Story About Buying My Classmate Once A Week Chapter 145: What I know about Miyagi — 145

Chapter 145: What I know about Miyagi — 145

Translated by KaiesV

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It was predictable that Miyagi would not be there on Monday morning.

I didn’t expect her to not return that day, but given Miyagi’s personality, it was no surprise that she chose not to return. But I didn’t expect her not to be back for three days.

「I think she’ll be back soon.」

After one sigh, I poured orange juice into a glass.

After a day, I feel better and co back awkwardly.

I thought so, but then I felt uneasy that Miyagi had not returned by the morning of the fourth day.

It’s understandable that it’s difficult to face each other as roommates the day after doing sothing that isn’t considered roommates would do. I didn’t know how I should look to Miyagi either. I knew she needed ti, but three days was a long ti.

I grab the glass and head back to my room.

I’m not too worried about where I’m going.

「Perhaps, she’s with Utsunomiya, I guess?」

I drank half the orange juice and put the glass on the table.

I sent,『Were you at Utsunomiya’s house?』 in a ssage I sent to Miyagi. I think I’m right in thinking this, because she replied,『Don’t worry about it.』If it’s not, I’m sure she’ll complain that she’s『not in Maika’s house.』

At tis like this, I am relieved that there is a place to go for Miyagi, but I have mixed feelings about the fact that the other party is Utsunomiya.

It’s not that I think there is sothing wrong.

It’s just that I am dissatisfied, although I am sure there is nothing.

Still, it was much better than not knowing whose house Miyagi is staying at and worrying about her whereabouts.

However, if Miyagi doesn’t co ho, Utsunomiya is likely to beco Miyagi’s roommate. I don’t want that. Miyagi must co back to this house soon.

I fall into the bed.

I washed the covers and sheets.

And yet I feel like I can sll Miyagi. I don’t regret what happened from Sunday. But I regret that this room has beco the place to be. I can’t help but be reminded of it when I’m on the bed.

Here was Miyagi where, I was touching her, kissing her, and above that——

The mories are vivid, and Miyagi’s absence makes rember even more.

If we had dinner together as usual and spent ti as roommates, it would be possible to keep the mories locked up in a dream, but without the person in question, the guilt would diminish and this fantasy would walk alone.

I really hate it.

While I am anxious about Miyagi not coming back, I am thinking about Miyagi back on Sunday.

I slap my cheek and then pick up my phone.

I had sent a ssage to Miyagi earlier asking when she would be back, but my phone remained silent. Still, I checked the screen at least once.

There was still no reply.

Thanks to this, I don’t feel like going to the university, although lectures are about to start.

I have thought about it several tis since Miyagi disappeared, but I am not sure if I should go to her university. I don’t know where Utsunomiya lives, but I do know where she goes to college. If she’s with Utsunomiya, she must not be skipping college, so I might be able to et Miyagi if I go there.

Still, I am lost.

I know that it’s better to go get the person in question than to be trapped by Miyagi in my mory, and I want to see Miyagi. But I don’t know what I should look like to see her. Perhaps I find it more difficult to face her as a roommate than Miyagi would.

The reason was very simple, and one that I would not have wanted to admit if I could have.

I still wish I had never noticed it.

I’m sure I am.

For a long, long ti.

I loved Miyagi.

I don’t know when I beca emotionally deprived. I feel that it is better to say “undermined” rather than deprived. Miyagi had slowly worked her way into , and without myself knowing it, had clung its roots and taken up residence. I have shoved the thoughts that grew up to the point that I couldn’t expel them into a dark and cramped place, and have been cautious not to look at them under the shroud of 5,000 yen.

If there is sothing that stimulates an emotion that is tucked away, but I ignore that emotion, it’s as good as nothing. Miyagi, who had never even been my friend, beca my roommate, but that didn’t change. It had been quietly breathing in a corner of my mind, and I had carefully avoided looking at it even after we graduated from high school and began to assert its existence without the covering of 5,000 yen.

Until that Sunday ca.

Having been touched by Miyagi like never before, the emotions I had been trying to hide and avoid seeing for so long ca into and out of my sight with ease.

——Sendai Hazuki likes Miyagi Shiori.

Once I beco aware of it, I can no longer ignore it.

I am still thinking only about Miyagi.

Miyagi will never forgive again, but I want to touch her again, kiss her again, and hear her voice that only I know. If I et Miyagi with these feelings, I don’t know if I can treat her as a roommate. Now that I don’t know how to deal with the feelings I am aware of, I am also relieved that she is not here. And I hate myself for using my feelings of love as a reason not to go looking for Miyagi.

Miyagi affects my emotions whether she is there or not.

I think she’s a real pain in the ass.

「I hope she doesn’t co ho today.」

If she cos back voluntarily, I’ll have no choice but to force myself to sort out my feelings and act like a roommate. But she’s unlikely to return voluntarily.

I get out of bed.

I wish I had asked for Utsunomiya’s contact information before graduation. I know it’s probably useless for to say anything, but I’m sure that Miyagi would have listened to if I had asked her to return ho from Utsunomiya. But since there is no way to contact Utsunomiya, the only way to bring Miyagi back is to go to her university.

「Usually, she’ll co back at random.」

I spin around the room and looked at my phone.

Inhale and exhale long.

I send Miyagi another ssage asking when she will return.

If I wait until noon and don’t hear back, I decide to go to her college.

I can’t skip college too many tis, and if too much ti goes by, the awkwardness will increase. I don’t know if I can et Miyagi, but today is the only day I can go to her college. Even if I can’t et Miyagi, I might be able to et Utsunomiya.

I touched Miyagi on Sunday and found that she accepted more than I thought she would. I don’t think she disliked . If she didn’t like , she wouldn’t have allowed that to happen. That’s all I can think right now.

I put my phone, which didn’t ring, on the table.

I fall back on the bed and close my eyes.

I still have Miyagi in my head, and I sigh one more ti.