one point, I ask, and without a pause, she responds,「Absolutely not.」
——Right.
I knew she would say that.
I knew what I was asking, and I’m not going to force her to do anything. Still not ready to give up, I gently slid my hand down to touch her breasts over her bra, and Miyagi grabbed my hand.
「Why don’t you want to do it or be done with it?」
I am willing to wait until she said she doesn’t want to do it now until she says it’s okay, but she should at least tell why she was waiting.
But Miyagi won’t answer .
「At least tell why.」
「I’ll answer if you take your hands off .」
Miyagi sounds disgusted from the bottom of her heart.
「Then Miyagi take her hand off first. Otherwise, I can’t move my hand away.」
When I protested, Miyagi’s hand leaves mine.
So I let go of her hand too.
「Is this fine?」
When I asked, Miyagi took her eyes off .
Then she starts speaking in a small voice.
「…I don’t want to do it, or be done by it, because I feel like I’m going to lose my mind. I feel like it’s going to ss up what we did at the aquarium today.」
I hear things I didn’t expect to hear and it’s confusing.
It sounds like she is saying that it feels good for Miyagi to do and to be done. Moreover, it sounds like she doesn’t want that to happen, and she doesn’t want it today to be sothing that makes no sense.
Would Miyagi think that way?
No, she said it herself, so there is no mistake.
But I can’t believe it.
「That’s a pretty amazing thing to say, but are you okay?」
I fear that an important screw has fallen out of Miyagi.
「I’m not alright, I’m fixing my T-shirt.」
Miyagi says curtly and glares at .
After all, I could have die today.
With that thought in mind, I pulled on the T-shirt that I had flipped up and put it back on, and Miyagi raised herself up.
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